
Just being able to wait behind the door, the entire body still continued to tremble, both hands were filled with red stains, tears were continuously drenching the cheeks, sitting with blank gazes, she said, still so shocked by what happened to him, still do not believe what these two eyes see.
Really ?
Dreamlike ?
One by one the people who came, gave Winda the same question, but not a single word came out of the mouth of Vinda, not not not not wanting, but he was confused where to start ? How to explain it ? It all happened so fast, he didn't even have time to react, just shut up and watch it all happen.
" Calm down, Niko will be fine, she's been treated by an expert doctor, don't worry" Noel said.
Don'worry. But Winda's heart couldn't, couldn't stop not worrying, staring at his red-stained hand, really making him worry, all these red stains on his body, not his blood, he said, it was Niko's blood.
Feeling a little relieved, when hearing the operation went well even though it can not be visited, because it is still placed in a special room. The condition is still in a critical period, must be monitored until it is declared safe to move the room.
When he could be seen, Winda the first person who rushed first, his heart was so sick to see Niko lying with an oxygen hose, an infusion hose and a bandaged head. Coma, that's what the doctor said, once again can only wait, continue to pray so that quickly aware and recover as usual.
Hope remains hope, prayer is always offered, asking for healing from the giver of life. Winda had just returned from the mosque, finished performing his prayers, when he entered the room, it turns out that there is already her older sister (Wika) and her husband (Chap ) sitting talking with her seniors (Noel, Rey and Juan ).
" Assalamualaikum "Winda says hello.
" Waalaikumsalam's. Here Dek, Ma'am bring food for you and your friends" said Wika.
" Thank you. Brother Bagas already from earlier ? " ask Winda.
They all talked lightly together, even though they had met for the first time but their conversation was well-established, both Wika and Bagas, both of whom spoke openly. Until Bagas came to Winda who was sitting beside the bed where Niko was lying.
" Sister listen, from your friends, the culprit has been processed and at the time of the incident the driver was drunk "Bagas started the conversation.
" I heard so too "winda replied.
" Deck, don't blame yourself. All this accident, all this destiny that you have to pass, at this time we can only pray and strive for the healing of Niko. We all hope that everything will be fine and return as usual (pause ), besides you also have to prepare your heart, if the opposite happens (look at Vinda ).
We may ask, pray, try but it is all our plans and hopes as a people, yet God has a much more precise plan for us. You can get through it, because Allah knows, you are able to deal with it " Bagas advised.
" Receive everything with sincerity, Dek, sad is okay, but you still have to take care of your health. Eat yes Dek, your friends say, you haven't eaten" said Wika.
" Yes, Brother. God willing Wiwin sincerely accept and live this all, maybe this is our destiny. Thank you Ma'am, Sis " said Winda.
" All together. Oh yes Ma'am also brought a change of clothes, you want to spend the night in the hospital right ? " said Wika.
Winda just nodded his head. After a while, Wika and Bagas say goodbye to go home. The day began to get late, Noel and Winda were still awake, while Juan and Rey had slept as late as an hour ago.
" Winda" call Noel.
" Yes, Brother " replied Winda.
" Do you feel guilty ? " ask Noel.
" really. Hugely. Had Niko not pushed me, maybe we would both have been seriously injured. It all happened so fast, in the blink of an eye, the car came crashing, and then everything fell apart.
Everything happened before my eyes, but I could only cry, doing nothing. Just crying, hugging Niko, until there are people coming to help. To this day I still wish all this a nightmare, which will end when I wake up" said Winda.
" At that time, you must have been afraid, sorry I did not come to your aid immediately (hugging Vinda ). We're all dealing with this together, OK, you're not alone" Noel said.
A few moments later the room was so quiet, everyone seemed to have fallen asleep, including Winda who fell asleep beside the bed while holding Niko's hand. A call of someone who repeatedly wakes himself up from his slumber.
" wifen ... Wiwin wake ... "
Winda opened his eyes, blinked several times, then smiled broadly and immediately embraced the person before him.
" Sister, finally Brother Niko woke up too" said Winda continued to hug Niko tightly.
" I miss you " said Niko.
" I'll wake up right, the others "said Winda let go of the embrace.
" don't. Let them sleep. I just want to talk to you, and then they're noisy, disturbing. Come up, sit next to me" said Niko.
following Niko's request, Winda slowly sat down next to Niko, looked at each other and hugged each other again.
" I'm glad Big Brother is awake, I'm so worried, I'm scared, I'm really scared" said Winda.
" I'm sorry to worry you (kissing Winda's forehead) Where's Winni ? " ask Niko.
" Washed winni, still in loundry. Is Niko okay ? Should I call for treatment ? To be checked " said Winda.
" No need. I just need you to accompany me. I miss you, I want to hold you" said Niko continued to hug Winda.
For a while the two were engrossed in telling me about anything, smiling at each other, laughing at each other, happy that's how they feel now, until they forget, the condition when they are in the hospital.
