Rain In The Winter's

46. Ma, we'll go together and be happy he's there.

Bianca fell silent, her eyes looking at yuri with a face of disbelief, was it true what Yuri said, Rain did it all to her while she was sleeping earlier.

Bianca took a deeper breath, her gaze blurred instantly, what Yuri said further made her heart ache, how could she go back to destroying the man? if Drake told Bianca to look for territory and the results of the meeting report, Drake must have something bad he wanted to do to Rain, Bianca was convinced of that.

Then how can it be? Bianca will be the source of the man's destruction. Why Bianca had to be born to have bad luck that not only affected her, even people who tried to be kind to her experienced the impact.

Bianca took a long and heavy breath, as if her breath was not filling her lungs, it was really heavy just to breathe, she tried hard so that her tears would not come down.

"Miss, you're okay," said Yuri who saw Bianca's teary eyes.

"I have to go to the bathroom, my stomach hurts so much" said Bianca gathering her last energy just to be able to stand up and walk to the bathroom.

"Miss, I'll call Mr. Rain's personal physician," said Yuri, who still thinks Bianca is ill.

Bianca did not agree or forbid, she immediately walked in and closed the door hard enough. Bianca then locked the door, leaning on the door for a moment, closed her eyes so hard that her tears that had been gathered back flowed, she held her voice, yet her tears felt so bitterly implying the excruciating pain she felt, a cry with the deepest despair.

Bianca moved from behind the door to the sink, staring at her frail self in front of the glass.

Bianca looked towards herself,

Very weak, pathetic girl you are! with all your faults, everyone will surely love you only out of pity, a weak girl who is easily toyed with, who can usually just cry, what is the purpose of God creating you, letting yourself live until now?

You are! The weak girl who from childhood only lived in fear, had no courage at all, Weak! You idiot! people always torture you! This girl can only cry! and trouble people only! it looks like the world will be happy if you disappear from it.

Yep! You shouldn't be here, if you leave this world forever, then no one will suffer, no one will get hurt, right?

Ma'am? didn't Mama want to leave this world too? mama .. wait for me, we'll go together.

Review of that creepy desperate smile seen on Bianca's face, she touched the glass in front of her, she could re-break it, leaving in the same way as her mother yesterday, she said, she will also feel the pain when her mother tries to sacrifice herself for Bianca, after Bianca dies, they will also let go of her mother, her mother must understand why Bianca let her go, they will be happy in nature.

*Mama p**will definitely understand, definitely*!

As Bianca held onto the glass, suddenly a flash of Rain flashed, her eyes again wildly staring around her bathroom, which was,

Nah! I can't do it here, if I do it here, Rain will be back in trouble because of it, No!

Drake who has taken everything in his life, he who has made it like this, then if he really wants to end his life, he has to do it in the man's place, let his body will only be thrown away or just left to rot away, but with the death of Bianca, the man will feel annoyed and also busy taking care of his house full of blood.

Bianca washed her face, after finishing washing her face she immediately opened the door of her room, she was a little surprised to see not only Yuri who was there, but also Yuri who was there, she sees a man she assumed was a doctor and Rain is there.

"Yuri said that you were sick?" said Rain with her face looking a little considerate, Bianca glanced at Yuri for a moment then moved towards Rain, Bianca looked at the man's face for quite a while without saying anything, making Rain further frown his forehead.

"My stomach aches, probably just because it's unusual to get on the ship" Bianca's voice sounded soft, she slowly said it and was calm, but the calmness was disturbing anyone who heard it, a quiet suspicious.

"Bianca?" said Rain who frowned his forehead deeper.

"Doctor, you can check on me" Bianca told the doctor behind Rain, Rain immediately put on her cold face.

"Yes, please lie down first Miss," said the Doctor, he was so hesitant to see Rain's sharp gaze.

The doctor immediately examined Bianca's state, Rain watched carefully what the doctor did, Bianca just looked at Rain with her sweet gaze, as Rain's gaze fell on Bianca, the woman smiled sweetly, and Rain looked at her, making a bad taste appear in Rain's heart.

"So far there is no problem, sir, Miss Bianca may just be drunk sea, tomorrow the situation will improve" said the doctor.

"All right," said Rain.

"I'll excuse you, sir," said the doctor, Yuri, feeling that it's better to wait outside the room, maybe Rain wants to be alone with Bianca.

"You can go back to your meeting, I'm fine" said Bianca who tried to sit down, Rain immediately helped her, she sat down next to Bianca, looking flat at the happy looking face with that sweet smile.

"Ken is taking over everything, soon it will be done, too" Rain said flatly, his eyes looking out at Bianca.

"You still mad at me?" bianca asked, she did not want Rain to be angry at her at this last moment.

"I'm not angry" said Rain flatly.

"Good, don't get angry often, know if you are very handsome, you are very sweet if you smile, next time you have to smile often, don't keep a flat face," said Bianca looked at Rain's face, that flat face turned into a questioning face, astonished by what Bianca said, why did she suddenly say that.

"Sleep, tomorrow you'll be fine," said Rain who immediately wanted to get up, feeling that maybe this happened because of the effects of the drug that Bianca consumed this morning, her mood became unstable. But just as he wanted to step up, his hand was immediately held by Bianca.

"Rain," softly Bianca's voice uttered that name, making Rain's heart tremble a little because of it, she then looked towards Bianca, not saying anything.