
After waiting for an old rumayan, which turned out to be a dark screen marked Amanda did not call nor did she send a message of thanks, Tomi could only sigh deeply and rub her face rough.
Amanda I'm not gonna give up, I'm gonna keep trying to keep us together, I don't want all my plans to fail to have your treasure.
Next day.
Amanda went to the hospital, to see the health of the baby in the womb.
Amanda is currently being examined by a doctor, after the examination is completed the doctor explained.
"The health of the Madam is a little disturbed yes, try not to stress pity the development of her fetus."
Amanda nodded at the doctor's explanation.
Then the doctor did an ultrasound, Amanda shed tears when she heard the sound of her baby's heartbeat.
"My baby's healthy, doctor?" amanda asked expectantly to hear that the baby is healthy.
"Fetal development in the womb is good, Madam take it easy."
Amanda was relieved after hearing the doctor's explanation just now, Amanda hoped it would not affect her fetal development even though Amanda was currently in a complicated problem.
After everything is done, Amanda leaves the hospital, Amanda is confused to come to the company or go home to her apartment, Amanda sees her watch when it is still ten in the morning.
Amanda was driving in the car when she arrived at the red light, Amanda stopped her car.
Son, don't be mad at Mommy, when you're born and when you're big understand that your Daddy and Mommy are no longer together, Mommy's sorry, son, sorry can't give a whole family to you, sorry son?
Don't cry and be angry with Mommy if you don't feel a Daddy's firm hand cuddling you when you're a kid, I'm sorry.
Amanda wiped her tears after talking to her baby in her heart, and returned to her car after the lights changed to green.
Amanda did not drive her car to the company, but it stopped at a shopping mall.
Amanda calls Merry that she's not in the office today, and asks Merry to handle everything.
After the conversation with Merry was over, Amanda popped out of the car, now walking into the shopping center.
Not knowing what to buy, Amanda just needed entertainment, and when her footsteps brought her to the children's game center, Amanda was silent there with sparkling eyes and smiling lips.
Amanda imagined while rubbing her stomach that was a little protruding, that later her son would also smile and laugh while being engrossed in playing, like those children who play today.
But when his eyes saw some children who came accompanied by his father and mother, Amanda shed tears, felt this is where his weakness lies, would be able if his son asked where Daddy was.
Just imagine Amanda is confused to answer what it looks like, do not want more stress to leave the place of the game.
Amanda headed to the store that sells pregnant women's milk, all this time Amanda rarely drank milk, feeling guilty for lack of attention to her fetus.
Amanda is currently buying four-deck pregnant milk, all in stock. Walking again while looking around maybe there is something he wants to buy again, but after there is nothing to buy again, Amanda goes to the cashier and pays the bill.
Amanda came home with only milk groceries, because she did not intend to buy anything else, after getting into the car, Amanda drove her car to the apartment.
Amanda stopped her car right next to the old man, as Amanda honked her horn, the old man stopped his way and turned to the side to look at the clean luxury car after washing it, the old man looked confusedly, and thought to nobody?
Amanda pulled down her car glass. "Sir, accept this yes, there is a little windfall for you, currently the rain is not good if you continue to work, take care of your health, rest at home."
The old man received the envelope Amanda gave him with trembling hands and teary eyes, so grateful in his heart.
"Thank you, thank you, son?" said the man who was crying now.
Amanda smiled, there was happiness after helping people who were more difficult, Amanda again closed the car glass before finally returning to the car.
Fifteen minutes later, Amanda reached the apartment, but just out of the elevator, Amanda saw Lili's mother in front of the door of her apartment room.
"Mother," said Amanda to Ms. Lili who was currently standing on her back.
"So you just arrived in Indonesia this morning?" amanda asked, they are both sitting in the living room.
Lili's mother nodded, holding Amanda's hand, with sad eyes.
Amanda was immediately surprised to see Lili's mother who looked at her like that, it was inevitable, Amanda was sure that Ibu Lili already knew her household problems.
Even without explanation, because now he and Tomi no longer live together.
Deg. Amanda was surprised when Lili's mother suddenly cried while hugging her.
"Mother love you, son. I don't want you to be apart, I don't want to have a daughter-in-law besides you."
Amanda was saddened to hear the words of Ms. Lili, but want to know how else that Amanda's decision was unanimous.
I'd like to forgive also Amanda is sure Tomi will return evil, you don't want to just go back to the same hole.
"Mom, I'm sorry Manda, I can't talk like that, I-I."
"No, please think again about your decision, son." Lili's mother rubbed Amanda's cheeks.
Amanda pensive.
"If you split up, how will your son, do you have the heart to see him looking for Mommy looking for Daddy, are you able to hear his crying voice?"
Amanda immediately wept back hugging Lili's mother, actually that's also what Amanda thought, even just now when she saw the children accompanied by complete parents, Amanda was not able to. And hearing Lili's mother's words made Amanda's heart sliced, sounding evil once.
"Don't be selfish, son. Lower your ego, think of your unborn child" explained Ms. Lili as she rubbed Amanda's back.
Amanda thinks in Lili's mother's arms that if she remembers her son maybe Amanda won't get a divorce, but if she remembers the evil Tomi, Amanda can't afford to be under one roof with Tomi.
The wound felt like it would continue to imprint in his heart could not be wiped out by time, this great decision Amanda could not answer right now.
Amanda broke her embrace. "Mother, Amanda will think about what's best, Amanda needs time."
Lili's mother smiled as she nodded her head.