ROMANCE AT THE END OF TIME

THE SECRET OF SELF

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They had all listened very clearly, to what the Red Scarf had said. He said that Andara Wijaya was the son of Nila Ambarawati?.

"What does Nimas say is true?."

"Nini say it again."

"Then let go of this tease first."

"But Nimas had to promise, that nimas should control the anger of nimas."

"Hamba promised gusti prabu."

Prabu Praja Permana released the teotokan, so that the Red Scarf could move again. And his eyes stared intently at Nila Ambarawati who was currently in pain.

"What do you mean beautiful moon?. You're telling me that young man is my son?." He tried to stand up, even though his body was in great pain.

"Have you forgotten?. If you ever betray me. You and your brother jaya estu are playing with fire behind me. Until you're pregnant!. After the child was born you left the child alone in the shack." His heart was heating up remembering everything. "Luckily I found him in a terrible state, you left behind an innocent child who almost died!. I sacrificed my life to raise her well. So that he doesn't become a depraved person like his parents!." His emotions are exploding. It was as if he was about to pounce on Nila Ambarawati with his nails. "To let go of the heartache I felt, I decided to become a hit man. To close my heart to the bad guys who have made me suffer, trapped in a stained romance game. From that moment on I swore, if I would kill anyone who had betrayed romance. But unfortunately I enjoyed the death of others too much with my hands. So I kill anyone who does evil. Including you!. The man I want to kill!."

"Astaghfirullah hal'azim o Allah. Nimas, control your anger. Don't let nimas be overcome by a losing anger."

"I didn't expect my brother to have had a bitter day." In the heart of Black Rose felt sympathy for her brother.

"This is a red scarf." In Aki Awuh's heart felt sympathy. And he didn't know if that was what happened. He hugged Andara Wijaya who looked very surprised.

"Why didn't you tell me that you raised my son at our first beautiful moon meeting?. You purposely hid everything from me."

"Shut up!."

"Ne\nimas." Black and Prabu Prabu Praja Permana pulled the Red Scarf hand so as not to approach Nila Ambarawati.

"Calm nimas. If nimas can't calm down. We had to poke nimas."

"Come on, calm yourself. Do you have no pity on the child who witnessed this?."

The Red Scarf's eyes stared sadly at Andara Wijaya. "I just don't want him to know who his parents are. His life will only suffer more if he finds out who his parents are. It's unfortunate that a child born to both parents has such an attitude." His voice sounded raucous as it held back the tight feeling in his heart.

"Jaya estu's back died because of you. My beloved fell into the abyss, because you beat him up. After finding out, if I'm pregnant with her child."

"The back of jaya estu is the younger sister of Gusti prabu paja permana." The Red Scarf turned its body which seemed to tremble withstanding all the emotions it felt.

"What's?. Kakang jaya estu is Permana's sister?."

"What's?. Isn't he Permana's little brother who has many wives?."

"Yes. He's the jaya estu you love. He who planted the seed on you in the past, until a son was born. But you just left it. If I don't go back to that shack, I'll make sure the kid's a corpse." Her tears were flowing down her cheeks.

"Why didn't you tell me that Kakang jaya estu was still alive?. And he is the prince of wise heroes!. You are indeed the snatch of all my blissful moon!."

"God!. You yourself know who the wise hero prince is not?. Just so you know Nila ambarawati. When we met at the palace. He wanted to get me married, and he wanted to be separated from all his wives."

"You don't tell me lies!. I know what you look like!."

"If you don't believe me, you can ask Gusti Prabu. Even we had to subdue her, because she was trying to betray her own brother. Do you still want to love a man like that?."

"That's impossible!. You must be lying." Nila Ambarawati still doesn't believe it.

"As far as you are. I don't care if you believe it or not." He glanced back at his son Andara Wijaya. He approached his son who looked scared. An overwhelming feeling of anxiety haunted him. Until he dropped himself in front of his son with a sigh.

"Niwa."

"Corny."

"I'm sorry mommy, for not being able to say who you are. Mother just wants you to be happy without bringing up the past of your parents like what they want." The Red Scarf cried while releasing the red veil that covered her face. Until it looks beautiful face that is hidden all this time.

"For the mother, andara wijaya is the son of a dear mother. The place where the mother returned, where the mother docked after walking from Darkness son. That's why don't hate your mother."

Andara Wijaya can feel the sincerity of every speech from her mother. Unknowingly, his feet slowly stepped closer to his mother. He stretched out his hand, pulling his mother's hands together to stand up.

"If my mother is not my biological mother. But the love of my mother is so real. So that I feel privileged to be loved by a very beautiful mother like mother." There was no hatred emanating from those eyes. Besides the charming smile of her son. "Thank you for saving my life. If that day I am not saved by my mother. I may not see this world. Nor will he feel the sincere affection of his mother." Unconsciously she cried, feeling the sadness of her mother.

"Oh, my son." Red Shawl tightly hugged his son with a happy sobbing Isak. "Thank you son. Mother loves you very much."

"I also love my mother very much."

The Red Shawl let go of his embrace, looking into his son's eyes. He cupped his son's face gently. "Mother loves you son." He kisses his son's forehead. She expressed her love as a mother.

"Thank you mother." Andara Wijaya hugged her mother tightly. He will not forget this love.

While Prabu Praja Permana, Kelalawar Hitam, and Aki Awuh can feel the sincere feeling. They were all moved to see that. While Nila Ambarawati was angry to see it?.

"You are good at playing the beautiful moon. If he was my son. Then give it back to me." His anger again enveloped his heart. He doesn't accept what happened?.

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