Rainbow of Your Eyes

CHAPTER 15 My Heart is Broken

"Rainbow.." said Reza surprised.

"Reza.." I'm no less surprised.

"Belangi's sister is Sari's husband" said Sari introducing her husband.

I couldn't believe what I saw and I heard that Sari's husband was Reza my lover.

"Mas, this is my brother Pelangi," said Sari again.

I can't stand my tears breaking. Sari was confused as to why the Rainbow was crying. My heart ached so suddenly I slapped Reza hard in the face.

"You're evil, you betrays me if it's my fault that you've been, you've been cheating on me with my sister" I said, crying.

Sari was very surprised to hear my words.

"What sister, so mas Reza's lover brother is impossible, brother," cried Sari.

"Belangi, forgive me, I can explain this all dear," said Reza.

"Enough, don't you ever call me baby, I hate you" I said.

"My rainbow loves you so much baby, please listen to my explanation first," Reza said pleading.

"Sak Pelangi forgive Sari kak, I don't know if it turns out Reza's mas is her sister's lover," Sari's cry grew louder.

"Originally you know Sar, Reza is my future husband, we've been dating for a year and are getting married later this year and all messed up because of you" I said in tears.

"From now on, Sar I'm not your brother anymore your brother is dead" I said again.

"And you Reza between us there's no relationship anymore, I don't want to hear any excuses from you anymore and I don't want to see you two in the face anymore, I hate you," i said again.

I then ran away from them and headed for Dewi's car.

"Rainbow wait.." cried Reza while chasing me.

Dewipun's car speeded out of Sari's yard. In the Goddess' car, I cried loudly. The goddess became confused as to what was really going on with her slowly stopping her car. I kept crying, the goddess gave the rainbow mineral water.

"Kak Pelang.

I then took the mineral water that the Goddess gave me and drank it. I'm starting to calm down a little.

"Thank you Wi" I said.

"Sister Rainbow what is it, brother, why brother is crying, I can tell the same story if it can make brother a little relieved but if you do not want brother do not need to tell," said Dewi.

"Right now my heart is breaking, my heart is hurting Wi, I feel betrayed by the people I love" I said.

"I just found out that Sari's husband is Reza."

"Reza's my future husband, we've been dating for a long time because Reza is again taking care of his job here, so we're going out with LDR and planning to get married later this year" I said.

"Pardon my brother" the Goddess was surprised to hear.

"Patient brother yes, I am sure Brother Rainbow must be strong to face all these trials," said Dewi again.

I just kept quiet to hear the words of the Goddess.

"Sister does not want to go to the place of the Goddess aja first brother," said Dewi.

"So I'm also still tired, if the clock comes home later brother kemalaman to home, just aja yes brother," persuaded Dewi.

"Gak Wi, I don't want to go home, I don't want to take care of you anymore, you've helped a lot of sister kasian mother at home alone," I said.

"Well brother, Dewi deliver to the terminal now later sometime sister play to my house yes brother, kakak Pelangi already considered like my own brother sister," said Dewi again.

"Yes next time you stop by, Wi thank you so much already nolongin brother," I said.

"Yes brother, the same-sama," said the Goddess.

Finally I arrived at the terminal, fortunately the afternoon bus was still there, I then say goodbye to the Goddess. On the bus as usual I looked for a seat near the window. My mind is currently very chaotic, I closed my eyes hoping that all the problems I was facing could be gone. But it wasn't as easy as I imagined, I opened my eyes and didn't feel like my tears were flowing. I hate Reza and Sari, I feel betrayed and I don't think I can ever forgive her.

My hope of living with Reza is shattered already. I saw in my phone a lot of calls and messages from Reza and Sari. I then blocked Reza and Sari's phone numbers. I don't want to be in touch with them anymore, even if Sari is my brother. Maybe at this time I can't forgive them, I need time to know when. This trial was so hard for me that I was able to deal with it. O Allah give me strength, my heart. My heart hurts so much, I cry again.

"Why, why, you are sick" I heard the voice of a young man sitting next to me startling me.

"Oh.no, I I'm fine," I said.

"This is mba tissue for mba, don't cry mba, my dear mba his beautiful face was tearful," said the young man, handing over his tissue to me.

"Thank you" I answered briefly.

Right now I no longer want to chat with anyone including this young man sitting next to me.

"Where to go" asked the young man.

"Go home,"My answer was brief.

"Ooh." he said again.

The young man knew I didn't want to talk to him. He was silent no longer bothering. The young man was then engrossed in playing the game on his phone. It's good that he doesn't bother me anymore, right now I'm lazy to chat with anyone. Right now I have only Sari and Reza in mind, I still think of both of them who are so hearty towards me. I'm confused about what I should say to mom later, I don't want you to know what's going on but I don't want to lie to you either. Pity mom that I have to lie again enough Sari to lie to us. I don't want you to get hurt by the lies of your children. Carcass even closed will definitely smell too eventually, the smell must be bad.

I decided that when I got home I would tell my mother everything that happened, I had to be honest with my mother and there was nothing covered, so that I could hear everything that was going on in my heart. It's getting dark I see my watch already showing at 7:30.One more hour until I think.

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"This MBA is eaten by mba," suddenly the young man

next to me gave me bread.

I then took it and ate it, I was hungry, I forgot before going to the terminal I should have bought a snack first.

"Thank you" I replied to the young man.

"Meet me, I'm Hendra" said the young man.

"I'm a rainbow" I replied with a short answer.

"The bus is ready to go to mba" he said.

"Yes.."sohut.

For a long time I was also annoyed with this young man, too noisy. I got off the bus leaving him and immediately looked for a taxi to my house.