
a lonely night...
as usual I filled my loneliness with reading books and novels.
this year is popular ! the novel 'SILVIA' everyone reads it,
I am a lover of novels, too, reading them,
couple times.
and I'm still studying, to be honest,
at the end of the story 'ROSE' dies,
for some reason my heart has trouble accepting it, let alone dying in the hands of the one he loves the most,
to be honest I don't like 'REVER' !
not knowing yourself !
rose saved her life from poverty !
give him the title !
can he kill rose !?
although at the end of the story, the rever regretted
am I the only one who feels that the story of the novel 'silvia' is not finished yet ?
although clearly written seidon and Silvia finally married and happy
but I don't think the story is finished and should continue.
this novel does not tell us that all characters end up happy ending.
though in the middle of the story I hope that rose to be good and happy with the rever.
the novel's final statement 'silvia' makes me hurt.
I read the novel a few times because I thought maybe I missed something.
all of my friends don't seem to care about rose or rever.
they just think and love to hear Silvia with seidon getting married and happy ending.
I wonder why I don't think this story is too ?
I also thought maybe that's my friend's right !
I was thinking maybe I missed some parts of the story,
I wish I could accept the end of this story.
but it didn't work.
in fact the more I read it the more I understand the suffering of rose and other people whose stories are not happy ending.
who is wrong ?
maybe all my friends think short.
they only care about the main character.
though in the novel written, 'rose was once a good person, until he hurt'
uhh...
which is right ?
until I think...
everybody thinks so...
because they don't know how Rose feels.
they don't care.
i'm...
i'm Lusi.
my father died while I was in the womb.
my mother died giving birth to me.
one day an orphanage in a ranch.
we live under a bridge.
the aunts who took care of us left for the reason of the money we needed.
we are getting more and more divided.
one day there was a free SD.
I went in there.
get a SMP scholarship until college.
I live anywhere, I always refuse group work.
every day there is always a slightly scratched shirt in the factory factory.
they throw it away because they want the perfect one.
I don't have any friends.
and that's good in my opinion.
when I was in Elementary I had friends and was always bullied because of my position.
so when Junior High got to college I stayed away from people.
even when I was working in a group, I was silent.
and no one asked me either.
I am thankful that they don't care about me.
I often see classmates hanging out with bad things.
I could only see them being stained a little bit.
be quiet...
I can't warn them, though,
their parents warned them, but they didn't care.
what else am I ?
I'm just giving you a hint.
I work as a waiter in a shop,
reading books and novels means something to me.
everything is normal...
until one night.
23 Hours: 59...
I woke up and could no longer sleep.
it was like someone had lifted my whole body.
I saw a black figure.
human shadow.
"thief ?"
but why would a thief steal in a poor man's house ?
...*novel ROSE, will be up min 3 times a week, otherwise there may be problems, most likely will be up every...
...Monday, Wednesday and Saturday at 7 am*...
...*this work does not copy anything, if there are similarities it is a coincidence.if there is an error of info, or writing please be understood. this is a mere fiction story hope to be a good and wise reader*...