Revenge of the past

Episode 17 I'm Sick

Pov mother Nur

Since the incident of the rejection of the proposal, and the meeting with the man of my past, making always restless even at home often I was angry indistinct anger.The presence of Medi did make my life really messy.Relations with my son, my relationship with my son,especially the gita even so away.Now more gita spend time in the office, at home too as necessary, too,even on holidays he also often does his office work.Home maybe I am a bit to keep a distance from him.because honestly, just,I was not ready to ask questions about the rejection of the proposal.Day day I was home spent as usual, I keep cooking for my family, I keep cooking for my family,keep making cakes for my sale, but our communication is now less.

Actually my husband had talked about this before, I was sorry he said that I silenced the gita for too long.

"Father, let Gita also know what you want" I said one day, as my husband began to talk about the gita.

I just want to avoid it, though,thousands of reasons I gave him to stop discussing this problem.Even not infrequently I tried to divert his attention.If it was like this he was finally silent and chose not to continue the conversation again.

that's my husband, he doesn't want to argue at length, if he doesn't think it's possible to talk about it anymore, then he'll just shut up and leave, rather than heat up" he thought

And that opportunity, I use it as well as possible, anyway how it will not be the topic of our conversation, whether it is eating, relaxing or even before going to bed.

"say, I may be too selfish, but what I'm doing is all for my son's sake I don't want my son to suffer, I don't want my son to suffer,when my son married with reyhan.Bukah fruit it fell will not be far from the tree.So also with reyhan, I'm sure its nature is the same as his papa.Suka toying women.Habis sweet as banished".

Somehow also after the events of this house, it seems to make my health a little disturbed.Had 2 days I feel my body weak, sometimes my eyesight was cuddled with fireflies.If it is like that, it is so,I'm gonna sit around looking for a grip, calm down, after all normal I'm gonna go back to my job.

This is the third day, I feel less well, I feel like my head is not only dizzy, but also sick.Only before breakfast my husband and Salma asked me about my pale face, but I replied I just catch a cold.

Actually, Gita did not ask me about my situation, but when Salma asked, accidentally my eyes looked at her and I saw a worry on the face of my son.I know he really loves me.

But don't call me Miss Nur, if I can't sound my feelings, after I insist on saying I'm okay, then look at the faces of the three people I love the most.

But after my son and husband to their respective activities, that's where I feel more staggering,what was because I was too forced to continue homework.And it's true that 3 minutes later I fell and I don't remember anything else.

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