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During the break, Rio was no longer as strong as this morning.Different from Eran who was still silent since we walked together until in front of the IPS class.
"See you later" I said.
Because it was as usual, I went straight to the library.Not long after I arrived,when I was enjoying my lunch, suddenly Eran came to me and immediately sat on the chair beside me.
"Why him?" ask me in my heart.
I decided to continue my lunch while reading a book.Not long after that, he looked at me.
"Want to?" I said while offering food that was still in the lunch box.
'' What is that?"
"It's tuna sendwich,"
"Try it, maybe it will feel strange.But it's delicious,"
Eran immediately grabbed it and devoured it.
"Where?" ask me.
"It turns out pretty good, too, just get in my stomach." she said.
We enjoyed our meal and once in a while he could see me as well.
"You want a drink? Take it, I still have milk."
"That's okay,"
"Udah take it,"
"I'll definitely change well, I didn't mean to come here.Only I felt mummy when I got to the canteen." he explained.
"Ah like that, the message is not like you usually come here."
I was actually curious about what upset him, but I chose to be quiet because I felt it was none of my business and was afraid that it would offend him.
Suddenly, Etan's hand touched the tip of my lips.And that was enough to shock me instantly.
"Why?" ask me directly.
"That's some sausage sticking up, I'm just helping to clean it up."
"When you don't have to do it, what if someone sees it." I reply.
"Nothing, but look at it.In this library there are only us and the guardian teacher." he said.
I immediately turned my attention and chose to throw away my food waste.
"Nadira.." said Ida slowly.
"Why mom?"
"That's who? Your girlfriend huh?" ask mom Ida.
"Daughter? That's not my classmate ma'am."
"But the new mother cf. He's the end of this aja,"
"Yes because he just entered last week.Replacement from Jogjakarta."
"Ah deserved it, the new mother saw it recently.According to her mother is handsome, the hell you do not have a crush on her."
''No ma'am, we're just friends."
"All right,"
I immediately returned to my seat and continued my reading.It turns out Eran was asleep while facing me.
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"Eran.." I said, patting his hand slowly.
"Wake,"
He slowly opened his eyes and we saw each other.
"Have you come in again?"
"Not yet, just a moment."
"Oh, let's go to class" he said.
"Bareng, anyway,"
"No need, first of all."
I immediately left it and walked to the hallway where my favorite book was stored.
"Why don't you, you don't like me if I follow you?" eran said while pulling my hand.
"It's not like that,"
"Surely your friends, have told me what this school looks like.How people look at me,"
"I just don't want to, you're away from your friends, because you hang out with me." I continued.
"I don't care Dira, this is my life.They have no right to arrange I have to hang out with anyone." he replied.
''I'm not sure, maybe right now you can say that, but in the future, maybe your view of me will change."
"I don't know what will happen to me in the future."
"But you don't remember, why do your friends still understand until now? Because they accept your shortcomings and they care about you." he continued.
I immediately fell silent to his words just now.What he said was enough to make my heart tremble.
"I don't know, what reason makes you close yourself like this.But you also have to remember, there are your friends who are always waiting for you."
Eran immediately passed by leaving me, his words just now were enough to get me slapped.
Because indeed all this time, I was too close to myself and not open with my friends.Fear me in the past, always haunt me to this day.
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Arriving in class, my friends greeted me with the smiles they used to show me.
I looked directly at Eran and he just nodded his head.
"Dira, this is where I bought the cokies.Tadi there is a new menu at the aunt's shop." said Nadin immediately gave me a pack of cokies.
"Thank you, yeah,"
"You like chocolate, no, I deliberately chose the taste of chocolate.Later try it, yeah" he continued.
"Yes....."
"You know, Nadin until he ate nothing.He just ate the same cokies and try all the taste." said Surya.
"Well let me know, where the taste is good." said Nadin did not accept.
I just heard the two of them fighting.
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Arriving at the apartment, the mother was cleaning her clothes into a suitcase.I went straight to her and hugged her.
"Why son? Kok tumben come directly hug mother."
"No,"
"I just feel sad, mother, the feeling of yesterday's mother came."
"Geez, kid, you're just making me feel guilty right now."
"Do you need to go to Bali tomorrow? So that you can spend more time with you." continued the mother.
"Jagan, what about your efforts there."
"Lagian 3 more weeks I take a semester off, then let me just visit the mother there.That's counting me vacation,"
"Yes, wait a minute."
"Yes mother, all I want to invite my friends, aunty with Diman as well."
"By, wait a minute."
"Oh yes, the mother forgot.This was the mother had asked for a brochure from your cousin.This is some university that said quite good." explained the mother while giving some brochures to me.
"Yes, I'll take a look around,"
"Yes already, you must be hungry right.Now change your clothes, after that we have lunch together well." tell mother.
"Yes mother, but it's like I want to take a shower first.Soal I feel so hot today."
"Yes there, don't be long." reply mom with a smile.