Sadness Woman

50.it's been quite injured for me.~'s.

he stands.

"what ?want some revenge?!whatever else I ngingetin doang and maybe our business is done" said the woman.

"lita.gue would like to say,Lo who saved my friends from guys?!"kazumi asked.yap the person who helped yumeko was Lita.

"yes, I'm the one who survived.Why is it wrong?!"lita said coldly.

Kazumi sighed and spoke up again.

"kalo Lo who saved my friend, my friend would like to say thanks to Lo, and well, I know what you did this afternoon Lo talk to me.once again I want to say thanks"akzumi said softly.

"hmm, Luka Lo ngak papa right?!?"ask Lita a little nervous.

"well, it is not still quite sick, but just calm down, a few more days must be healed." said Kazumi put on a happy and cheerful face.

"Lo don't nahan.gue tau must hurt kan.hmm if Lo wants Lo can go to my house to make ngobatin Lo's wound" said Lita a little soft.

"no need to lit,gue knows how it feels not to say what we want" said Kazumi who was first cheerful to be sad.

"lo's face why is it so sad, is there a problem?"said Lita who was a little worried.

"hmm, no matter what time my fellow mangy "said Kazumi quickly changed his facial expression into cheerful.

"yes whatever, but I know how to lie, I also do not mean to Lo story" said Lita.

"uhuk..uhuk".Kazumi small cough.

Lita who is still silent by enjoying the wind blowing.

"hmm, kalo Lo ngak mind I want to be a friend Lo Zum, Lo accept not, so I do not have a friend" said Lita a little nervous.

Kazumi, who was coughing, turned his head and looked at Lita, and Kazumi answered Lita's question.

"eh.iya kok bek,gue mah his people Nerima temen Mulu kok" Kazumi said.

it was immediately that Lita hugged Kazumi a little tightly because she was afraid of Kazumi's wound the more sick Jiak she hugged him too tightly.then she whispered in kazumi's ear "love Zum".

Lita took off her embrace and smiled warmly at Kazumi she did not forget to say goodbye because the next time she had to go home.now Kazumi himself in the backyard still with a wide smile that began to fade.

"uhuk...uhuk.."Kazumi returns coughing and Kazumi decides to leave the school yard and go home soon.

about his friends later he'll tell them.

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Kazumi went home with a cough, then he immediately ran towards the room and headed for the toilet.

kazumi was still coughing and what came out of his mouth kept flowing.

"little scar turns out" Kazumi said with a small smile.

Kazumi escaped from the bath while continuing to clean the blood in his mouth.

after making sure sudha tidaj coughs again Kazumi thought to sleep for a while he felt his body was heavy enough to walk again.

Kazumi immediately lay on top of his cashier and began to close his eyes.

but Kazumi could not sleep because his body was hot and his head was very dizzy plus his eyes were blurred.

Kazumi got up from his bed, still trying to justify his blurred vision.

Kazumi walked out.separate, silence that is the atmosphere in the house.kazumi down with heart.

in his hand held a still heavy feeling.

Kazumi sat down on the sofa and adjusted his breathing.

after sure already feeling calm.kazumi turned towards the right and left.

Kazumi got up from his seat and went back up the stairs, but the dizziness he felt was able to beat the direction of his view.

when Kazumi was in the middle he began to lose his balance.

kazumi fainted with a mouth that was bleeding.

Kazumi rolled down.he was still half conscious.

"no I have to survive, if I get to the hospital again anyway I uhuk...uhuk....le-mah"Kazumi is still in his establishment he promised not to bother because of his friends again.

"hmm,uhuk...uhuk....le-mah"Kazumi rose from his fall.

It was fortunate that Kazumi did not shout if he shouted viola and yumeko would definitely immediately bring him to the pain room.

Kazumi slowly rose up the ground he climbed the stairs again.

Kazumi immediately opened the door of his room and immediately locked it tightly.

Kazumi leaned under his bed.kazumi continued to catch his irregular breath.

he had just remembered that at school there were so many letters under his desk that Kazumi took him to read what they sent him.

