Red Rose-Love In Three Countries

A Glimmer of Love

"Yes what are you saying?"

"Jhon you can't keep going like this. I'm tired, I don't want to be disappointed anymore."

"But unlike this Yi, you are too selfish. What if Willona really needs help from me?"

"I just don't want to let her down, that's all."

"So selfish, am I selfish? you're too greedy Jhon."

"Let go of your ambition, there's only one option for you, so think carefully."

"Yijia, why are you so stubborn? I really want to be with you, but I just don't want to disappoint Willona."

"Rescious Jhon. You can't be with me while your thoughts are always on Willona."

"Between Willona and I will be disappointed and hurt."

"Am I really selfish? I know Jhon loves Willona, but I still wish he would choose me and stay with me"

Yijia felt guilty, seeing Jonathan who was so confused.

"I don't have any more time, I have to go help Willona immediately."

"Well, then go, I'll go too."

Jonathan was confused as to how else, such as eating the fruit of Simalakama, if he left then his chance to make up with Yijia would be lost, but his heart was rebellious, fearing something that would harm Willona.

Jhonathan kept silent, his mind and heart were chaotic opposite, in contrast to Yijia who looked calm.

"Go away Jhon, do not force yourself to stay with me, open your eyes, realize that in your heart is not me." - Yijia

"Even you hesitate to stay here, Jhon, so this is how our date ends." Yijia got up from her chair, and she approached Jonathan. Unexpectedly yet Yijia approached him, Jhonathan hurriedly left her, out of the Restaurant.

Johnathan's mind was all round, so worried for Willona that he decided to leave, leaving Yijia for granted. Yijia was still standing upright in the restaurant, her eyes leading Jhonathan away.

"Yet again, Jhon, you selfishly insulted me repeatedly." muttered Yijia while smiling cynically.

"Miss please be patient" said a middle-aged man in charge of playing Violin music, sympathizing with Yijia.

"Thank you." Yijia smiled kindly

"Miss is a good girl, someday she will also meet a better man than that Master."

"Maybe it's true, thank you for the praise and the do'a, as well as for the beautiful music." Yijia slightly bowed respectfully, after which she walked out of the Restaurant.

"Be careful on Miss's street" said the waitress in charge of opening the door to the restaurant.

"Thank you."

Yijia decides to go back to Lisa's house, knowing that something like this will happen, she finally gives up on her first love.

For letting go is better than imposing, a heart. Although it looks calm but actually this is also difficult for Yijia, indeed who can remain strong if you have to lose first love, stupid. It would be stupid not to get hurt and sick.

"I lost, I really lost!" yijja thought

"Should I sympathize with myself? or laugh at her?"

"The first love is hard to forget, and always ends in failure. Turns out it was true, all this time I've always doubted those words."

"Although it cannot be forgotten, I will indeed continue to remember him. What if I can't be together, at least I've felt loved by her."

Like a fool walking in the middle of the day with the sun shining, without feeling hot and thirsty, Yijia continued to walk nonstop. No matter how long she had been walking, until a middle-aged woman rebuked her, she gave Yijia a free ice cream.

Yijia realized from her daydream, she received the ice cream while smiling kindly. Yijia hugged the middle-aged woman.

"Thank you Madam."

"Good girl, eat slowly" said the middle-aged woman softly, Yijia sitting beside her and eating her Ice cream with pleasure.

"Darling what made you walk so glumly like that?" the middle-aged woman rubbed Yijia's head, like her own.

"Miss, is getting love so hard?"

"Love cannot be determined, sometimes we choose, but love never comes."

"You just have to strengthen your heart to give love to the right people in order to be delivered."

"You just broke up, huh? truly an innocent girl." the woman smiled kindly at Yijia.

"Honey your heart may be hurting right now, but believe me, people say after the storm passes there will be a rainbow after."

"You are young and so beautiful, there is someone else who will come and hope to be with you sincerely."

"But what if I've missed an opportunity to be with a sincere person with me?"

"Honey soul mate will never be wrong, if he leaves then it will definitely come back again."

"really? how do you know?"

"I was young too, baby, be patient."

"Thank you Madam." Yijia hugged the middle-aged woman again. Yijia missed her mother's gentle and warm figure, being in the middle-aged woman's arms made Yijia feel calm and comfortable. If her mother were still in this world, Yijia would have cried in her mother's arms.

Time passed, Yijia's mood also hard to improve. Women are like that, they sometimes behave tough, even though his heart is really hurt, also need a backrest to complain.

"Darling it's almost afternoon, you'd better go home now."

"Yes well." replied Yijia sumringah

Yijia then calls Taxi to go home to Lisa, because to return on foot is still very far away.

"Goodbye madam, may we meet again." Yijia from inside the taxi waved her hand.

After bidding farewell to the middle-aged woman, the Ice cream seller, Yijia went back to Lisa's house.

"Let's Yi's spirit, this is a new step for a new life, this will be your lesson in the future in order to be better." Yijia encouraged herself

"Without love you can live this life as well."

Even though speaking so, the heart is still the heart, still expecting love, even if only a little. Because hope will always be there. Where a person still breathes there hope will always be there.

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* " Lisa's House"

When Yijia arrives in front of Lisa's house, the day has changed.

Lisa, who had come home from work, was waiting for Yijia outside.