Really Love

16

Hanbin waited for a tense answer. Jiwon's sudden silence made her sweat cold. 

Jiwon still bowed silently and in her mind said, "Gue can't like the two of them so have to choose one of them. Even though I like both, I have to choose the one that I really love." he murmured.

Jiwon raised her head and looked at Hanbin. Hanbin's eyeballs are so cute, there is a lot of hope in the eyes of the man in front of him.

"Binu.. I´m.. I like loe," said Jiwon, to make Hanbin who has been anxious now can smile happily.

"But I just took lo temen, no more." he continued lirih.

Instantly Hanbin flinched in shock by that remark.

"Is there another man?" hanbin asked curiously.

"Yes Bin.. The feeling of love is so deep, that I'm new in my life now." Jiwon acknowledges.

Hanbin lowered his head weakly, his hope lost instantly to have the love of the idol.

"Who's Won?" ask Hanbin, who is curious about the person Jiwon loves.

"Gue can't tell you now, I hope you understand my decision." Jiwon, soft.

"We're still calm, Bin." Jiwon added as she clasped her hand tightly. Suddenly Hanbin immediately hugged Jiwon's body, so tightly that he did not want to let go.

"Won, do you still love your ex? So you can't open your heart to others?" Unfortunately that question was only Hanbin kept in his heart.

"Thank you for love with me!" whispered Jiwon who broke away and immediately left her.

Tears fell on Jiwon's cheeks, and guilt riddled her heart now.

"I'm sorry, Bin. I have to deny you, I don't want to love two men at once."

Jiwon tried to wipe away the tears that were still falling. 

"Gue hurts lo nolak, Bin. But this is the best. So I hope you can understand my options."

Jiwon kept grumbling in her heart, while her feet kept running away from the garden.

"Aaaaaaakh..."

Hanbin's shout echoed throughout the park that was already deserted from visitors.

"Who Won? Who is that guy?"

In the light of the garden lights, Hanbin still faithfully stood by himself.

"My hope is broken,"

"With me being Hanbin he rejected me, what else am I to be Binbin? Surely he will reject me raw the cupu." he thought.

After standing for a few hours, Hanbin finally left the park feeling hurt.

The gray morning in Jiwon because her mind was suddenly erratic. He felt heartbroken to disappoint Hanbin last night.

Jiwon had to reject Hanbin's feelings, even though her heart liked the handsome man. Because there is another heart that Jiwon who loves is bigger than Hanbin, namely the love of Binbin.

"Maybe you hate me now, Hanbin. But this is my heart's choice, and I want Binbin more than you. I'm sorry, Hanbin." muttered Jiwon who kept staring at her in the mirror.

Binbin stepped lethargicly who had just come out of the room, he stared at Jiwon's room with a face-to-heart look.

"Gue can not dapetin lo, with my identity also lo nolak me. What else is with me like this? Elo certainly will not be possible to swear at that time, right, Won?" muttered Hanbin who had changed figure to Binbin. Then he stepped down the stairs to the dining table.

"Morning m, auntie?!" greet Binbin with a lethargic voice. 

"You sick, Bin?" ask Bram.

"Ng, not really. Binbin is fine." Hanbin denied.

"But your face shoots, Bin. Why?" timpal Rosa, worry.

"Maybe because Binbin is sleep-deprived aunty." Hanbin.

Jiwon approached them without greeting. As with Binbin, Jiwon also showed a gloomy face in front of the three.

"Woni! You don't usually, don't kill us all?" ask Rosa to investigate.

"Sorry mah pah, Woni again not feeling well." Jiwon regrets.

"Do you guys fight?" asked Bram and made Jiwon turn to Binbin and now to both of them staring at each other.

"No. Isn't that right, Bin?" Jiwon denied while Binbin only nodded her head slowly.

"But you guys are weird today, anyway. Another broken heart?" timpal Rosa, make Jiwon and Binbin not wart in front of them. 

Seeing the reaction of his children, Bram stopped the conversation and suggested to continue eating.

"Don't talk about it again, we'll have breakfast now!" bram's advice calms the mood.

Breakfast was not so excited by Jiwon and Binbin. Jiwon's decision was responded by Binbin when he invited her directly to go to campus.

"We go well mah, pah?!" pamit Jiwon and followed Binbin behind her.

"Well, why are they the same?" ask Rosa to worry.

"Maybe they're fighting a little, mah." Bram replied, relaxing.

"But why are they? Looks like they're having a great war, huh pah?"

"Don't worry about it, the proof is that they're still sitting with us." said Bram, who did not want his wife to think badly of Jiwon and Binbin's relationship.