
Chapter 4
Headstrong
Women out there might be honey, but I'm not. I'd rather step back than share my husband's love and body with another woman. Experiencing just one day yesterday my heart was broken in shapeless divorce. Moreover, one roof forever with them and see the heart-wrenching scenery continuously. No, I don't want to!
Still Mas Heru did not move from sitting next to me. I no longer want to be close to him. Seeing him yesterday with his wife made me feel happy.
"Tok.. tok. Is Beautiful aware?"
A man in a white suit came in, followed by a couple of nurses and a man in a shirt. I'm sure the one in the white suit is the doctor who handled me.
"There's a complaint from Ms Indah?" The doctor asked kindly and got closer to the iron bed I was using.
"When can I get out Doc?"
Not that I answered how I felt, but I wanted to get out of here as soon as possible. I want to get away from Mas Heru immediately.
"Quickly, if the state of Bu Indah is stable and normal. Can I check in on you, ma'am?"
"Please Doc" said Mas Heru replied and stood up from his place to make room for the Doctor.
"I'm sorry sir."
The doctor started checking my health.
"Who brought me here Doctor? I want to thank him." Ask me in between the checks.
I'm trying to figure out how I got to this hospital. While I know my salary at that time I deliberately turned it off so that it could not be contacted by Mas Heru.
"Luckily, there was Fandi's brother who helped. Almost Bu Indah fell on the escalator." The doctor explained.
"Fandy?" Ask me confused.
"I'm Fandi, Beautiful Mom."
The man in the shirt introduced himself. A friendly smile was etched on his face.
"I'm sorry I had to use the mobile phone of Ms. Indah who was dead at the time. Because I have to contact the family of Bu Indah. It just so happened that Bu Indah's husband called so he came straight here." Obviously this guy named Fandi.
So it seems. It is only fitting that Heru can be here. Where is the wife of the sir? Does that woman know Mas Heru came to see me? Because the last time I saw him he would not be willing if Mas Heru was related to me.
"Thank you for helping me. May God repay your kindness." I said sincerely.
"Aamiinu. Coincidentally I was near Bu Indah to check in. At that time the face of Beautiful Bu already looks pale. So sorry, I followed Bu Indah because my hunch said Ms. Indah is not healthy. And it turns out to be true."
"Thank you Mr. Fandi. Sometimes the feeling is never wrong." My words glanced at Mas Heru who immediately lowered his head.
I know Mas Heru understood my words until he was bowed after hearing insinuations from me.
After checking and saying I can go home later in the afternoon, the Doctor and the nurse and Mr. Fandi also left me and Mas Heru.
A moment of silence was created before Mas Heru's device broke the silence between us. Mas Heru looked at the screen and then looked at me. After that he got up from his seat and received the phone call outside this room.
I know, it must be Vienna who called because the look on Mas Heru's face immediately changed when he saw the name listed there.
Look, how can you be fair? While just taking the call you should stay away from me. Are you afraid that your wife knows you're meeting me?
Loser! Your mouth alone is twitching sweet Mas, in fact you can not balance between me and your wife. My inner.
"I'll be back, wait. Do not leave the hospital alone. I'm afraid you're doing why else." Mas Heru said when he finished calling and prepared to leave.
"Don't bother, I can go out on my own."
"No, wait for me! We'll go home with me to my house later." Said Mas Heru with a serious look at me.
My God, why does Mas Heru still not understand my feelings? It must be with a sentence that how so that he can understand with my wishes.
"What for? Haven't you cut enough wounds in my heart?"
"Understand Beautiful, it's for your own good. There's no way I'm gonna leave you alone out there."
What, for the good? Did I not hear wrong. Just going back there makes my heart hurt even more. Goodness from where?
"I'm fine without you! I don't need your attention!"
"Snakeyel! See you get brought to the hospital like this. Lower your ego, what's wrong with staying one roof with Vienna, she's a fine and very understanding woman."
"No need to until the physical battle Beautiful. Try acting with a cold head. This has happened, try to accept the situation sincerely."
"That's how clever you are to speak. You don't feel so me, how much my heart hurts. I need to talk to you to understand this pain. Do I also have to cheat so that you can also feel this pain?" Say me with my chest down and my breath up.
"Stop Beautiful! Don't fuck around!"
"Why Mas? Your feelings hurt, right? This is a word, not an act. What if you were in my position, finding your partner already craving your love Mas?!"
Heru fell silent and then bowed. I know my words touched his heart.
"Don't force me to comply with your wishes! Just let go of me, we can't be together anymore."
"No, I don't want to!"
"Why Mas? Should your attitude be stubborn like this, Mas? What we will live is no longer the household ark as before, realize Mas."
"You're stubborn Beautiful. Everything's gonna be okay, try it first."
"No Mas! Many times I've said I don't want honey. Please leave me!"
I threw away my face not wanting to look at Mas Heru again. Free, until whenever I complain he will not understand and understand how I feel. It's easy for him to just talk. But it's hard for me to deal with reality.
For what grasps something that is impossible to have. If it does not crumble like paper, it will come off like sand. Mas Heru did not understand that.
"I'm going back anyway, and you're not going anywhere before I come!" Said Mas Heru then hurriedly left my room.
Oh God, how else do I have to face Mas Heru who keeps forcing his desires and does not care about my feelings. Only then did I know that Mas Heru's stubborn and selfish nature had been well hidden all along. I was so stupid that I was lulled in the sweet words that were always spoken by him.
No, I better get out of this hospital sooner than Mas Heru comes.
I also tried to get up and want to force the infusion hose that is still stuck in my arm.
"Beautiful Mom, what are you doing?"
Mr. Fandi's voice surprised me a little. He also looked surprised to see me who tried to forcefully pull out the infusion needle in my hand.
It just so happens that there is Mr. Fandi. I'll ask for his help once more.
"Oh, Mr. Fandi. Can you help me one more time?" My wish is hopeful.
Mr. Fandi walked closer towards my bed. I just realized this man who helped me was a handsome man with a firm jawline. Emotions that enveloped the heart because of the presence of Mas Heru, made me not realize around to not pay attention clearly to the face of this man who was in front of me.
"What's the matter, Miss, why are you pulling out an infusion needle in your hand?"
"I want to get out of this hospital right now. I want to go back to Borneo." I looked at that man.
Mr. Fandi looks uncomfortable. But her eyes looked at me for pity.
"Is it okay? Wait until the afternoon as the doctor suggests."
"No, please help me. I want to leave this city immediately. Please...."
I pleaded with a clear look.
For a moment our eyes exchanged a glance. I don't know what this guy in front of me is thinking. I obviously expect a lot from him.
"Emm. okay. I'll ask the nurse to release your infusion, and take care of her administration."
"Thank you, sir, this is what I'm using for my expenses while here."
I'm handing out an envelope containing a month of my salary for this hospital fee.
"No, the cost is not much. I'm sincere." Refuse smooth.
"It's lucky to meet a good person like Mr. Fandi. May your goodness be repaid by God with multiples."
"Aamiin..."
A sweet and sincere smile was engraved on the face of this man I just knew. Thankfully there are still many good people on this earth who want to help without expecting thank you.
My decision is round. I want to go back to Kalimantan immediately and file for divorce with Mas Heru.
Seriate...
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