Queen But a Concubine

Chapter 38 Conscious feelings

Five months since Han and the twins' departure, Yudha's family and Hana's family's lives have remained well-preserved..

No hate, no anger or anything.. There is only hatred for Yudha..

Everything that concerns Yudha they do not care about, the same thing with the present situation..

It's been two months that mom woke up from her coma, not wanting to socialize anymore and even locked herself in her castle..

Mama deliberately as a form of punishing herself for not being able to take care of Hana and her grandchildren until they leave as if lost in the swallow of the earth..

Trong.. Trong.. Trong..

Mama's cell phone..

"Who is this who from earlier called only" asked the mother to papa..

"Well, you don't know anything else" replied Papa while busy with his phone..

"You want to know well answered Pah, old uda also mas must be told" said mama..

"Whose cell phone is it?" ask papa..

"What is a husband man, so if this matter should papa who intervenes, if the phone call pervert how?" my mother started to bleed..

"You don't have to answer if you don't want to know" break up papa and then go to the bathroom..

"Yuk Mah shower the same" did not forget to take his wife..

" Mama uda shower, papa bathe himself there do not need to be spoiled, old uda too" continued mama..

Mama's phone still reads, inevitably must be answered who knows important, thought mama..

"Who is this?" ask mama..

"This mama Yudha called using her number Stella, just want to give info if mom and dad want to have more grandchildren because Stella has given birth" said Yudha quickly afraid to hunt on her phone..

"I'm sorry, I don't know anyone named Yudha or Stella" she replied, hanging up and not talking to her husband..

"Troubt it" said the mother then went outside to enjoy the afternoon..

"Mbok please make two teas and cakes that we have made" said the mother then stepped into her flower garden..

"Mah. mah again daydreaming what the hell until not realising if papa has been sitting next to him" asked papa..

"Mama kangen Hana and the twins" while shedding tears..

"Papa also intervened to help Cariin Hana and our grandson Pah" urged the mother..

"Yes Mah, this is papa again trying to find them with the help of experts but there is no result" said papa again..

After the talk of Hana and their granddaughter, papa and mama enjoy the afternoon with cake and tea..

Elsewhere, in the hospital..

A woman is struggling to bear a child and her husband is waiting anxiously..

Oek.. Oek.

There was the sound of a baby daei in the delivery room before a doctor came out..

"Welcome, sir, Yudha, your wife has given birth and the darkness of her father's daughter, please come in to prosecute the father's son" said the doctor and left in front of Yudha..

Then Yudha went in and saw her baby daughter who looked like Stella..

"Dad, look at our son.. Beautiful looks like me really" said Stella proudly who had given a child to Yudha in hopes of turning Yudha's mind to Hana and their child..

Not answering Stella's words, Yudha immediately carried her son and then persecuted him..

"Already Mom"..

" Trus how they respond. They want to come see their grandchildren right" asked Stella sure because she had given birth..

"Mama said she didn't know me" Yudha was sad..

"Kok mama you can be kayak gini anyway, this is their granddaughter their flesh blood as well, the time does not want to be seen" Stella emotion for the response of Yudha's parents..

"It's their right to admit us or not, don't force if you keep forcing them to hate us"..

" But you are their only son in the family of Emperor Prayoga" said Stella fiery did not accept her and her son was not considered Prayoga family..

"It's appropriate that they behave this way because I make them hurt and disappointed" Yudha explained..

Their conversation came to a halt as the sisters brought our son in and moved Stella to a more comfortable nursery..

The news of the birth of Yudha and Stella's baby was known to the Hana family and Yudha's extended family, but no one responded even to salvation..

Only the Son came to bring gifts for the son of Yudha..

"Hi I entered well" said the Son without saying hello..

"It makes the child loe, but I can not be long yes bro I unplug it first" said the son who immediately saying goodbye..

"Sit down first cake or stale base, it's just go home" Yudha said..

But keep bringing the Son to the door..

"You seem to have gone too far to keep your distance, I do not know what my faults and sins are to you" said Yudha sadly..

"You who have gone too far for us to hold onto the road well, you are too lulled by what is now"..

" Loe has two wives but unfairly, loe's first wife is hurt but loe no matter what the hell binds her to this unhealthy marriage"..

"Now you have another child, believe me if you are going to eat twins loe" ..

"I know you're also hurt because without you realizing you've fallen in love with Hana, right?"..

" Keep on living and living your life with your pain and love for Hana, so just consider this your karma Yudha"..

Said the Son specifically for Yudha so that he realized his attitude while walking toward the elevator pinntu to return home..

After Putra left, Yudha sat in a special chair waiting for the patient while holding her aching head thinking about the problems that were happening to her..

"*Na, I'm happy, I'm glad many love and love you especially my family who are willing to break the relationship of children and parents because of your departure"..

" But Na, why doesn't anyone ask "do I love you", why doesn't anyone ask me what it's like to live in you"..

" This is not about Na's son, but about my feelings, about my heart, how hurt I am, how I am the one you are staying away*"..

Yudha daydreamed in the hospital hallway thinking about her fate, Hana and her twin children and suddenly Yudha cried sadly..

Without Yudha knowing that Stella saw the sadness and sorrow that Yudha hid while with Stella..

That's what Yudha is doing now if she's not with Stella..

Yudha with his own world, Yudha did not want to say sick and sad and miss Hana..

"Yudha, I beg you not to waver in your love for me" Stella muttered..

"Hana come back and we find a way out, don't hide like this, I'm really tormented"..

Seriate...