
" Dear rest, you must be tired of working all day so that tomorrow your condition is fit so that you can keep Zaqi. Tonight let mother take care of him "
" You don't worry that I'm here to take care of you, because you're my life" Alan said gently, staring at Sela.
" How can I rest, while my mind cannot calm down" Sela replied.
" Well then, tell me everything that is a burden on your mind while sleeping in my arms. I will hear everything so that the burden in your heart is slightly reduced "Alan replied as she stretched out her body and grabbed Sela's body to lie beside her.
" Alan .. am I wrong if I'm too busy to work ? " asked Sela after lying in Alan's arms.
" What do you mean ? please explain ! " ask Alan
" At the time Zaqi was born, we were living in deprivation, let alone buying toys or clothes to eat only we had trouble. So I have to work to help Dani make a living "
" When I have to work I have to take Zaqi with me, because I was working in the store and Zaqi was a baby "
" Till finally mas Dani left us to wander with reasons to find a better job. While Zaqi and I can only eat potluck because the income I get is just enough to eat "
" Thus I decided to work for the company and was forced to leave Zaqi to others ... " Sela told Alan how she and Zaqi lived in poverty.
Sela also told of all the events that she had experienced until now she had to be busy working at Alan's company and still had to take care of the company and the cake shop.
" Dear ... as a mother, I am sure you will do everything including hunting for rupiah so that your life is better and all Zaqi needs can be fulfilled "
" But don't you ignore your responsibility towards Zaqi's growth. In addition to needing money for his survival, he also needs the affection and attention of his parents "
" Otherwise Zaqi from childhood did not get the affection of his father. Do not let because of our busyness hunting rupiah, causing our children to look for outlet because of thirst for affection. Because it would be fatal if they were wrong in taking the step "
" And from this moment on you I fired as a secretary at my company, because I didn't make the owner of a company a secretary. And you'll just be my life partner and the mother of my children "
" For the rupiah, let it be my responsibility as a husband and a father. You pray enough that God eases every step of my foot in seeking your fortune ", said Alan softly.
" Alan .." said Sela spoiledly as she tightened her arms.
" Is your heart a little calmer ? " ask Alan while replying to Sela's embrace.
" Thank you Alan, for listening to my grievances" Sela said, staring at the handsome face in front of her.
" Sela ... Don't tease me" Alan said
" Who is flirting .. " replied Sela with a smile.
" Dear I'm a normal guy, so you better go to bed soon" Alan replied in a slightly hoarse voice.
" Alan, if I don't work tomorrow who will finish my pending work ?" ask Sela.
" Let me finish it, and I'll contact Dewi to immediately find a new secretary" Alan replied casually but Sela stared intently at Alan.
" Dear, don't worry, I can replace you as secretary,
While Sela looked at the face of the man who had already stolen her heart with her worry.
" It's not that I doubt the ability you have, even I can be like this because I learned so much from you, but ... " Sela hung up she said.
" Why, baby ?" said Alan.
" Once it is, let's take a break" replied Sela.
" From the tone I heard, there was someone who was jealous, don't worry dear I will look for a male secretary so that my woman is not jealous" Alan said as he looked at the ceiling of the room.
Sela immediately pinched the chest of Alan's field, she was embarrassed because it turned out that her handsome man seemed to understand the feelings that were in his heart.
" Aw .. pain ! " shouted Alan as he was pinched by Sela.
" I'm sorry .. you're done" said Sela, kissing Alan's chest, which she pinched.
" Sela don't tease .. Junior who was reluctant to fall asleep was hard-earned to hide "inner Alan.
Alan immediately got up and reached for Sela's lips and then he kissed her greedily, Alan who tried to resist the desire from earlier but instead got a kiss on her chest. The fire started to burn his body.
Sela replies to the kiss and tries to compensate for Alan's play, twisting each other's tongues and exchanging Slavina's, letting go of the yearning that is covered with desire for each other to want more.
While Alan's hand began to search for something, he felt everything with his breath increasingly hunting.
" Alan .. don't do that, it'll all be more beautiful in time" Sela said as the kiss slipped.
" Dear .." said Alan with a difficult look. Then Alan got up leaving Sela still lying on her bed.
" I'm sorry Alan, I actually want the same thing but I'm afraid you'll leave me after you get what you want from my body " inner Sela while staring at Alan's passing back left her.
Then Sela covered her body with a blanket and tried to neutralize the taste, she tried to close her eyes want to immediately fall asleep and pick up a beautiful dream.
In order for tomorrow to be stronger to face everything that might happen, the condition of his son who is still reluctant to wake up makes his spirit to conquer the rupiah begin to decrease.
While Alan chose to go into the toilet and finish everything by himself. After being satisfied he cleansed his body after which he went in and lay down beside Sela.
He wants to let go of the longing that he has been yearning even though he just hugs his female body. At least this longing can be a little treated.
Alan lay beside Sela who was asleep, he looked at the face of the woman who had aroused his passion but did not want to take responsibility until he had to relieve it in the bathroom.
" Dear wait for the time to come, I will punish you with the appropriate punishment for causing my junior to be disappointed because he was not allowed to enter the nest" said Alan slowly.
Then Alan kissed Sela's forehead and immediately lay back while hugging Sela's body possessively. The two then pick up each other's good dreams and forget everything that happened today.
Resting the body and mind in order to wake up again to knit together, wading through the ocean of life that we do not know what it will be like, or what it will be like, our job as human beings is to do our best and be grateful for what God has given us.