
Prince Arana cleared his throat lightly. He looks wrong. "Sister, Princess Yuki, after this I have a meeting. So I'll excuse you first." Prince Arana said in a hurry. He got up from his seat. Bowing did not dare to look at Prince Sera and then left.
"What's up with Prince Arana ?" Many confusion.
"Did He say something strange ?"
"What's the matter ?"
Prince scolded. He ruffled my soft bangs. "Forget it" he said, making me allude more.
I sat alone in my room. It seems the situation is getting more precarious. I saw from the window where I was, How the Soldiers went back and forth in and out of the palace. A wide variety of war equipment was prepared. The horses have been chosen. Even the weaponry has been honed all. I heard that Prince Sera had also taken out his battle clothes. Now the clothes were in the room on display in such a way. Made of steel that is so strong and sturdy. I look at him every day and make me feel uncomfortable.
Imagining Prince Sera fighting makes my heart ache. There is a kind of unwillingness that comes.
Curious about the situation, I ventured to ask the servant who accompanied me to change clothes. "Rashamsah's kingdom killed the Argueda people who were in his country after they learned that the kingdom already knew Princess Margitha and the Queen were in Rashamsah" explained the Servant with an expression of fear.
She was finally willing to tell it when I forced her. It turned out that Prince Sera still forbade anyone to tell me about Rashamsah. I suspect there's something the Prince is hiding. It adds to my belief in the strangeness of Prince Arana's attitude the last time we met. If remembered since then Prince Arana has never been seen again in front of me. The situation is getting precarious. He wanted to say something to me at the time, but he stopped when Prince Sera came. What Prince Arana wants to tell us.
I'm sighing. Problem one has not yet finished comes another problem. I try to focus myself. Put aside other non-essential issues. Putting Prince Riana out of my mind. I tried to lie to myself, when even now I can still remember clearly when Prince Riana and the Princess kissed. Feels painful.
I stood up, while the Servant was still in the bathroom cleaning the bathroom because Prince Sera was coming. I saw a glass of tea on a tray placed on a small table in the middle of the room. I'm so thirsty. My mind is also fucked. Without a second thought I gulped down the tea. It felt like there was something feeling as if I was wading my head with cold water.
"Daughter Yuki.you..." I was shocked when a servant shouted in surprise behind me. The glass in my hand automatically fell on my dress. I blinked.
"What's up ?" I don't understand.
"The drink that the princess drank" The waiter leaned over and picked up the rest of the drink in my glass and kissed it. The waiter looked panicked.
"Isn't this just plain tea ?" I don't understand.
"No princess, but this is a stimulant drug reserved for Prince Sera"
What ?
I opened the window and tried to break what I had drunk. It should taste different from the tea that is usually served by the waiters. But still I can't get it out what's been swallowed in my throat.
" How is it here. I guess it's regular tea ?" Ask me to be angry while wiping my mouth.
"Sorry Princess, Since the Princess and the Prince have been together for a long time but have not been in contact, in the end the kingdom took the initiative to provide a stimulating potion in the room for Prince Sera"
Is the kingdom so desirous of our relationship so far as to provide all-stimulating medicine.
"Why are they doing this ?"
"For the Princess, Because the Prince will only marry the Princess, the kingdom is eager for the Princess and Prince Sera to get offspring as soon as possible so that the stability of the country is more secure"
Whether the matter of heredity should once be determined by the kingdom.
"Then what is the effect if this stimulant drug I take ?" I was wondering
"The medicine is the best that comes from another country. The effect will be the same if taken by Prince Sera. Only contact with the opposite sex can relieve the effects of the drug"
Damnit.
I told the servants to let me be in the room alone. It would be unpleasant if they saw my condition when I had to desperately endure the effects of stimulants. My body is starting to feel hot. I took off my clothes, threw them at the bedside and only wore thin sleeveless clothes that exposed my entire curves in a transparent manner. My body feels all stiff. I try to focus on keeping my common sense going as it should. The servants I warned to prevent anyone of the opposite sex including Prince Sera from entering the room tonight.
I went into the cold water bath. It doesn't feel good. I want someone to touch me. My wild thoughts keep hitting me.
Surprisingly I even imagined my togetherness with Prince Riana. How he touched every inch of my skin. When he was above me, he hugged me so hard. I closed my eyes, trying to forget the memories with him.
Why is a time like this I remember it.
I'm biting my wrist. Trying to regain my consciousness. It feels so hot. I feel like all the clothes attached to my body make me angry. Smell of blood. Be ill.
The pain helped me a little to regain my consciousness. If I can't control myself anymore, I'll bite my hand back. I cannot lose this feeling.