
The racecourse that he had not visited for almost half a year is now in sight, some luxury cars look to have lined up in line with Wine cars. Scary roaring as if asking to speed up in the race there.
Wine who was still wearing his uniform was standing leaning on the fence while looking at the empty lane that looks very driving his adrenals. He had not been in this place for a long time and preferred to stay in the library, becoming a good student for his graduation in a moment.
But tonight, after a powerful slap of baba that even still gives pain in her cheek turned Wine back into a street kid, the only girl who participated in car racing and the youngest person in this racing arena.
“ Why cheeks lo?”
Wine glanced at Alan who was now giving a cloth containing ice cubes to Wine. The cigarette smoke coming out of the man's lips caught Wine's attention. How would he react if he smoked? It would be very angry, right?, of the many things in the world, the baby is very hateful to race cars and motorcycles and cigarettes.
“Stranded lo?” Alan asked again.
“For cigarettes lo bang? There is still something new, right?”
Wine knew he might regret it after trying the tobacco scroll Alan gave him. But if he was found and there was a cigarette smell in his body his baba feeling would definitely be smashed to pieces. Just let Wine be a bad boy tonight. Has Wine told you just now? That slap will be the end of everything.
“Lo sure?” Alan who was about to burn the tobacco scroll that had hung in Wine's mouth asked again to be sure.
“ Sure. Why emang?”
“Win you know right, if you fight the same Bokap lo. There are 4 destinations besides this place. Ocha, Anya, your nanny's mother, or maybe your father's army. You can still get there Win”
Of all the upperclassmen in this arena. Alan is indeed the only one who knows all the bad things Wine behind his behavior so far, as with mash Akhtar who knows because Wine tells all things. Wine also told Alan a few things. Like his relationship with his father that has never improved since middle school.
“ Can not ka, do not talk much. Again you say. Lo mouth I brush to asphalt “
If Wine is already in this condition, then no one should try to reconcile his heart. All will be in vain and will probably end up being a rat in Wine's hands afterwards.
“OK. But if you look the same bokap lo. Don't bring my name”
Wine nodded. Alan burned the tip of his cigarette until the tip of the cigarette in the mouth of Wine began to emit smoke. In just one puff of Wine immediately coughed, because instead of the smoke coming out of his mouth, the smoke was even swallowed to make himself choke.
“ I said what, right? If not able to smoke anyway do not much gaya”
The back pat Alan gave slightly eased the Wine cough. He stared at the cigarette, which was still flanked by the middle finger and index finger. Why making the baba angry is something that is very difficult to do. If he dies, will everything be okay?.
“ Ko I can not be rich lo kak?”
“Ya you usually snack on candy, this is a cigarette, you can't go straight to Lah”
“Woi, let's start”
Shouts of a man— the owner of one of the cars made Wine and Alan come closer and get into their respective cars. Of the 5 cars, Wine is the only woman who participated in the race tonight.The goal is not to get a prize, but took his life and ended up just leaving a name.
“ Beautiful, brother can not come, sit next to you”
“ If you want to die, please go to” Answer the cold Wine that clearly makes Toni retreat instantly.
Five.
Four.
As the sound of the cue began, Wine put on the seatbelt and tightened it. He did want to die by deliberately bumping into the deflected barrier later, but at least his lifeless face should still look beautiful when the Ark bang served later.
Three.
Two.
One.
When the flag was raised, Wine plugged the gas to make the car go fast until it was in third place.
All the memories of her being in SD came out instantly. Beautiful memories with both parents appear in rhythm with his car that continues to speed. Going to the playground, vacationing abroad, until the birth of his sister made Wine smile happily. Everything is really fun.
Until, the memories right when he was in class 1 SMP made Wine tears began to pool slowly. With his own two eyes, Wine saw his father's face smiling broadly with the other woman on the mamah's phone. Not just one but very many and lasts up to 3 months. His father, who was out of town for the job, gave bad news to his family at home.
The image of the mama who ended up crying violently after trying to survive for 3 months for the sake of the children appeared in Wine's memory. Wine increasingly drove his car until he managed to race Alan's car and was in number 2.
This time the memory of himself and his sister who sat in the passenger seat with the mother as the driver also crossed Wine's memory. The accident occurred when the side car was hit and made his mother lost control until it hit the road guardrail.
The accident that only left him a survivor made Wine's tears fall even more rapidly.
The horn sound from Alan's car who knew Wine was taking the wrong path when in front of him there was a sharp bend echoing suddenly, not just Alan, he said, the two cars behind the man also honked as if they knew Wine did it on purpose.
This race will turn into hot news that claimed the life of the girl who accidentally committed suicide.
Wine did not care, his car continued to go fast on the right side even though he knew there was a corner ahead there. And just when he was in the corner Wine slammed the steering wheel to the right and ended up crashing into the fence and making his car spin up to 2 times before ending up in an upside down position.
Wine felt pain all over his body as several people pulled his body out of the car. There was nothing he could see, everything was dark and Wine knew he would lose consciousness any minute.
”Wine life plan yes this bang Arka. Die and make baba regret her whole life”.
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Bekasi
December 2nd, 2021