
I have to tell my parents the truth. After I felt I walked into the kitchen to get a drink and speak truthfully.
"Well, anyone wants to talk, can't they, please,?"
"You said what tea" asked mamah. "Here you go, let me know, how, what,?"
"So gini mah, have been in the same talak mas Rama "my answer by lowering my head and throwing a breath.
" God thou hast married yet, has Ramah not been thinking about you for a week?
What reason? He's yelling at you?" said my mother.
Then I told him the truth because I didn't want anyone to cover up after the destruction of my household.
"Your tea is calm, don't worry calm your mind. My duty is to keep you rich first so that you don't lose any more" said the father with a laugh.
I am grateful to be able to meet people as well as my current father.
Yes, my parents separated when I was fifteen, because of misunderstanding and there are people who do not like my family starting from there small fights occur until finally a big fight occurs.
And that's what makes me a very closed identity both to my parents and my friends.
But now I'm grateful to have a father like this, who cares so much about me and my sister.
****
"Are you related to Rama,?" Ask my mom. I just nodded his head.
"How about you get pregnant with tea?,"
"You don't care if you're pregnant, but living life as a mother of one's child is heavy tea" said my mother.
I saw a look on my face and I got out of bed and grabbed something in my bag.
"Teteh use this mah, God willing it is safe so you don't have to worry," I replied by handing over the contraceptive pill.
"Since when have you used this tea pill?,"
"Mas Rama who gave thanks because he said he did not want to have children first and wanted to enjoy the past together first, at that time I did not want to but after having seen such a family it is better to just use it"
Sounded like his breathing mamah breathed roughly, I saw a slightly reduced look to his worries .
"Sorry teteh ya mah, I never heard the word mamah. Teteh know now the burden of burden same father much greater because of the status of the teteh, but the promise will not burden the mama again,"
"Father of tea, which is important now you know how it feels, do not repeat it again because the same father here bears the burden of your father, if your father knows must be angry hot tea,"
" You don't have to think about it first,"
"How do you have a plan?" asked my mother, I understood what she meant by asking that.
"Teteh wants to spend alone can not mah, yah" I asked them.
"Well, where do you ask tea? Mamah just does not want someone to judge you getting worse," he replied
"Mamah teteh Alhamdulillah there has been a little work, actually this was already from before marriage, but because the need to marry at that time so teteh tunda and Alhamdulillah may be the way, this may be the way, teteh has become a real writer but still do not want to say because it has not been able to contract but Alhamdulillah now still can contract continue Alhamdulillah income teteh quite mah, but, so still ask permission to spend alone while doing the task as a writer, even if the same mommy gave permission." My word
"Are you a tea writer?" asked Dad. I just nodded as the answer.
"Why not stay here?" Ask dad again.
" Deteh just does not want to bother well, just want to focus on the author" I replied.
"Udah do not need to spend everything here anyway I do not feel repotted ko same you tea, people you my son," he replied, he replied, again my heart was filled with the answer touched by his words I throw my face in any direction so as not to look crying and neutralize the taste.
I just nodded my head as the answer.
*****
The days go by now I enjoy these times more.
"Teteh wants to go" asked mamah.
"Where are you going, mah?,"
"Home Mimi, there's A Yadi going to Emma's house,"
"Teteh then, you want all to go to the market, right?" Ask me
"Yes, from the new market to Mimi's house continues to Emma,"
"Yaudah mamah first still nanggung nulisnya want to deposit first".
"OKAY. Don't forget to bring the house keys later,"
I just nodded and focused on writing, Thank God the result of writing can buy a motorcycle even though it is used but still good and can be used everywhere.
****
I saw on the front porch of Mimi's house there were three motorcycles, two of which could be guessed to have a father and A'yadi, but the other one I didn't know.
I went there after I finished writing, I was wearing a light brown robe with a four-tiered triangle veil.
"Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarrakatu,
To all those in this house who have come" I spoke a little loudly. Breaking the silence then at a loud laugh.
That's what makes me happy to make myself as their laughing stock.
"Whispering you tea is already rich in the forest," said Mamah with a laugh.
Then I crucified the people in Mimi's house.
"Yet rich, yes, greetings and pardons" I chanted to make those who heard laugh.
"Wih this-this is the brother of the cave that you married until the cave has continued to separate Luh still not married," I asked A'yadi.
"Bodo is very important cave work" while sticking out his tongue with a soft style.
If you have met with my sisters there is a behavior that always makes them laugh and of course I am always happy to see it.
"AA why come home A" I asked A'yadi. "You usually go home once a year or never come home" with my laughter.
Then I saw someone who had just been quiet.
In reply with a sharp look I just laughed then walked into the kitchen to join my mom and dad who were sitting down.
"Gosipin what the hell is so serious about the power," I asked with a laugh.
"So the same guy A'yadi who's mah?" I asked.
"A'yadi's friend who lives near Emma's house" I just nodded and ate the snack in front of me.
"She's her parents have died of tea, live alone home and she also has a business in the city"
"Owh.." I replied oh ria but did not respond too much to the story...