Rahim Nayra For Naura

Chapter 5 - The True Role of the Wife

Nayra knew this time she could no longer refuse Raka's request, especially when she recalled Naura's insistence this morning.

After finishing dinner, Raka immediately took him home and during the trip Raka continued to hold Nayra's hand tightly. In fact, he often kissed the woman's hand so friendly that made Nayra's blood increasingly hot.

Arriving at home, Raka immediately carried Nayra to the newlyweds' room. Nayra's heartbeat raced fast with her hunting breath, her body felt cold hot as Raka stared at her so intensely.

"What's up, honey?" raka asked with a voice that began to roar, Nayra's blushing face and her sad gaze as if increasingly provoking passion in Raka's soul. "You look different tonight, Ra," Raka said as she put Nayra to bed, taking off Nayra's shoes while looking straight at her iris.

"Raka, I—" Nayra's words came to a halt as Raka placed her finger on Nayra's lips.

"Shhttt, I miss you, dear," said Raka then she began to fondle Nayra so gently.

Nayra was nervous, her lips were shaking even her eyes were already glazed already as Raka started to take off her dress. Nayra wanted to scream and asked Raka to stop, but Naura's words kept ringing in her mind.

"Now you can atone for your sins, Nay,"

"I beg you, Nay, you change my position as Raka's wife."

"Just until you have a child, Nay, just one child."

"DON'T FORGET WHO RUINED MY LIFE, NAYRA!"

Now Nayra is so resigned to be under the confinement of Raka's body that somehow since when has removed all her clothes. The man looked at her so gently, as gentle as his touch throughout Nayra's sensitive body.

Nayra closed her eyes and instantly Bian's shadow was present in her mind. "I'm sorry, Bian, I had to do this, honey. I'm sorry for me."

"Open your eyes, baby!" pinta Raka with a gasp of breath, slowly Nayra opened her eyes and that was when Raka started her action.

Nayra whimpered in pain, but she tried to hold back. Raka was silent for a moment, he looked into Nayra's eyes with intesn then Raka landed a friendly kiss on the woman's lips. "Calm down, honey, don't strain" said Raka.

Tears had piled up in Nayra's eyes, she wanted to scream because it was so painful. He was also afraid what if Raka knew that she was still a virgin? What will the man say later?

"We have not done it for a long time, maybe because that's a little difficult," kekeh Raka who again tried to make Nayra to be calmer, Nayra now does feel calmer after hearing what Raka said.

Suddenly there was a drizzling sound from outside." Rain, the universe also supports our intimacy," said Raka as she stroked Nayra's cheek.

"Slow down" pinta Nayra finally. Raka responded with a gentle smile and at the same time he gave a quick hard attack that made Nayra scream. Tears can no longer be weathered, it feels very painful as if someone is splitting his body.

And at the same time the lights suddenly died, the sound of lightning striking everywhere as if shaking Nayra's soul, Nayra spontaneously cradled Raka tightly. His breathing was intermittent, his heart was beating very fast.

Now that Nayra's steps are too far, there's no turning back.

"I ... hiks ...." Nayra tried to bite her lip. "I just remember what was missing" he said in a choked voice.

Raka paused and said, "Our son is already in Heaven, honey, I'm sure God will soon replace him with another child."

"Now, may I move, dear?" ask Raka. Nayra could only nod weakly and resignedly.

The rain fell more and more, the lightning was still struck freely. Nayra did not know whether the universe was sad because her life was destroyed, or if the universe was angry because Nayra had deceived two kind men at the same time.

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The clock has shown at 2 am, Nayra tried to sleep after she finished serving Raka. However, his eyes did not want to be closed, his mind wandered everywhere. Nayra glanced at Raka who was now asleep with a body that was only covered with a blanket.

The rain had stopped, the lights had also lit up a few minutes ago, the occasional sound of lightning was still heard but far away somewhere. Nayra was so grateful that the lights were off, that Raka would never know that she was bleeding.

Nayra crawled down from the bed, picked up Raka's shirt and put it on. After that Nyara went out of the room with a limped step, she sat at the end of the stairs and immediately her cry broke.

"I'm sorry, Bian, I'm sorry" said Nayra in a choked voice, her lips quivering, tears streaming down her cheeks incessantly.

Nayra continued to cry until she felt tired herself, her tears even stopped flowing by themselves as if they were already dry. After feeling better, Nayra went back up to the room.

Nayra saw a bloodstain on the bed sheet, she covered it with a blanket. After that, he tried to sleep by turning his back on Raka.

When it was morning, Nayra woke up first from Raka, because her sleep was not good. "Raka?" Nayra shook the man's shoulder. "Wake up, it's morning" said Nayra, confirming that her bloodstains were still covered.

Raka squirmed lazily, slowly he opened his eyes and the first thing he saw was Nayra's puffy face. "Good morning, dear," said Raka in a hoarse voice.

"Mandi gih!" exclaimed Nayra, she tried to avoid Raka's gaze.

"Brake together, yuk!" invite Raka but Nayra immediately rejected it.

"No, you want to take a shower first" he refused. Raka yawned widely, once again he wriggled before finally Raka rushed to the bathroom.

That chance Nayra used to replace her bedsheet with a new one, even Nayra immediately went to wash the stained bedsheet.

Nayra came back to tears while washing the bedsheets that bore witness to her illicit relationship with Raka. "Your satisfaction, Naura!" nayra growled amidst sobs that sounded bitter.

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