
"I'd like to be your impingement, the impingement of what my Papa has done to your parents...Until you let me go."Viany looked at Gustian calmly.
Degggggs....
Become your outlet..
Until you let me go...
"What does it mean until I'm content to hurt him and divorce him."Inner Gustian.
"You're talking about sich.."Gustian said with a tone of dislike.Because now Gustian does not like Viany to say so, now Gustian also does not want Viany to meliki ilfeel against him.
"Is there something wrong with my words, Mas...You don't love me and you're approaching me not because you want revenge for what my Papa did to my parents, you."Viany said even though her heart felt pain because she thought Gustian approached her not because he loved her but wanted revenge.
Degggggs....Why does it sound so claustrophobic when Viany says so.
"Then now take off your shirt, give me the right that I should have taken from you."Gustian.Ingin said to Viany that he now loved her nor would he divorce her but considering how her parents died because her father made Gustian difficult to say so.
"A..What's.."Viany said in disbelief.
"Why,, didn't you just say it would be my outlet, until I... Until I was satisfied and let go of "Gustian Speak, he really did not like the last word he said as Viany had said.
"Alright if it wants you."Viany said then he got up from his seat and stood in front of Gustian slowly opening one by one the pajama buttons he was wearing now.
"It's okay, Van.He's your husband he does have a right to it."Inner Viany with eyes closed while unbuttoning her pajamas.
While Gustian he looked at Viany with dislike his heart was very sick because he saw Viany unbutton his pajama with blindfolded, Viany's pain like forced to do it not because he wanted to.
"Do you have to come to such an extent that you are forced to do it Viany Nugraha.I am your husband and you are my wife, do I ask for my right as your husband , you must give it by force, huh."Gustian said with could not help his emotions seeing Viany like that.
Viany who after hearing Gustian said as soon as she immediately stopped her hand right at the last button she was about to open and opened her eyes looked at Gustian . Viany doesn't know what to say.
And Gustian who saw Viany's silence he got up from his seat and walked out of his room without saying anything with a sick heart.Given the first time he did it with Viany not because he liked the same like it but by forcing it and violently doing it makes Gustian now not want it like that anymore.Gustian wants Viany to do it by ihklas not by force.
After Gustian came out of his room Viany also put the buttons back pajama clothes that he had opened and sat back to his place earlier thinking what Gustian just said earlier.While Gustian who returned to the room work while drinking a few glasses of wine that alcohol is quite high.
The night is getting late, though, Viany who could not sleep chose to come out of his room and wanted to find Gustian's whereabouts.When Viany headed to the living room he did not find Gustian's whereabouts there then Viany went to Gustian's study without knocking the door and slowly Viany opened the door of Gustian's study, turns out Gustian was in there and fell asleep in his big chair and Viany walked up to him and saw at Gustian's desk there was a bottle of wine left a little and Viany took the bottle and the glass too Viany takes it out and Viany to the guest room which is on the lower floor takes a blanket for Gustian.
As Viany re-entered the study and covered the blankets for Gustian , Gustian was rummaging to call out his parents' names.
"Dad, Mother...Tian has to how.."Gustian growled in his sleep.
"Tian should how.."Gustian Cackle again.
"Dad...Mother..."
Viany was thrilled to hear the conjecture from Gustian who said he did not want to hurt her but her Papa.. It seemed Gustian was indeed unable to forgive his Papa... If so, if Viany can think that Gustian actually loves her but because he can not forgive her Papa, so that's why Gustian concocted how he should.
"Sorry..."Pick Viany and then Viany kisses Gustian's head and walks out of Gustian's study.
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The next morning Gustian who realized from his wake in his study felt his head hurt a little then after sitting down for a while and was about to get up from his seat he realized something had fallen from his body and it turned out that it was a blanket and Gustian picked it back up and looked at the blanket in his hand then he accidentally looked at his desk and he realized the wine and glass he had brought into the room last night his study was no longer there.It seems Gustian already knows who did it.
"Viani.."Gustian said, Then he walked out of his room and when he was outside his room Gustian felt thirsty and then he headed to the kitchen room,when he reached the kitchen he found Viany busy there.
Seeing that, Gustian desperately wanted to hug her from behind then kiss her affectionately.
After breathing out Gustian walked over to where the flask filled with water and ignored Viany who was busy with his cooking.
Until Gustian had finished drinking his water Viany was still not aware of Gustian's existence.
"So focused is he when he's cooking again."Inner Gustian.
"Ekhem..."Gustian pretended to cleared his throat then from the eyes of his tail he saw Viany still remained with his busyness.
"Uhukk..".uhukkk..."This time Gustian pretended to cough in a rather loud voice and finally Viany turned to him.
"Yes..."Call Viany.
"Mas why..."Viany asked walking over to him.
"Ah..Oh..No pa-pa ."Gustian.
"Oh.."Viany said then he left Gustian who was still standing there and continued his busy life.
"Lohs... So Aja..."Inner Gustian.
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Sorry yes if there are still many typo that are wrong or There are words that are rather random is ππ