Regrets in Love

Chapter 20's

"I don't know why it feels like I'm so familiar with Korea. It's as if I've lived here a long time."

~Sara Williem/Lara Smith

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Those clear round eyes stared at the raindrops that were falling down. He did not know when he would arrive in Holland. When he opened his eyes he was on a soft bed. And that's when he realized he was already in Holland.

CLICK !!

The wooden door of the luxurious room he was holding was currently wide open revealing Louis' handsome face. The man approached and took Sara into his arms.

"Do you like being here?" Ask Louis slowly.

"Come," answered Sara honestly.

"Let's eat, I've bought ready-to-eat food from a famous restaurant here." Louis released his embrace on Sara's body.

"Sister!" Sara reportedly blocked Louis's wrist.

"Yes, what's wrong, baby?" Louis asked with a warm smile.

"Are we gonna be here long?" sara asked with a curious face.

"depends. If my girl likes Holland so much and feels right here we'll stay here." Louis said with one hand on his hand to stroke Sara's thin cheek.

"Oh! I see," Sara said in an unreadable voice.

Louis pulls Sara's hand towards the dining table. They both enjoy Japanese food. Although there are some foods tucked in Dutch food.

"Do you want to see the wind pigtails here tonight?" Louis asked as he placed his eating chopsticks on the table.

"May if the rain subsides." Sara said she fed back in her mouth.

Louis just stared at Sara who was greedily eating her food. He would occasionally wipe away the leftovers that were beside Sara's lips. When the two have finished eating and washing the eating furniture. The two sat back and enjoyed watching the movie in the living room.

Both of them live in luxury apartments in the Amsterdam area. Louis did not buy a house in the Netherlands because he did not want Aiden members to know if he was in the Netherlands. That's why he only bought an apartment. It's also on behalf of someone else.

"Sara! " Excited Louis who was laying his head on Sara's thigh.

Sara looked down at Louis' call. The man raised his hand and stroked Sara's chubby cheek. Making the woman smile gently get a gentle treatment from the lover. The man who lied to her raw. Playing herself. Even changed his name to another name. Made up a lot of things.

Unfortunately, this beautiful woman did not know. What he got in the middle. Louis brainwashed him really well. He created a lot of drama for her. Forgetting the other person he really loved. And unfortunately, releasing himself with disdain. Just because there's a woman who's so similar to her. Women who have the same blood. Sadistic indeed. It's not fair to Sara or the real one named Lara Smith.

While in other places the albino-skinned man was restless in his nap. His body was bathed in cold sweat. His head is moving to the right and to the left. The thin lips filled it moved slowly saying something in a soft voice.

Aiden's office door opened wide and closed slowly. Jimi entered to bring documents Aiden's cooperation with Chinese clients. But when he entered Aiden's room he could not find Aiden's whereabouts.

"Where is he?" jimi asked himself.

"NO!!!"

Screaming loudly in the secret room makes Jimi know the whereabouts of Aiden. He opened the secret door slowly. With very clear sharp eyes Jimi saw Aiden sitting with a breath of wheezing.

The man's body was in a flood of sweat. And his face was the fibers of fear that made Jimi's steps wider.

"Drink first." Jimi said by thrusting water that was on the side of the bed on Aiden.

Aiden accepted it with a trembling hand. He gulped down the water that was in the glass. Jimi took the empty glass and put it in its place.

Jimi sat his body on the edge of the bed and looked at Aiden with a curious look.

"I had a weird dream" Aiden said without Jimi asking.

"What dream?" ask Jimi.

Aiden has always had nightmares. Even countless times the sharp-eyed man was a nightmare. Since Lara's disappearance, she was tormented by birth and bantin. Aiden is often crazy about work. He often neglects himself.

But when Laura comes to Aiden's life, Aiden's attitude and bad habits begin to change. Although strange and scary dreams always do not want to leave Aiden.

"I saw Lara strip off and said she missed me. And at that moment his face was full of wounds," Aiden said in a raucous voice.

