Sad Boy With Tomboy Girl

Thank you love

Nothing has changed, everything has remained the same as the first time we expressed love.

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Slightly far away from those who were both sitting at the end of a long sofa while staring at the overcast night sky, accompanied by a breeze that pierced the skin to the bone.

twenty minutes they were silent and had not spoken at all, pondering between annoyance, anger and fear.

Afraid that Revan would be left behind, afraid that he would hurt Dhira, afraid that if he couldn't see Dhira crying so bitterly.

He wanted to kill himself, because he had hurt his lover. But it was purely, completely not his fault, the mistake was made by Dhira's father who made his company a big loss.

And somehow, God brought together a child who had made his company lose money and made him fall in love, so this is how it ends if Dhira already knows it before he explains it. Angry, disappointed or he could hate her and no longer want to be in touch with her.

Can be repeated again, not to make the company of Dhira's father destroyed so that he does not feel guilty and not hated by his own lover.

Exhaling a deep breath and looking at Dhira who was looking at the night sky with a reddened face, held back the anger.

" I'm sorry." Revan said to start explaining everything.

" I don't mean to bankrupt your father's company, I'm just asking for my rights. Just a little not much." He said again, and Dhira still did not budge still listening to him even though his chest felt tight.

" But I don't know if it's like this, and it's making you suffer. I'm sorry." Staring at Dhira who has shed tears.

Sick, very sick when he had to hear Revan's words and very sick Revan apologized repeatedly to him, as if he had made such a big mistake.

He made a terrible mistake, causing him to lose his father. If if Dhira had been given a choice, he did not want to know everything, did not want to know the name of Revan, the name of his company, and what he had done to his father. I really don't want to know that, so that he doesn't feel the tremendous pain of the people he loves.

Closer to his lover who bowed his head, when he was completely powerless to hold tears not to fall on his cheek.

" You can punish me any way you want, but please! don't hate me." Said Revan gently grasping Dhira's hand.

Staring at Revan, with her eyes that began to turn red as if afraid he hated her.

" You know my brother how sad I was when my family was destroyed, when my father died, when I rose from the slump and when I tried to survive with his brother. when I know you love you and how hurt this heart is when I know the person I love turns out to be the one who ruined my life.!" He said by pressing his chest "Sick, sick.!" He said again while hitting his chest, making Revan have to hold it.

Holding onto Dhira's two hands gently and kissing her many times, Dhira cried so vibrantly that she felt a deep tightness when she was treated gently with Revan.

" My law, don't hurt yourself." Revan. " Hit me, slap me but please don't cry don't hurt yourself." Said again.

Removing his hand from Revan's grasp, wiping away his tears and exhaling heavily as well as staring at Revan.

" It's late, you better go home." Said Dhira who began to move from his seat and did not want to extend his debate when he was really tired of his sick heart and mind.

Going home? it was only the first time that Dhira told him to go home as if he was driving her away and did not want to see her again. It hurts, if Dhira drives him away and even more sick if Dhira does not want to meet him and decides to end his relationship.

Chasing Dhira and hugging her from behind made Dhira speechless with closed eyes.putting her face on Dhira's shoulder, shedding her tears there until Dhira felt her wet shoulders.

It took a few seconds for Dhira to say his heart. " Yes." Yeah." Dhira said, making Revan embrace him more tightly, as if he did not want it to happen.

" I don't want to hate you and I don't want to take revenge on you, even though I know it's not entirely your fault."

" If I don't want to end this relationship."

" I'll get away from you." Dhira replied with a heart that was so pounding.

Silent.

equally silent in each other's mind with a position still hugging, holding it so tightly as if he was not willing to separate.

one side they do not want to part and one side of the ego anger is so deep in Dhira that he decides spontaneously.

Angry, Revan is definitely angry! Angry at Dhira's decision and angry at himself.

" Are you sure." Revan said again. " There's no way we can fix it." Ask again.

" I'm not sure I can fix everything, I hope it's the best way for us" Dhira replied

Best street! this is not the best way, but it makes them suffer from each other and sad for the spark that makes it sad.

It was like Revan said, 'No' when he didn't want the relationship to end. This is not what he wants, he hopes this is just a dream and when he opens his eyes everything will be fine.

But unfortunately when he opened his eyes it was not a dream and this is a reality that he must accept.

" Sick God, sick." murmured Dhira inwardly closed his eyes and touched Revan's hand to release him.

" Let this be a moment before I leave, please.!" pinta Revan grabbed Dhira's hand for her to hold and still hugged her from behind.

Hugging each other for the last time with those who turn their backs and share a love that is so deep and destroyed in an instant.

turning over Dhira, facing each other and looking into each other's eyes for so long, that unconsciously their lips had fused together, giving a sweet kiss so deep and long for the last time. fused each other's eyebrows as they ended their kisses and took oxygen from each other to breathe it in.

" Thank you for loving me, thank you for everything. Sorry if I've been wrong all this time." Said Revan who was still fusing together his forehead.

" I will always love you, until ever it will be. And please don't hate me." He said again by rubbing Dhira's cheek, until Dhira again cried and looked at Revan who also let out tears.

Kissed Dhira's forehead for so long, and hugged her and kissed the top of her head several times before she finally let go.

" I'm home.! don't be naughty, and take good care of yourself." Revan said with a smile and walked away without looking back when he could not see Dhira.

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