"Lo tuh weak Zum, do not be sad"

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"ish if so Lo mah yes I mah diem aja, Lo caper alay ish najis deh, how the hell you can have good temen while Lo himself ewh ngak level"

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"no need to caper, just die Sono"

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"kalo I the hell yeah diem do not alay sok pura sad let dienhatin.,emang ya Lo tuh mannya caper, alay, weak, so strong, keep smiling tuh while you can"

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unintentionally, a tear fell from Kazumi's eye.

he has no power to hold on any longer to survive, and he also cannot have to keep smiling.want how else the world predestines his life in a world of sadness.

Kazumi did not budge he continued to write different words and also spicy words that they addressed to Kazumi.

Kazumi cried without making a sound, but did not stop his tears.

tears kept flowing soaking the cheeks and papers that there was writing from his High School student.

already not strong Kazumi blinked then clasped tightly his shirt head he submits.

Kazumi cried in silence.Wounds that he could not possibly be treated.even he also harbored hatred and also the sense of wanting to leave the world.

the stronger the grip made by Kazumi.ia still continued to cry in silence.

ranz who saw that could not do what he allowed Kazumi to vent his sadness first, because if meddling would cause Kazumi to continue crying because he replied.

occasionally Kazumi took a breath and sighed.

he has lost the strength he has.

"patience is that Lo must be strong patient" a small spirit of ranz passed from his heart.

Kazumi who heard the words of Ranz answered him immediately.

"one can say„ be patient.but won't be able to feel the pain.in patience!!

the wound never makes a sound, because the tears fall without speaking." Kazumi said a little loudly.

"the one who smiles not only because he is happy, sometimes the smile is to cover up the sadness" Kazumi said.

ranz could only shut up and wait for Kazumi to calm down.

Kazumi goes straight to the toilet, washes his face and leaves the room, and Ranz disappears.

coming out of Kazumi's room sees Alan CS angry at him for having died.

there is also viola and yumeko.

Kazumi went down slowly although still a little dizzy.

they did not seem to want to talk to Kazumi who had just come down the stairs.

"hmm.ke-" Kazumi's words were cut off and Fin interrupted the speech Kazumi was just about to throw.

"Lo tuh can ngak sih Zum do not be sad continue, we are confused how to entertain Lo so as to ngak pira pura happy, and earlier Lo instead went without telling, where aja Lo hah,nangi, and so on,why do you have to cry continuously, all life must have maslaha, Lo can not complain, why do you answer do not let Lo!?!!??"fin snapped so loudly towards Kazumi.

Kazumi who heard her was a little sick, felt guilty, and forgot to tell.

Kazumi still listened to Fin's snaps by bowing his head even though he had to be able to hold back the cries.

"that's enough!!!!!"kazumi shouted at fin.Kazumi's eyes were already glazed with glass when faced with her friend.

"i cry not because I'm weak, it's just been trying to survive for too long and pretend that everything is fine.I believe me, and I don't need to be pitied!!!"kazumi shouted and managed to make her tears fall right in front of her best friend.yes, this is the first time Kazumi cried in front of her friend.

Kazumi ebralri because sudha can not stand the circumstances.almost seeing his friends just do not understand what feelings he had been through even Kazumi willing not to sleep to hold back crying.

even his best friend did not know Kazumi was willing to go to silence his sadness.kare what because he did not want to make a burden for everything.

Kazumi leaned against the door after locking her.

Alan and the others immediately ran when they saw the blood coming out of Kazumi's mouth.

Kazumi was still leaning with blood flowing from his mouth.

"Zum open the door" Rey said coldly in fact she was very worried about Kazumi's condition.

"zui, you have to open the door" Alan said a little elbut impressed cold.

Kazumi does not want to let his friend suffer because of him but he also did not have the heart to let his friend continue to wait at the door.

Kazumi opened up in front there Alan arrived Kazumi fell into the deck alan.then he said 'do not need me down to the hospital'and that's where Kazumi was unconscious.

how will it go?!?!?

let's see the next episode!!