REINCARNATION GODDESS OF MEDICINE

185. Hold on or Go

"Then then I would be very happy, if I could be of use to Miss Chang. All this time I've been burdening Miss Chang. " Said Nangong Li.

"If so, would Mr Nangong want to accompany me to go to the Village Village next door ?" Ask Chang Rui.

"Of course, I will try my best to help Miss Chang. Wherever Miss Chang needs help then I will try to help as hard as I can. " Said Nangong Li.

But, unfortunately Chang Rui thought that Nangong Li was just saying nice words and was nice to hear.

Meanwhile, Nangong Li decided to stay away and a man appeared behind him.

"Don't training young warrior warriors be so boring ? You are the King of Hell that everyone fears. Why do you have to do this relaxing job ?" Ask Long Yu.

Nangong Li simply stared flatly at Long Yu then sat on the bedside in the room in his room.

"Why can't I do it ? As long as Chang Rui likes it then I will. "Jawab Nangong Li casually.

"really ? I think your brain has been in trouble ever since you liked someone. Oh wrong, hasn't your brain been in trouble since the beginning ?" Long Yu asked in annoyance.

"Although my brain is troubled, but the person who wants to marry me is still far more than the person who is waiting in line to marry you. It can be seen that people prefer people who have problem brains like me. " Answer Nangong Li confidently.

"I think, you've recovered from your confident illness. Who would have thought that your disease would come back. Really sucks, I'm not gonna talk to you again. " Sully Long Yu tiredly.

After all, if arguing with Nangong Li then it would never win, always lose in any case.

"You are the King of Hell, people in every corner know you well. Your name may not be well known, but if you mention your title then I want to see which soldier does not know you. " Said Long Yu.

"You said that you wouldn't say anything more to me, but you're still spewing nonsense here in front of me. Look at it, up ahead is the warrior camp. You go and ask them if they know me. " Said Nangong Li with a triumphant smile.

Long Yu instantly turned into a rage and looked at Nangong Li furiously, refraining from beating this man to a pulp.

"I mean a real soldier, damn it ! Not a group of people who filled a place like this !" Shouted Long Yu furiously.

"Down is your voice, you yourself did not say it clearly and are now trying to blame me ? Aren't you trying to bully you at this moment ?" Ask Nangong Li.

"You are absolutely right, I hope that you get married quickly so that your madness diminishes !" Long Yu said before finally slamming the door of Nangong Li's room.

While Nangong Li himself laughed his own laughter at successfully pranking Long Yu to such great anger.

Nangong Li had only done so when he felt empty, all this time only Long Yu had accompanied him.

If Long Yu was a woman then she would marry him, but unfortunately Long Yu was a man, just like him.

And his heart had also been shackled by Chang Rui, so indeed he and Long Yu were destined to bully each other like this.

But, here where everyone was left behind information, he could live a completely new life.

Only as an Imperial family was removed and preceded by his nephew.

Here, people pity him, while in his place of origin. People looked at him so high as if he were a life-seeking angel.

People looked at him with great respect and fear, even so deep down, Nangong Li felt lonely and started to forget how majestic life was.

Wrong, there is something wrong with the word he said before. It was not that he had forgotten how magnificent life was, but that he had never felt it.

In his life, there was only work and killing. It had all become his routine until Chang Rui finally came and destroyed all his routines.

The girl can be a good defender, can also be a trouble carrier for her. Slowly the land grew to be wiser but in the end, he also destroyed it.

Deep in his heart, Nangong Li had always felt guilty for Chang Rui. Good for first, second and this, third lives.

Nangong Li had a selfish request towards Chang Rui, namely Nangong Li had a wish for Chang Rui to never remember the past.

Where it was actually Chang Rui's right to recall all those memories even if those memories were bad memories. But, Nangong Li was really a coward and was afraid that Chang Rui would stay away from him.

Nangong Li did not mind that Chang Rui would stay away from him, but Nangong Li was afraid that he would no longer be able to protect Chang Rui up close.

Nangong Li sighed and sat down thoughtfully, what should he do. Does it stick to the groove or should it disappear from Chang Rui's sight so that Chang Rui's buried memories will never come again ?

The choice is to stay or leave behind all these wonderful memories ? For the first time in his gloomy life, Nangong Li felt very worried.

In his first life, Nangong Li saw for himself how desperate Chang Rui was under the pressure he was making.

In the second life, it was Nangong Li who destroyed Chang Rui. Nangong Li could not let go of his hatred and was still attached to the past so as to forget that it would be better to look at the future rather than constantly lamenting the past.

"What should I do ? Should I stay or go ?" Nangong Li asked lightly followed by a sigh.

He was at this moment already not young anymore, already past the age to marry while Chang Rui was still 18 years old.

He should have been in his twenties by this time, Nangong Li himself did not remember when he was born or what day he was born.

He also did not remember how many years old he was and never celebrated his own birthday.

Because, for Nangong Li it was not a day to be happy and proud. When that day comes, it reminds us that an unwanted child has been born and lived for many years.

To his family, he was just a pesky child carrier who had no ability. People don't like him, so he hates the day of his own birth where he was born in this world and has to endure all that unfounded hatred.