Rainbow 156 Full Moon
Dilemmas
When a hope falls, it immediately changes all the plans that have been prepared carefully. The path of life is set by the creator and man can only plan.
The test came in turn like a tsunami wave rolling up whoever was in front of him, leaving behind a heart-wrenching cry of grief, trying to hold on and rise for a better future.
Anila bowed lethargic, her marriage to Angkasa at the tip of the horn. Their eight-year courtship, nine years of marriage, did not expect to get a test like this.
Her inner battle, will her resolve waver, seeing her prostrate husband beg for mercy so that she and Nura do not abandon him. His decision will change all the ways of life in the future.
“You sure you'll receive Anila? He already married another woman,” one side asked him.
“The journey of your life with him was pioneered from the courtship period first, do you not want to maintain it for the sake of Nura? Nura and her father are very close, can you cut off the love of both?” another question arises from the other side of the heart.
Anila closed her net again, feeling heavy and sore. Confused between the two choices is difficult to choose an ego or defend for the sake of Nura.
“Why do you have to experience this, son? Mother hopes this is a dream. Yet this is real and painful.”
Her husband's crying has not subsided, she is anxious whether this is a form of regret or just a sacrifice so that she changes her decision, a dilemma. Unknowingly he stroked Angkasa's hair, he was shocked and immediately finished his job after realizing something was wrong with his behavior.
“What will you do?”
Angkasa looked at his wife, although Anila did not reply. “Dad will divorce the woman bun.”
“Dad will follow your decision,” answered convincingly. Those shady eyes were still staring at him. But he still did not want to retaliate, just silently looked at the sweet tea that was not hot, in a cup that was on the table.
“Well, I will end it all if you are caught lying to me,” Anila said. He himself was surprised by his decision, why it was so easy to change everything he had determined in his heart.
Angkasa said his gratitude nonstop, along with that look of relief from the face of a Mr. Aca. While Raka was still sleeping in the upper room, she was too tired after driving.
I decided to go back home, considering leaving Nura with mom and dad. Not to mention today there was an appointment with her school friends. Angkasa agrees to Anila's request to return home soon.
On the way Anila did not sleep, she was busy replying to incoming messages that she had ignored since night. Mira also sent me some photos of Nura and Andra, her response rubbed the phone screen, longing for her adorable and active little angel.
He looked out the window, uncomfortable with the gaze of Angkasa who saw it from the rearview mirror in the middle of the car. However her heart still hurts, it is not that easy to forget what her husband did. Just imagining it made him shudder in disgust.
“A, I have an appointment with the children at Pizza Hut,” I said when I reached Tugu Kujang.
“Moment to see the kids?” tanyakanya.
“Yes, but I want to take a shower first and change clothes. After that take me there,” my orders.
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