Sacred No Longer Sacred

Chapter 82 (Felt helpless)

Rian's heart skipped a beat when he saw Aryan's figure beside Saints, even now Arya was holding a baby that was just born by Saints, and all of that made Rian's heart wonder.

Why is Arya here? Has the Holy memory returned?

Sacred smiled seeing the arrival of Rian, and Sacred instantly raised his voice.

"Why do you keep standing there? Don't you want to see our Princess?" holy said to Rian, so as to make Rian breathe a sigh of relief because it turns out that the lost Holy memory has still not returned.

Slowly Rian stepped foot over to Suci, then Rian kissed the Holy forehead, thus making Arya burn with jealous fire.

"Honey, sorry because Dad did not accompany Mother when giving birth to our Princess," said Rian.

"It's okay Well, fortunately there is a kind-hearted Mas who wants to take Mother to the Hospital" said Suci.

So it was Arya who helped Suci and took her to the Hospital? Why is it all a coincidence? Hopefully Arya does not suspect if the Holy baby is born is her biological child, Rian said in his heart.

The doctor looked confused because the doctor thought that Arya was the Husband and Father of a Holy baby.

"Sorry Madam, I was wrong. I'm guessing that Mr. Maiden is Your Husband, let alone the baby you gave birth to is so similar to him" said the Doctor.

"It's okay Doc, I also did not realize that the one who drove me was not my husband. Thank you so much Mas_" Holy speech stopped because Saints do not remember the name Arya.

"Arya, my name is Arya" said Arya who again had to hold tightness in her chest because Saints did not even remember her name.

Suci suddenly held onto her head which was painful when she heard the name Arya, and Rian tried to calm the Saints who were trying to remember her mass.

"Honey, Mother do not push yourself too hard to remember everything, Father does not want if until Mother why," said Rian by holding tightly to the Holy body.

"Well, why does Mother's head hurt when she hears Arya's name? Mother caught a glimpse of the shadow of a man named Arya."

"Maybe it's someone's name that once ruined our happiness. Better now Mother do not think too much, no matter what happens, Father will always be there for Mother," replied Rian with a sharp gaze to Arya.

Arya just silently stared at the Sacred Nanar who kept holding her head, and Arya felt helpless.

I'm not a good husband, I've always hurt Saints. Why, Lord, do You not allow me to make him happy and make amends for all the wrongs I have done to the Holy One? Arya said in a heart that can only blame the circumstances.

The doctor asked Arya and Rian to get out of the delivery room, because the Doctor will perform postpartum action against Suci.

"Sorry Master, I ask you both to go outside first, because I will take postpartum action to the Patient" said the Doctor.

The nurse took the Holy baby from Arya's sling, and somehow Arya's heart felt empty when she parted with the Holy baby, let alone the baby immediately cried when she was released from Arya's sling.

Why does my heart feel empty when parting with a Holy baby? Is he my real son? His face is so similar to mine, even he was like Rizky when he was a baby, because Rizky would cry when regardless of my embrace, Arya's mind is now wondering.

Arya and Rian reluctantly head out of the maternity room, and Arya decides to talk to Rian.

"Rian, I want to talk to you" Arya said.

Bugh

A raw bogem landed on Rian's face, because Arya did not accept the actions that Rian had done.

"Why can you separate the Holy One from the Son and the Husband? Why didn't you say that Saints had memory loss?" arya asked with a dark eye.

"If I tell you everything about the lost Holy memory, will the Holy One remember you? Even if he remembers you, surely Saints will hate you, because you are a depraved man who ruined his life" Rian said, wiping the corner of his bloody lips.

Arya dropped her body that felt weak, because Arya again felt helpless when remembering the reality if she had destroyed Holy life.

Rian was right, if Saints remembered everything, Saints would still hate me, because before the accident, Suci was so shocked to find out that I was a depraved man who had ruined his life, Arya said in her heart.

"Arya, let go of Saints, let her live happily with me. You saw for yourself, every Saint trying to remember everything, the Saint will have a headache. So, it is better for Saints to forget everything, and open a new page without a shadow of mass that only makes it feel destroyed," said Rian.

Arya seems to think, because right now her mind is completely deadlocked.

"Rian, you haven't married Saints have you? Because until now I have not divorced Suci, and Suci is still my wife" said Arya.

"Don't you ever say that you would consider Saints dead? meaning indirectly you have released your bond and Holy, let alone nine months you have not been supporting it. So, I can already marry Suci, because from the beginning I had intended to marry Suci after our baby was born" Rian said.

"But I am sure that the Holy Child is my biological daughter. You see for yourself, his face is very similar to mine, let alone you once said that you are barren, so you can't possibly impregnate Saints."

"You must know Arya, the baby of whomever the Holy One is born, I will still regard it as my own flesh and blood, and you must remember, if Suci only remembers if I am the Husband and the Real Father of her Son, not you." said Rian.

"Until when will you cover up all the truth from the Saints? Because I'm sure that someday Saints will remember me and our Son again" Arya said with teary eyes.

"If the Sacred memories return, I will hand them all over to the Saints. He has the right to vote, and I will not ban him if he wants to come back to you" Rian said.

Arya could only resign herself to all the realities before her, because if Holy memories came back, the Saints would definitely hate her.

Rian was right, now I can't force Saints to return to me, especially when Saints don't remember me. Holy, even if you don't remember me, but I will still keep the love I have only for you. If indeed we are destined to live together, I am sure someday we will be able to reunite, Arya said in her heart, then stepped foot to get out of the Hospital, but before Arya came home, Arya first paid for all the administration of Holy childbirth.

After Arya's departure, Rian decided to complete the administration of the Saints, so that Saints could be immediately transferred to the treatment room.

"Mom, I want to pay for the administration on behalf of the Holy Patient of Pratiwi" Rian said.

"Sorry Sir, but just now the Patient Husband has paid off all his administration, and now the Patient on behalf of Holy Pratiwi can be transferred to the best room that this Hospital has," the administration official said.

Rian did not ask the administrative officer much, because Rian could already guess if Arya had paid for everything.

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