Rain & Annisa (Sakinah with You)

Part 92's

Rain returned to the Amir residence, and Rain saw Amir who was busy making lessons for his students.

Rain sat down and watched Amir, Amir remained focused on what he was doing, he ignored Rain who was sitting beside him.

" I'm sorry "

Amir kept silent, he kept writing and said nothing.

" I'm sorry, Amir, I've had a hard time controlling my own emotions "

" That's why Annisa left you, isn't it ? " ask Amir with still focus on writing.

Rain could only be silent, it was actually not Annisa who left him. But it was he who had expelled Annisa.

" Will you help me, Amir ? "

Amir smiled cynically, "Help you ? after you hit me, then I should help you ? "

" Help me to deepen my religious knowledge, I want to improve myself, Amir. To be a better person "

" really ? is this really from the bottom of your heart, or is all this just to get the attention of Annisa ? "

Amir again spoke scathingly to Rain, deliberately provoking Rain's anger.

Rain closed his eyes, trying to hold back his anger at Amir's words and questions that hurt him so much.

Amir looked at Rain, "Why ? are you angry with my words ? learn to hold back your emotions from now on "

Amir closes the book and leaves, Rain looks at Amir, and Rain smiles. He understood Amir's intentions, although he did not directly approve Rain's request, but Rain could understand that Amir wanted to help him.

The next day , early in the morning Rain went to Abah Rahman's residence and gave a piece of paper to Ummi shofiah . Rain asks ummi Shofiah to give the letter to Annisa.

" This is what Ummi ? " ask Annisa when confused to see Ummi Shofiah giving a piece of paper to her.

" It's from Rain "

" Rain ? "

Annisa took the letter that Umm Shofiah gave and read it straight away. Both of Annisa's eyes looked teary as she read the letter.

" What's up, Annisa ? "

Ummi Shofiah approached Annisa and sat down next to Annisa, Annisa and gave the piece of paper to Ummi and Annisa could not help but cry.

Ummi Shofiah read the letter given by Rain, and both of Ummi's eyes also glazed over, Ummi felt touched by what Rain wrote.

I know the faults and sins that I have committed to you are so great, that I have even made the scratches and wounds that are in your heart Annisa. I don't ask and force you to forgive me, and if there is no hope for me to be a good husband to you, then give me a chance to prove that I'm a good father to our son. Give me the time and opportunity to make myself a good father to Arkana.

Ummi hugged Annisa after reading the letter.

" Ummi also cried after reading this letter "

Ummi took off his embrace and gently stroked both of Annisa's cheeks.

" Do you still love Rain ? " ask Umm Shofiah who then makes Annisa surprised.

For a moment Annisa could only be silent, she did not immediately answer Ummi's question. Annisa is confused by her own feelings.

Ummi smiled at Annisa who looked confused.

" From the look on your face, Ummi can already guess Annisa. You still love her, don't you ? if you still love him, then give him a chance, give him time to prove he can be a good husband and father "

Ummi then left after saying that to Annisa. Annisa could only shut up and stare at the shadow of Ummi who had disappeared behind the door.

*****

Rain also had several times to shed tears when he read the Quran, Rain regretted his actions because he was so far away with the creator.

" How about, Amir ? " ask Abah to Amir.

" Thank God, Ustadz. Rain can even catch everything I teach quickly "

" Thank God, thank you, Amir. Continue to be patient with him, patiently guide him "

" Yes Ustadz "

" God will surely repay you all your kindness, Amir "

" Aamiin, thank you ustadz "

Abah Rahman then left, Amir can only smile while looking at Abah from a distance.

The flashback

Amir goes to Abah Rahman's residence and searches for Annisa. And it just so happened that there was only Annisa inside the house, with a panicked face Amir called out to Annisa and said that something had happened to Rain. Hearing that certainly made Annisa so surprised and rushed away to look for Rain.

Arriving at Amir's residence, Annisa immediately went into the room to look for Rain. Rain does not exist. All of this is just Amir's will.

" Where is he ? " ask Annisa to Amir.

Amir smiled at Annisa.

" Sister, why smile. Where is Rain ? didn't Amir say Rain fainted ? " ask Annisa still with her worried look.

" You still love her, Annisa ? " ask Amir.

Annisa rounded her eyes at Amir's question.

Without answering Amir's question, Annisa leaves. Annisa knew that Amir was only working on her.

" I'm just fucking you. Rain is fine Annisa "

Annisa stopped her steps for a moment after hearing Amir's words.

And then walked back to his house.

From then on, Amir realizes that Annisa still loves Rain. And Amir realized that he could not impose his will, even if Annisa had to love someone. Amir is more willing if the person is not Rain, because according to Amir, Rain is very inappropriate for Annisa.

Even when Abah Rahman came to see Amir to ask Amir to help Rain. Amir refused and gave his opinion.

" But Mr. Ustadz, what if he actually just wanted to pretend and just wanted to show all that so that Annisa could come back to him. After all that happened to Annisa, how can we trust her, Mr Ustadz ? "

Abah Rahman was shocked by Amir's words.

" Amir, is there something bothering you, or maybe something stuck in your heart ? "

Amir was silent, Abah Rahman seemed to know that at this time there was something bothering him. That is his love for Annisa, that's what makes him dislike Rain, especially seeing Rain's behavior.

" If there is something in your heart, do it, son. I know it's Amir, because I've known you for a long time. The Amir I know is not the Amir who said that "

" I'm sorry Mr. Ustadz "

Amir bowed in shame before Abah Rahman.

" Our job as human beings is to help others, especially if there is one of our friends or family who wants to change, wants to return to the way of God. Then we have to give him a way, no matter what the future looks like. Let God take care of him, we only need to help him and not be prejudiced against him. Remember Amir, who we think is not good, is not necessarily good in the eyes of God "

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