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This is my story when I was with Ahmad. Oh yeah, earlier introduce my name is Ria.

I played a song that I liked and really brought me back at that time, before things changed.

We meet at the crossroads

Without ever planning

Name's Ahmad. He's a year above me. I knew him back then when I was actively playing Sosmed.

While scrolling status in the Facebook application, a message from an account called Ahmad entered my account.

Ahmad

Ping

Earlier, I clicked on that account and I saw the profile. Hmm good it's only a one-year gap with me. I answered the message

Ria

Pongs

Ahmad

Where's girl neng? Ask the Account.

Ria

**Cewe earth bang, how? can I help you with something?

Ahmad

You don't want to know, just want to know it can, right?

Ria

Oh yes, I can, please,

Ahmad

What is his name neng?

Ria

It was there that my name was bang:)

Ahmad

Hehe, I don't think that's a real name, a lot of the thing about fake accounts.

Ria

It's real, yes, the time I used a fake account.

Ahmad

I am Ahmad, greetings yes neng**.

We both exchanged cell phone numbers. And well, can't you guess which way we're near?

Like the lyrics, but the difference we meet is not a crossroads but in cyberspace.

Then the road goes hand in hand

Promise not to leave

As time went on, the two of us got closer. But there are problems along the way. It can't be straight, right? And it happened.

At that time, before Ahmad expressed his feelings, and before he knew my best friend at vocational school, Ahmad promised that whatever happened would not leave me.

I was yes at that time. At that time I did not realize, if after Ahmad himself expressed his feelings to me and I refused, Ahmad turned towards my best friend. That was true I never expected until now if I remembered.

I know this from one of my best friends. Call her Clara. And my best friend who was cornering was named Yuli.

Clara was invited by Yuli to accompany the meeting. At that time I still vividly remembered the story,

"Ri, yesterday I was invited by Yuli to accompany her boyfriend" said Clara.

"In the meantime, Ra, whose real boyfriend is his name? his contacts are just named after him but want to see his profile picture not obtained."

"Not thinking? if his girlfriend Yuli Ahmad is yours?"

"Yeeee mine is whatever. Our men are just temen." I argue.

"Sure temen? Actually yesterday I suspected that Yuli's boyfriend was Ahmad. You see, Yuli was in the direction of M city. Was there a problem between you and Ahmad?" ask Clara.

"There is no problem whatsoever with Ahmad I. Only, if at that time I refused his expression of love was I wrong?"

"So this is the problem with just the power outage."

"Eh but seriously Ra, indeed Ahmad is now very indifferent to me. I'm not a problem, but if they have a relationship, at least do not immediately fit I refuse. If it's rich, the effect is really like an impingement." Clara nodded in order.

For a long time, I had forgotten about it. If they like each other, there is no problem. But why does my heart feel a little unwilling?

Only after a few months later, Yuli was honest with me. If he and Ahmad are now ex-status. Honestly, I was a little surprised at his confession, but Clara's words at that time were indeed true.

Now why

Towards you I need a map

And instantaneously

I don't know the way home

after about a year of lost contact, I saw Ahmad's Facebook status back online. He returned a sign of liking to some of my statuses. I'll let it go, because I'm not bothered about it.

However, the more here and there the more often comment on some of my status in the sosmed. After a little response, because he and I know each other. I saw a notification on my phone that Ahmad sent me a message.

There it looks, if he wants to go back to asking for my phone number again. I'll just give you my cell phone number.

After that, there is an incoming message from the green application. It was numbered without a name, though,

After I saw it, it was Ahmad's number. From there again, I and Ahmad returned as if to the time when Me and himself were first known.

I tried asking about the thing that concerned Yuli at that time. Honestly, I'm really good at her own version of the story.

He finally told me after I forced him to. Ahmad said, after I rejected him at that time, Ahmad was a little upset, and at that time only Yuli cared about him.

I heard the story, even my own emotions.

"Why is your mind so short? you should dive into your feelings first. Not just from the shoot, I'm a girl. So the impingement hurts a lot." I said with the bar bar.

"Okay, didn't we meet that time? Just the time of writing can give rise to the seed of love?? I'm so sorry to know Mad." I dust.

Ahmad just kept silent to hear my words.

"Well forgive me Mad?" said I who finally did not even have the heart to see him.

"How does it feel to have known you for two years and only met you once?" I just want to see the response.

"You're beautiful, different from Yuli too. You if in the same chat in the real world is just as chatty. Different from Yuli who if in the real world she is quiet when she meets me." I can already guess that, seen from the attitude of the guy anyway.

After a few months, Ahmad asked me to date again. But I still refuse. I don't want to date, though,

"Ahmad, I used to say I don't want to date. If you want commitment, come on. Remember, there are limits too. And also, if you believe Me, I won't be weird. I hope you can control your emotions." And since then, we've built a commitment of almost a year, with a little bit of drama.

I want a time machine

Take me to the old you

Don't want to go first

Just once, don't get far

I miss the past

It rained pretty hard tonight. I made my favorite cup of hot chocolate. I sat in front of my window.

My eyes glared far towards the swiftness of the rain. My mind wandered into the past, more precisely one year ago.

Where at that time before there was an overprotective, possessive attitude, prohibition, and accusations that I never did even once. The trust went nowhere that time.

His sweet and caring attitude, making myself sometimes baper. However, I started to get upset when he no longer believed me. We often quarreled.

I miss your sweet moment Mad, if only you would believe me. Of course we won't be apart, but I used to say if you let me down again I won't take it again for the third time.

Our story ever meant

And you said it wouldn't be replaced

I've given it all

Promise not to hurt each other

Promise not to hurt each other? Hah, that's impossible. Even I'm so sick of it, when I'm online yet haven't retaliated. Because only his fear thought I was with another man.

I'm tired of being accused, but I'm trying to put it down for a while. If there's no progress, I'd better back off. I don't want to be in a toxic circle. While I will always follow but always used.

View messages at all times

Not come to greet me

I miss being with you

The end of everything. I again couldn't bear it when it really got out of bounds. I was angry, disappointed to be one. You ngga? It feels like people who have never been angry and disappointed, once digituin will remain imprinted and difficult to eliminate the taste.

I just need to be trusted, that's all.

I miss him, but he replies to my messages sometimes until different days. Stale actually, but what else, then,? I won't demand anything when it's up to you.

Until finally really lost contact again. But I am suspicious again. When my brother and I were playing on the beach, I accidentally saw the message.

In my heart I said,

'Hmm, it used to be the same Yuli now with Sari,. Pura pura doesn't know it.'

Until one day, Sari was honest with me and apologized if all this time she was close to Ahmad. I understand that. I have been sincere and have accepted.

But after being honest with me. The more here m, the more Sari does not know herself.

so.......

The story keeps up when again hehe:)