Jimi felt Lara wanted to say something to Aiden. And Jimi believes Lara must be angry and disappointed in Aiden. But how else, the lie he assembled is for the sake of Aiden's own happiness.

Jimi wants to be selfish just for Aiden's happiness. He couldn't see Aiden being tortured for so long. And he knew Lara was no more. If he can't be happy with Lara. Then let Aiden be happy with another girl.

Because there's no way Lara's gonna come back to life and meet Aiden. A living person must live his life. Not just thinking about the dead.

"Yes, you're right. Maybe it's just a sleeping flower, you know? I sometimes feel that Lara's return is a dream. Isn't that funny?" Aiden said with a faint smile.

"Why do you think that?"

"Because I feel like only her body is with me. Like in my dreams, because I can't feel my own feelings" Aiden said honestly.

"Can't not. It's just that you're not used to it anymore. Because everything hurts too much for you. Until you're afraid that Lara's presence is just a dream," said Jimi tried wisely.

"Yes. Brother is right," Aiden replied in jaded sighs.

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Sara stared at the falling cherry blossoms flying along the roadside. The Netherlands is now entering autumn. Where all the leaves and flowers will be out of place.

Somehow his heart felt so sad staring at how the leaf fell and was blown by the wind.

"Why are you staring at that leaf with a sad face, miss?" ask old man Sara.

Sara did not know the park chair she was sitting on was also occupied by an old war that was about eighties old.

"I was sad to see the leaf that fell grandfather. As he grew green, a yellow color approached him. And a few months he had to be flown by the wind somewhere. Until it's blackened and dead." Sara said with a sad face.

"Then do you want to blame the wind?" asked Grandpa in a curious voice.

"No," answered Sara firmly.

"Who are you blaming?"

"Eitherway! Who can I blame. If I blame the wind, then I will be ashamed of the fallen leaves. Because he who died never blamed the wind that blows," explained Sara calm down.

"You're right. But you know in the twig it will again grow shoots to form new leaves until the old leaves will be forgotten." Said the Grandfather staring at the dried leaves on the ground.

"Isn't that natural? People will forget who has gone and died. And find new ones as well as with the leaves and trunk of the tree" said Sara.

The grandfather smiled meaningfully at Sara's answer.

"Then would you say the same thing if it happened to you?" Excited the Grandpa.

Sara's forehead multiplied to hear the words of the grandfather. The words spoken by the grandfather seemed meaningful.

"I...."

"Not to be answered now. Just find the answer slowly. So you won't get too hurt." Cut the Grandpa while standing up from his seat.

"What does Grandpa mean?" Sara asked with a curious face.

"It's not time you knew. But remember what I am saying right now. Wounds are present because of a fall, even though it falls in love once. Because love is never separated from the word wounds and tears." The advice of the Grandfather then stepped away leaving Sara with a thousand question marks.

"Eneh." Grutu Sara stood up.

He stepped somewhere. His two feet led him to a park that was nowhere. From a distance he looked at the handsome man who was enjoying the afternoon breeze by looking into his two eyes.

"Handsome," cried Sara quietly.

Deg !

Deg !

Deg !

His heart pounded hard looking at the sharp-eyed handsome man as his two eyes opened wide. Somehow his heart felt longing to peak in its new sanu. Clear Crystal rolled by itself when she saw a face that inexplicably made her feel like she was betraying Louis.

"Father!" The six-year-old girl approached the man.

"His birthday done?" the man asked his daughter to be heard by Sara.

"Yes, Papa. Come home I'm tired" said the little boy when carried by the man called Papa.

Clear round eyes with puddles of tears were still flowing profusely. His eyes stared at the back of the man away from where he was standing. Until both of them are no longer visible when in the corner of the park.

Sara collapsed by hitting her chest. Heart hurts! Very painful for a reason. He doesn't know why it could be like this. When the word love was exposed in her brain Sara balked. The man has a family. And he already has Louis.

"You******* Sara! How can you like a man who has a family. And you betrayed the love of Brother Louis," Sara said with trembling lips.