" Winda, if I go later, don't be sad yeah, don't cry, don't blame yourself, if you miss me, just hug Winni, Winni right, our son" said Niko.
" What is my brother talking about ? What suddenly ? " said Winda confused.
" Kan, you said. Before leaving must say goodbye, can not play just go. So I say goodbye. Promise yes, do not be sad, I sincerely go " said Niko.
Niko closed her sentence, kissed her lips, kissed her forehead, looked at Winda and then smiled broadly. Winda was still confused, not understanding the meaning of Niko's words. Then a white light shone from behind Niko's body, the longer the brighter and dazzling the eyes became.
" Sister Niko ... !!! " She called.
" SIS .... !!! " She screamed.
Vinda's voice echoed, which awakened Noel, Juan and Rey. The silent night atmosphere suddenly turned into a panic, the nurse on guard immediately came to check, doing their duty.
Once again Winda had to look at the heart-wrenching scene, watching Niko's breathing remaining one. Winda was aware of the dream he had just experienced.
Could it be ... ???
Winda clasped Niko's hand, bowed her body, placed one hand over Niko's head, brought her face closer to Niko's ear and then spoke in a whisper.
" I sincerely leave Brother" said Winda whispered.
Everyone in the room fell silent, watching Niko's last breath, the nurse checked back and declared Niko was gone.
***
Winda sat pensively in front of the porch of his house, since the departure of Niko, Winda preferred to be alone first, every one who asked with his condition, then he would answer everything is fine.
" Wid, say karo adekmu (Wid, talk to your sister) "mom's orders.
" Believe the same Wiwin Bu, he's fine. I know that during Niko's funeral, Wiwin did not cry at all, he followed all the process from beginning to end. Wiwin is tough Mom, Wiwin is strong" Widi said.
" Wes genne, kabek jak important sing nyemaur talk, ijek gelem maem, ijek eleng addus, wayae pray yo ijek pray, jar ne wae, again pengen dewekan (Let, let, wayae pray yo ijek pray, the important thing is that he was spoken to still reply, still want to eat, still remember to shower, prayer time yes remember to pray, let again want to be alone ) " said Father.
" Yes sir, but I'm worried" said Mom.
" Look sir, Ma'am" said Widi.
" Kow Rey came" said Mother, smiling.
Rey followed him sitting on the terrace, accompanying Winda, looking at the night sky that was studded with stars dimly and without moonlight. Rey comes to see Winda at once, delivering a notebook belonging to Niko.
" I read it and I think you deserve it. You will be surprised to read it ", Rey said.
" This ... Kak Niko's diary ? " ask Winda.
" No. Just read it but later, not now" Rey said.
Hp Rey rang but only Rey saw without intending to answer it, the first call died, then there was another call and with annoyance Rey actually deactivated the phone.
" Why not take it up, brother ? " ask Winda.
" I'm not in the mood, I've explained it over and over again but he still doesn't understand. I'm really tired of dealing with it" Rey said.
" Ajeng ? " She guessed.
" Hem (nodding ) He was angry because lately I've been cuek, he wants every message to be answered, every day should give word, at least a phone a day twice. Dizziness me "Rey grumbled.
It is clear, if Rey is serious at this time, Rey who is usually cheerful, turns out to be dizzy also because of a boyfriend ? Surely Ajeng saw Rey enter the alley, so he was called continuously, must have been mistaken for a no-no.
" Kak Rey, Ajeng will be more angry at this time, because he knows that Kak Rey is with me, even though Brother lied once, Ajeng will know the whereabouts of Brother "Said Winda.
" How could it be ??? " deny Rey.
" Rey, look at the front house of the alley, which has a mango tree ? Gang into my house this ? " said Winda.
" Look, why ? " ask Rey.
" That's right, Ajeng's house. Surely Ajeng see Brother, when entering the alley, so he was called" said Winda.
Rey looked surprised, narrowed his eyes, thinking that the words of Winda were a joke. But Winda assured that his words were something serious, in accordance with the facts.
" Seriously ??? " ask Rey.
Winda nodded his head, and Rey immediately stood up, saying goodbye, gas, straight towards the house that Winda said just now. Winda slightly smiled, looking at Rey's behavior and it made the three people who from the beginning peek felt a little relieved.
" Thank God (thankfully) Wiwin is still sane" Mother said.
" Already Widi said, Winda is tough" said Widi.
" Wes, let's disperse, slak anake ngerti (Already, let's disperse, hunt his son tau )" said Father.
Winda immediately entered his room, began to read the book that Rey gave just now, Winda read carefully, every page, apparently the book like a diary book, but it contains from the beginning the story of the meeting of the two of them and what makes Winda very moved is that Niko's handwriting is so neat, so beautiful, the more beautiful they are attached to the photos of their togetherness.
Vinda's eyes began to glaze over, but Vinda held back, trying not to cry, because she had promised not to be sad and had to accept all this.
Winda grabbed Winni's doll in front of her, kissed her face several times, then hugged Winni's doll in front of her stomach.
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