Rismawanda Violin

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"Who is your name" Yudha said as she saw no response from the beautiful girl before her at this moment.

"I have to go" said Risma as she got up from her seat.

"Wait a minute, I want to know your name, don't go away" said Yudha holding Risma.

Risma stared intently at Yudha, not wanting Yudha to know her name. But Yudha who got that unfriendly look could only present her best smile.

"Don't be afraid of me, I won't hurt you anyway. I just want to be friends" Yudha said in a soft tone.

Hearing Yudha's words just now, Risma's eyes glared. He never wanted to be friends with anyone, no more new strangers. While people who are very close can hurt him, let alone people who just appeared.

"No, I don't need friends. I don't like to be friends. I have to go," Risma said as she walked with large strides.

"Hey! Waitaminute! Wait for me!" yudha said while trying to catch up.

Yudha held Risma's hand, trying to make the girl understand, if she only wanted to know the girl's name and address.

"Take me off!" shouted Risma.

"I just want to know your name, why do you look like that emotion anyway?" yudha did not understand.

"I don't need friends, I don't like friends and will never be friends" Risma said, shouting.

Tears flowed from Risma's sparkling black eyes. For some reason, his heart was very sad when he listened to the words of the friend Yudha said.

"Hey! Why is kamy crying? I didn't mean to hurt you. I just want to know your name, that's all. If you don't want to say your name, I won't force it anymore. But please don't cry, I'm not feeling good."

Yudha let go of the hand of Risma which he held. He saw the girl's face, it was very moving.

Usually, the girls are scrambling to know his name. And the girls are always after him, just to know his name.

But this time, something new Yudha met in this city. The first greeting when he set foot in a new city, was the rejection of a girl.

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"Why else would you love?" mama said when she saw Risma coming home with her eyes moist.

"There was nothing, Risma Kelilipan."

"Mom's son won't lie to my dear mother. What's going on, let's tell my mom" said the mother, holding Risma's soft hand.

Risma ate the eyes of mama with a taste of poignancy. He felt very sad and did not know what else to do.

Mama returned Risma's lewd gaze with a look of love and warmth. Making the girl have no other way but to tell her what is in her heart.

"Why should there be longing in Risma ma's heart? Why can't Risma live a normal life like the others?" risma said while hugging my mother.

"Honey, everyone has a longing in their hearts. Not only you, my mom has it. But, everyone has their own way of dealing with their longing."

"Mama does not know how Risma responds to the longing that is in Risma's heart. But mama suggested, try Risma think of something other than that longing," said Mama while stroking Risma's hair.

"Risma has tried mom, but Risma does not know how to be like what else. Risma does not want to miss, but Risma does not know how not to feel longing," said Risma while continuing to cry in the arms of her mother.

"Risma, try to forget what happened. It's been three years, baby, why Risma still slumped in longing."

"Risma also does not want to fall mama, but Risma does not know how to not fall. Risma wants to forget longing, but can't."