Reincarnarea Island Trecut

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"I have to how?? Hufftt..my name that just now does not know" I mumbled slowly while thinking about what I will do in the future. I can't stay like this forever. And again I also don't want to feel the torture that can happen at any time.

"If I wasn't that stupid, I might still be alive in my own life."

"You're such a fool Hisma!!" I cried out softly with my unceasing hand hitting that too stupid of my head.

"I never should have known him. It hurts so much, why can I love someone who doesn't look at me at all. Oh my god." My tears are flowing again. My chest tightened and with all my might, I unceasingly hit my tight chest. Hope that the feeling of tightness disappears. I really don't want to feel it anymore.

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The flash back

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Hi my name is Ahisma Dwi Fajarloka, at that time I was living as a student at one of the universities in my area.

My life just flows.

Until I finally found the figure that made my heart tremble.

This is the first time I felt.

That's why I always look for opportunities to look at him from afar.

Until an unexpected event happens and makes me and him can get close, then get to know each other. Feeling that was like a dream to me. He was my idol and I fell in love with him, though I wasn't sure he would accept the love of a girl like me.

On the other hand, I have one friend that I love the most. He was always beside me. His name is Mutiara Madiata.

Apparently that was so perfect and beautiful as his name suggested, making him able to easily get what he wanted. Including the lover's problem. Every time I found him walking with a man who apparently could not be denied his good looks.however, for me he was still less handsome with a figure that I like.

Time flows like water and my love for it deepens like a trough. It happens when it gives me hope. Which girl does not hope if given hope. What else gives that hope is a much loved figure.

But unfortunately all that is just a lie, here I do not want to tell all my sadness.

But I hope he will not regret and get the best, even if it must hurt my heart. I am willing to sacrifice for his happiness.

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Flash back off..

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I really regret doing that now. How foolish I am to not care at all about my own feelings. My heart needs to be happy too.

"God..is this one of your kindnesses to me?? If so, I will try to correct all my folly that has ever happened. And try so hard not to happen a second time." I murmured with my eyes closed and suppressed all the bad thoughts that had happened before.

"God, thank you for your kindness, and sorry for being so bad at the destiny you created" my tears went back unasked, she said, from now on I will reimagine my life and hope it will all end beautifully.

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"Miss wake up, it's morning." Bao said with both hands unceasingly moving my shoulders.

"Engg. Brother Bao, you're a bitch. I don't want to wake up!!" My cetus is still with eyes closed.

"Miss please.I don't want to see miss punished by sister miss for getting up late, please miss" unceremoniously Bao immediately prostrated before me.

"Bao wake up!!! I don't like you doing that in front of me." I who saw it unconsciously snapped even the word 'sister' that I used to embed now I did not say.

With a tremble Bao immediately rose from his bow. His eyes did not dare to stare at the two beautiful beads of his visit, he was still too shocked by the clash.

With a limping step I tried to get close to Brother Bao's body.

Grepp's...

"Sorry, I'm sorry Brother Bao. I really don't mean it, hikss.I don't like to hear you call me miss, and I really hate to see you prostrate before me. hikss, I didn't even care that this hug of mine made her flinch in shock.

"Sister. hikss.."

"Sorry it's not your fault, I'm just surprised miss.." reply Bao normalized the tension that befell him, and then rubbed my back slowly.

"I don't like to hear you call me Miss, call me Sister!! brother Bao" I sniffled with a sharp look I threw at him.

"All right then. But sister don't cry yes." he said take off my arms and raised his hand then rubbed my wet cheek with both thumbs.

"Well.." I smiled broadly.

"Sister Bao said big brother wants to tell you everything you know about me?"

"Ha?? Did ya? Hasn't she??" Tanya Bao turned the question around.

I just roll my lazy eye, this really sucks.

"Yet brother!! Auahh. I'm now cramming!!!" My cetus turned his face away.

"Eeehhh don't be that dong, I'm just kidding." said Bao then scratched his neck that did not itch at all.

"Hufftt. okay because I do not want to linger then tell me in detail and easily understood yes brother Bao I love.." I asked that ended with a little temptation wkwk...

Hearing that made Bao's ears redden, he became nervous. But he quickly normalized his nervousness. After everything is back to normal.

Bao also told me all the events happened without any lies tucked in every word he said.

I who heard it only shook my head while trying to recall it. Unfortunately, the result is nil.

"So my name is Lan Xiang and I am the last child of Lan's royal consort Lan Xi" I concluded.

"And I was born with Empress Lan Xi killed for trying to save me. And because of that all my brothers hate me, even Emperor Lan Bio who is my real father." Add me.

"Right.." reply Bao.

"Truly this fate is so complicated just because of something that should not be used as an excuse" grumbled resentfully.

"Hufft why they draw conclusions that make my situation so complicated, if I used to be able to choose, then I would rather die than live with this kind of suffering" I muttered and ruffled my hair.

"Huufftt.." akh sighed harshly again and tried to clear my mind.

Empress mother here I was given a second chance to use your son's body. I will promise to fix everything and accept the situation, I will not let your sacrifice go to waste. I swear.

" Miss I was ready to prepare water for miss shower." Bao said before leaving me.

While I who heard it directly stared at the sharp back.

"Sir Bao, call me Xiang'er!!" Shouting hates.

Bao who heard his lord's shout from afar just chuckled amusedly.

But in his heart, Bao felt something was awkward. Why has the attitude of the lord changed drastically? What because of the wound that made him forget the memory also made his visitors forget his attitude first?

I don't know Bao is still unsure of his thoughts.

But seeing that change, Bao was delighted. Because at least the changes that occur have a positive impact on their religion.

"May the change of miss bring good impact.and make other royal members who hate miss.." murmured lirih Bao.

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