
He just needed to pretend, pretend that things weren't happening the way he saw them now. There were two options then, enter or run and the Princess chose the second option.. He ran as fast as he tried not to be seen by the Eagle.
His hands were still trembling as he pressed the Eagle apartment passcode. He threw her on the bed, covered her face with a pillow and cried. Emotions that burst out lately make his heart unbecoming, want it feels to release all the tightness in the chest.. Until finally comes where the Princess has built a large and sturdy defensive wall when the Eagle often accompanies the Girl and when the Eagle leaves her later she will not feel the heart is too terribly sick because he built his guard.
" puts.. "
"Mad..."
The eagle shakes his shoulders several times..
The princess was surprised, she felt that she had dreamed the Eagle woke her up But now the Eagle was sitting next to her.
"Eh.. I'm back again.."
The princess immediately shuffled from the edge of the bed..
" Us.. Just now. Sorry yeah.. I wanted to nemenin Lo.. But there's a sudden business.." Said the Eagle with great caution lest the Princess see him hiding something..
" Yes, there's business for Girl Lo.. "
"Lo.. Are his eyes swollen? Is it crying?."The gentle touch of the Eagle in the Princess's eyes immediately let go, The Princess is only afraid that she will not dare to lose the man any time soon..
" No ko.. This is because I slept.. "
" Lo really if you sleep, the position is not really sure so that his eyes are so deh.."
Slowly the hand of the Princess was drawn by the Eagle, until the face of the Princess was in the warm embrace of the man..
"Gue wants to hug Lo.. Just a second.."
"Gue knows ko Lang.. Lo has been self-sufficient for my release right. I'm just a fallout from your selfishness.."
" Napa anyway.. Not usually?." The princess tried to release her head from the powerful embrace of the Eagle..
" No.. I just miss it.."
" Today we go out yuk.. I want to take a walk.."
A big doubt emanated from the Princess' gaze this time he did not immediately reply.. He only hesitates to say it or reject it..
" Come.. "
The answer to the agreement was thrown from the Princess' mouth just like that..
" I took a shower first.. Not good from yesterday.. Wait yes.." The eagle gently stroked the hair of the woman he loved so much.. A woman who is not a woman soon..
"Where are we going?." The Eagle asked when the Princess asked him to park her car in a Mall parking lot. But not to enter the Mall, but walk around the shop on the edge of the Mall and stop right beside it.. There's a park to just hang out.. Pretty green land in the middle of urban.
"Lo want us to sit there?." Appoint the Eagle on a blue ceramic wall, as it is often seen in gardens in general.
" he.. Waiting for the rain to fall.."
The eagle frowned not understanding the meaning of the words of the Princess just now..
" Waiting for rain .. Mending in the Mall aja yuk, let if the rain is not wet.." Invite the Eagle to pull the hand of the Princess to immediately move from her seat.. The princess held back the Eagle's hand..
" Wouldn't.. Just want to be here.." The Princess's face suddenly looked flat.. Empty look.
" What the hell is Lang.. You want to say something to me, huh..?." A moment later the Princess's gaze shifted to the Eagle's eyes. Eagle reflexes throw face, do not want the Princess to catch something that will happen in the afternoon. They were like two strangers, keeping quiet..
"Yes Put.. There's something I want to talk to you about Lo.."
Not to mention the Princess already feels bad.
"Later yeah.. It's raining.." A contrived smile just to cover the Princess's erratic heartache.
" Let the atmosphere be different.. I have not rained for a long time, from my little one always scolded mama if found playing in the rain. And now I want to digress again, how does it feel like rain water touched my face directly without anyone being banned. Lo want my lan nemenin here.."
" Weird.. !."
" It's ah.. The Mall aja.. It'll hurt. Come on."
The princess insisted..
" Yes it is.."
Sayup-sayup rumbles elsewhere, as breezy wind that already feels cold usually a sign of rain will fall, the rain will fall, jakarta sky looks already blackened until the time comes the specks of rain water began to fall soaking the earth..
" puts.. Move here..!!." The eagle pulled the hands of the Princess to immediately pull her body to a shady place.. The princess brushed off the Eagle's hand.
Lightning began to be heard clearly accompanying the rush of rain that afternoon..
The eagle is still on the edge of the shady place.. Right near the Princess playing with rainwater.
"Langs.. You were gonna say what.. Now, by the way!." Princesses shouting.. His voice raced with the rain.
There was a great fear and a sense of unbearability was clearly emanated on the Eagle's face at that moment.
"Mops... Sorry me.."
" I'm sorry for what?."
Quiet again.. Unable to continue..
"The power of our relationship can't be continued anymore.."
" Siruyaaaarrr....."
The sound of lightning coincided with the expression of the Eagle's heart back then. The princess had expected the Eagle to say things she did not want to hear.. His body felt limp for a moment, his lips were shaking not from the cold.. But unable to speak anymore.. His tears flowed profusely, the reason the Princess had just been so precise.. Crying when it rains just to trick the Eagle, tricking where the tears and rain.. Not more the same.
" Why?."The Princess's voice began to sound soft.. Holding all the waves in his heart..
" I can't leave a girl."
Eagle's answer was right on target.. The sturdy guard defense that has been built Princess finally crushed melted unceremoniously.. He has no power to hold back anymore..
" all right.. I understand. He needs Lo more. Lo don't worry.. I'm okay, ko.."
The princess knew that the day would finally come, where the Eagle would leave her.. But the Princess persisted and pretended that their relationship would be fine.
" It's okay.. It's nothing Lang.. You don't see how broken my heart is by all the words Lo .. These.. It's finally.. It was a big decision that you gave me. I want to feel like I'm screaming.. I want to slap Lo.. Lo hairpin.. I'm not guilty of that, Lo.. I am guilty of my feelings.. Why can I fall in love with this same Lo.."
Eagle's hand pull resuscitated the Princess instantly. The eagle led him to the edge of a shady place.. He gave her a jacket to cover the cold body of the princess.. His lips began to look blue and his palms began to shrivel.
" We go home.. Look you're cold.. I don't want you to get sick.."
"Son.. Go home alone.. "
" puts.. Go home.. Look Lo's soaking wet.. Sick later.."
" No papa ko.. Don't worry about me.. I'm not who Lo is.. So don't pay attention to me either.."
" Sorry.." Those words were spewed out of the Eagle's mouth.
" Don't apologize... Our relationship begins with an agreement so it is very unlikely that if we really have a love."
The eagle held the Princess' hand..
"Lo go away.. I can go by myself." The princess took off the Eagle's hand.. The eagle could only see the departure of the Princess without being able to say anything.