Rafa And Fatar

Chapter 26.

Lilis was silent at William's question. William took a serious look at Lilis's face. There is tension and doubt clearly visible.

“Why Lis?” William asked Lillis. He hoped that this time Lilis would want to say it.

Rafa who heard also spoke.

“Ma... Who are Papa Bladder Rafa and Fatar?” Rafa's tiny face asked innocently.

“Iya Ma... Whose papa are we?”Fatar asked too.

Lilis is so cornered. He worries. But three people looked towards him. He wanted to close the story. Didn't want to say it to anyone other than Tania. Only Tania knows everything.

“Rafa.. Fatar Lilis looked towards her Son and Daughter.

“No idea Ma” Rafa shook his head.

“Emang why Ma?” Fatar was curious.

William remained silent while waiting for Lilis to speak.

“Rafa and Fatar were given the name because it was the beginning of Mama to meet Papa you boys.” Lilis clasped the end of her clothes tightly.

“Oh... so the name Rafa and fatar start from Mama and Papa.” Rafa.

“Kok can be Ma...” Ask Fatar back.

“Because of Mama's encounter and Mama's farewell because of the name son. Because of the incident with your Papa, Mama gave your names Rafa and Fatar. But your last name uses the name of the Mama family namely Hartono.”

“Ma...we still do not understand” Rafa is a bit confused.

“Iya Ma... and then who is our Papa?” Fatar actually knew. But I want to hear his mother's confession. So is Rafa. He also knew Om Yudha in disguise was William Smith and Papa their birth. But he wanted to know the story of Papa and his mother. And why did his mother not know their biological Papa who is now in front of his own mother.

Lilis was still silent. He must string together words that his children can easily understand.

William saw Lilis' anxiety and Lilis's difficulty in dealing with her children.

“Already... Rafa and Fatar are done?” William distracts the twins.

“Already Pa.. Papa wants to check.”

“Check got me too ya Pa..”

Rafa showed his work, and so did Fatar. William smiled.

“Good... You two are indeed good at.” Praise William.

Rafa and fatar are so happy.

“Then sleep yes... it's night.”

“Good..”.

The twins were very obedient to William. The twins went to her room to sleep.

Lilis who is still in the guest room can only daydream. William is approaching.

“Why Dear? Still thinking that one. If you are not ready, you are already. Next time's” William's staring softly at Lilis.

“Not so. It's just that I'm confused to convey to the kids.”

“You mean?”

Lilis finally intended to come clean to William. He thinks William should know because he and William are in a relationship.

“Yud... You might be surprised to hear it.”.

“Tell me. I'm not gonna be anything”

“You sure”

“Iya”

Lilis saw Yudha (William) who was so sure. He finally told me.

“I used to be raped by people I didn't know. It happened a long time ago. Wenny took me to the nightclub. He set me up by getting me drunk and leaving me alone. I didn't think I'd met a man. He saw me fighting and shooting a stranger. I took him and held him captive. Then he raped me.”

“..” William just kept listening.

“I don't remember the Man's face at all. Because I was drunk. Half conscious. My view is vague. All I know is he claimed to be named Fatar. And I lied to him. I'm claiming to be Rafa. I don't want him looking for me or knowing who I really am. So I lied to her by mentioning my name Rafa” Lilis sighed.

“After that I ran away without knowing who that guy was. My parents were very angry and disappointed that I had been raped. Then I got pregnant. And I was kicked out of the house. I lived a difficult life during my pregnancy. Thank goodness Tania was beside me and Dimas. Then I gave birth to my twins whom I named Rafa and Fatar. I don't know why I gave that name to my son. Maybe because of that incident that's why I got the twins so kunamai twins Rafa and Fatar.”

Lilis sees Yudha (William). Still without Yudha's face.

“My father rejected his grandson. Suggest me an abortion. But I refused. Because no matter what the result of rape, the child in my stomach is my own flesh and blood. Not until my heart wipes it out. Thank God I didn't follow my father's wishes. Now the twins are growing up healthy and smart. I'm grateful to have Rafa and Fatar. Although my life is difficult but when I see my children, I am very happy. So if you can't accept me after everything I've told you, I won't be anything.” Lilis bowed her head. He thought, maybe Yudha no longer wants to be with him.

“Who says I don't want to be with you.” William smiled.

After the serious and expressionless face that Lilis saw continued on Yudha's face, only then was this smile seen on Yudha's face.

“You mean?” Lilis.

“I love you Lis. And I will still love you” William smiled gently to Lilis

Lilis shed her tears.

“You've suffered a lot Lis... I'm sorry” William told Lilis.

“Why are you sorry. I'm grateful that you still love me.” Lilis has shed a lot of tears.

William gently rubbed Lilis' face and wiped away her tears. He hugged Lilis tightly.

“Don't be sad dear. I'm already here. Sorry I came late.” William's whisper to Lilis' ear.

Lilis hugged William and buried her face into the chest of William's field. Spilling all the things he had long been holding back. William hugged tightly. He felt guilty for all of Lilis's suffering. He stroked Lilis' hair gently.

And the song from the lyrics of Park Jang Hyun's song – Love Is Feeling also began to flow to accompany the atmosphere of Lilis and William.

Love is feeling geudaereul cheoeum bon sunggan Love is feeling

sigani meomchun deut geudaewa hamkke sarathago wonhaetjyo

Love is my pain sarangeul deohalsurok Love is my pain

sesangi jiltuhae geudaeran sarameul apeuge haeyo

naega sumeul swige haneun saram simjang gipi saegin saram hanaimnida

naui nunmul soge saneun saram gaseumsoge sumgin saram hanaimnida

geudae hanaimnida

geudael saranghamnida

naega itji motal sarangiyeo haengbokhaetdeon sarangiyeo

Love is love is love is love is feeling

Love is my heart meomchul su eomneun hive Love is my heart

jidokhan seulpeumdo uriui sarangeul mageul su eobtjyo

naega sumeul swige haneun saram simjang gipi saegin saram hanaimnida

naui nunmul soge saneun saram gaseumsoge sumgin saram hanaimnida

naui sojunghan sarangeul sarangeul allyeojun saram geudaeimnida.

o~ naui meori soge bakhin saram gieok soge saneun saram geudaemnida

geudae hanaimnida

geudael saranghamnida

naega itji motal sarangiyeo haengbokhaetdeon sarangiyeo

Love is love is love is love is feeling

Love is feeling

　

Seriate....