
Since my garden produce can make money even though it is not much, so every afternoon when the weather is not so hot, I always take Athar to look at the garden.
But today I didn't get there, because Athar was fussy, but Athar wasn't usually like that.
'What day does not go up first, tomorrow can also, the pineapple and the pineapple are not too mature, better in the quotes of tomorrow as well' my mind.
I feel really tired today, Athar does not want to be dropped from the sling. As a result, I couldn't do all the housework.
It does not feel like it is getting dark, I sayup I also heard the roar of the motorbike Mas Udin, thank God finally came home also my husband.
"assalamualaikum, ma. bantuin nurunin wagon yuk, rear tires leak want me patch all"
Hadehh, have not said for help, Mas Udin asked for help first.
"eh, Athar's in the car, why? got dizzy?" he said while sticking his palm on Athar's forehead.
"no, Athar is not hot. But do not know today fussy, he wants in the hold. Shame pegel my shoulder" said I who began to pierce the tip of the lips, because I was tired.
"yeah, awhile change, but after I go home the tire first yes" he said while peeping my forehead and then leave again.
'yes, at least 15 minutes are finished, I just wait' my mind encourages myself.
After I wait wait, I haven't been home for almost 1 hour. Though deket lo the tire patcher. At last Athar fell asleep too, after I fed him rice and still carried on as well.
Then I went to the room, trying to put Athar into the bed with a very careful heart. Thank God, it finally came down as well.
How not tired, Athar's body weight is almost 13kg. If for a moment the papa is not yes, this is all day, fortunately the child himself.
"Assalamualaikum...." You finally came home too.
"Waalaikumsalam mas, how long? stop by to make coffee first yes in angkringan?" ask me with a sewot tone.
"Don't pout dong ma, here I tell yaaa, just now I nyari money sulu who knows fall on the road. You see, when I went to the tire patch, when I rogoh the money was still there, I went nowhere. But the time I want to pay the money is only 20 thousand ma, fortunately the tire patch is only 10 thousand" he said without pause.
"How much money is lost?" I began to wonder.
"emmmm, um...."
"am em am em, how much is mas? by the way" I began to suspect, it seems that the missing nominal is quite large.
"but promise first, don't be angry." she said again, pointing her little finger in front of me.
"yes, promise" I'll just give you my little finger, let's hurry.
"50 grand" he said, not daring to look me in the eye.
"whataaaaa 50 grand???!!!!!" my eyes glared in surprise, for us 50 thousand money is big money.
It feels like crying, getting angry, raging into one. But I don't have the heart either, it's the money also Mas Udin.
'hmmmmmm fyuuuhhhhh' I took a deep breath, then I exhaled. I repeat three times, said mamak to be relieved if again angry.
With a big smile, I finally held her hand. I'm sure, he must have tried to nyari many times but maybe because it hasn't been our windfall, ya don't meet.
"Yes, no papa, tomorrow we pick up his sustenance together ya mas" I said slowly, trying to calm down.
"Thank you, you're not angry hehe"
"You are angry also free mas, the money will also not return the lost"
"Yes, I want to clean first, yes, I want to make batter splinter" he said while going to the bathroom.
"yes ma, thank you"
After I prepared everything, Mas Udin finally came out of the bathroom as well. It's like a chicken incubating its eggs.
"yuk, eat together, I know that you have not eaten, will you carry Athar all day, I will massage ya, let it disappear tired"
Sometimes I get angry with my little mistakes. But if you are rich in gini, flowers of happiness appear where.
"Heh, I'm dumb, come on" he said, startling me with a pat on my cheek. Wow, until being fantasized also turned out to be me.
"uh uh yeah hehe, let's go mas"
Finally at 11 pm, the splinter made by Mas Udin and my dried seblak is finished. Time off.
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I picked up sustenance this morning with zeal, helping to organize Mas Udin's merchandise.
Thank God, Athar was very good last night. So when he wakes up in the morning, he looks fresher.
"Ma, or mama ama elung oyeng" (ma, athar wants to eat fried eggs)
"ohhh, Athar wants to eat fried eggs? yes, wait a minute, mama madein" and only in reply with a small nod from Athar's head.
"ma, all is ready, I go first yaaa, doain may all our trading sell"
"aamiin mas.." I said while kissing the back of his hand.
After Mas Udin left, I continued frying the omelet at Athar's request. When cooked, I immediately get warm rice, then I feed him greedily, and he eats it quickly.
"thar.. later finished eating, we go to the garden yuk, see the same pineapple fruit papaya, Athar want"
"yeeee atan mau ma, or mauuu" he said while jumping for joy, but only invited to the garden.
Finally done, I carried Athar to go to the garden. Because the road uphill, afraid if not the fat will fall.
When I was going up, I felt confused. Like someone's coming into my garden. Yesterday the day after tomorrow, I remembered that at the end of the garden, I covered it with a branch of a tree that was already dry, and now it does not exist.
"Astaghfirullah...."
It really feels like crying right now, 2 days ago there were 4 pineapples that were almost ripe. And there are also about 8 almost ripe papaya fruit as well. But now, everything doesn't exist.
"Astaghfirullah, why so often gini kealingan anyway, even though only cheap fruits, when there are those who do not take, I also need...."
It didn't feel like a clear circle that I had been able to resist sliding as well, even when Athar innocently asked why his mother was crying. My tears are getting bigger.
After a few minutes, I tried to calm my heart and smiled at my son Athar who was confused to see me crying.
"no papa dear, my eyes were dusted, the pain continued to cry deh hahaha" I said lying, whether he understood or not.
"mama atit? this is oran iyup, fyuhhh" (mama's sick? this is Athar inflatable, fyuuhhh)
My God my son, you are the reason for my mother to always smile son.
"yeaayyyy, my mom is healed, now we go home yuk, it's hot, mama's thirsty" I said lying again.
"yes ayok"