Raining

Diabetic Fear

Rain and Viro #1

Rain

People used to call me Rain, but I hate my name so much. The reason for this is because of the meaning of this name, rain. Yeah, I hate him. If I may, I wish to ask for a second life so that I may never be born with this name, the same name as her. Is that a problem? Do you think I'm weird? Hey.., whatever if you want to call me ungrateful or something. I have my own alsan!

After all, wouldn't it be natural for a girl to be jealous when her lover smiles other than her? Only a crazy woman would be okay when she sees her heart chat with another woman, right?

Sorry, I forgot to introduce my girlfriend to you. His name is Viro, supposedly he is a cute guy who became the captain of basketball in my school. I've known Viro for a long time, in never smiling other than his three beloved women, his mother, his sister and me. But lately he always smiles every time the rain appears in front of him. He is someone else, so he doesn't deserve a smile from Viro. That's why I hate him who is always pretentious in front of Viro.

Of jealousy? Sure was! Viro is my lover after all and I don't like it if he shares his smile with me or his sister and mother. After all, all this time I've been happy because of Viro's quiet attitude. I also never mind the words of my friends who call Viro a refrigerator. I don't care because I love him anyway. But I couldn't stay silent as Viro blatantly shared her beautiful smile with him. Like at the moment.

Ah I have an interesting idea! Immediately I ran to the living room, climbed the sideboard next to the bookshelf then I typed a few sentences on the phone and pulled out my hairpick, letting my hair fall down. I've decided, I'll act like him. Yep! I can definitely look prettier than rain, that bitch!

Shortly after I sent my short message, Viro came down with a smile. A second later, his smile disappeared. Want me to yell at him, why are you calling someone else? Is this not pretty enough for you? Isn't it more colorful? Shouldn't you like this? Why is there no love in your eyes? Why don't you smile like that? Why are you looking at me like you're looking at mo .. monster?

But I couldn't bear it, my voice choked. I can only smile even when Viro is sitting next to me. He hugged me inside. I want to wipe the tears mixed with my work from the face of his look, but. My hands hurt so much, but it's okay. I'll hold him. I gave her the best smile I could. My wrist is numb to the choking of his hand.

The last thing I remember was the noise in front of my house and the door breaking. Then I fell asleep because I was tired.