
Once they were in Javier's apartment, Nadine immediately cleaned herself because it turned out there had been prepared clothes for him. Turns out Javier was moving pretty fast too.
"You done yet?" Ask Javier to Nadine.
"Well I'm done. You cook?" Asked Nadine astonished
"Yes I cook for you, aren't you hungry?" Javier asked as he served one meal at a table.
"Yes I'm so hungry, that man didn't feed me. Wasn't he a bitch." Nadine murmured, she started to get upset back when she remembered Alexander's behavior towards her.
"Now eat" Javier said, pulling up a chair for Nadine.
"Thank you." said Nadine
"This is a lot to eat" said Javier while giving a plate that has been filled with rice in it.
"What do you want? let me get it." Javier told Nadine.
"Take me everything, I'm not the picky type of food." said Nadine, her saliva almost dripped when she smelled the aroma that came out of Javier's cooking.
"This, eat a lot" said Javier after finishing filling Nadine's plate with all the dishes that have been cooked.
"You're not eating?" Nadine asked astonished that Javier had only seen her since.
"ah I'm going to eat too" said Javier clumsily, then he started filling his plate with food as well.
The two people began to eat solemnly without any conversation at all. Seeing Nadine eating voraciously is a joy in itself for Javier, he is happy that his cooking is liked by the woman he loves so much. Although Nadine can not return her love but it is not a problem. Javier will always protect Nadine from afar and will always treat her well. Doesn't love not have to have, as long as it can see the loved one happy it is more than enough.
"Here drink." said Javier then poured a glass of water on Nadine.
"I'm sorry I didn't make you juice, I haven't bought any fruit" Javier said with a warm smile.
"It's okay, your cooking is so good. Even better than my cooking and kelaya. If you open a restaurant and you become the chef. Your restaurant customers will be very crowded. The woman who becomes your wife will one day be very lucky" Nadine said, rubbing her lips with a tissue. Nadine felt very full, this was the most delicious food she had ever eaten. It seems like from today he will come often to cut down on the meal in Javier's apartment.
"I'm not getting married, because I'm not interested in the women out there" Javier said, staring into Nadine's eyes. Nadine was indeed an insensitive person, so she relaxed.
"I'll only get married if you want to be my wife Nadine" Javier said.
"Javier, may I know why you hate women so much that there's a lot of gossip out there saying you're gay?" Nadine asked curiously, actually her lips had been itching to ask but at that time they were not close. Wouldn't it be strange if he asked personal things while they were only strangers.
"When I was 7 years old I was abused by a woman. She was my mother's half-sister, the woman had a sexual disorder on her. She made me her sexual doll, I complained to my mother. But my mother doesn't trust me. Because my mother trusted her brother too much, until she finally saw with her own eyes when the brother she loved so much raped me who was then 10 years old. That woman made me her doll for 3 years, I certainly fought back. But what can a 7 to 10-year-old do. Especially at that time I did not have the provision of martial arts in me at all. At that time I was just a weak child, different from my older brother." Javier said as he squeezed his own hand. His heart was always sick and angry when he remembered the dark event.
"Then what happened to that woman?" Ask Nadine
"He was in prison for 20 years, actually at that time my father wanted to sue the woman to be in prison for life. But my mother pleaded with my father that his sister's punishment was not too burdensome because after all the woman was still his sister" Javier said, clenching his hands until his knuckles turned white.
Not feeling the heart to see his best friend crying, Nadine immediately stood up and stepped closer to Javier. In the arms of Javier's body into his arms.
"It's okay, now if any woman bothers you just report it to me. I'll give him the calculation." Nadine said as she stroked Javier's back. Nadine knows how it feels to be abused and raped because she also experienced it when she was a child, which is why Nadine is afraid to commit to men to this day.
"Do you know, that woman sliced my nipples with a knife. You know it hurts so much, I even cried for mercy back then. But he didn't let me go. He also likes to draw on my body with hot needles to my body in the burns. I cry every time I shower. At that time I wanted to complain to my father but my father was too busy working, he often went abroad with my mother. While my older brother went to boarding school. It's just me, pinned on the demon woman." Javier said as he sobbed in Nadine's arms. Hearing the roaring cry of his best friend made Nadine's heart also hurt. He knows how it feels to be harassed but has nowhere to tell.
"Look at this" Javier said, taking off his shirt.
"you can see it, all the traces of violence committed by the woman imprinted perfectly. I'm sometimes disgusted at the sight of all these scars. You know from then on that even mine never woke up, said the guy usually belongs to the guy will wake up in the morning but mine keep sleeping. I actually wanted a consultation about this but I feel very embarrassed. You know this is also one of the reasons I never take my shirt off even in the presence of all my friends and subordinates. I'm afraid they'll disgust me, can you not tell anyone this?" Ask Javier to Nadine.
"Don't cry jav, everything will be fine and never say that your body is disgusting. You still look**** especially with your checkered stomach" said Nadine again hugging the poor man. Nadine never thought that a man like Javier turned out to have the same fate as him.
"really? You're not disgusted to see all these scars?" Ask Javier worried
"No, why should I be disgusted."
"Javier, if you want to seek treatment for your not standing, I'll accompany you. We can consult privately. Everything will be fine, I will always be supportive and by your side." Entertain Nadine.
"Um actually now that mine is starting to wake up, I think she's cured now." great-granddaughter Javier, she felt embarrassed when she said that. Especially if Nadine knows that currently hers is starting to react because of their position which is currently quite intimate.
"But he only reacts if it's near you." Javier continued inwardly, there's no way he would have said that to Nadine. He could have been killed by this beautiful woman in front of him.
"Is he really healed?" asked Nadine enthusiastically. Nadine is happy for her best friend.
"What about your aunt? if he's been in prison for 20 years shouldn't he be free now?" nadine asked as she wiped javier's tears
"Yes, he has been free since 5 years ago.You know for yourself I am 35 years old" Javier said with a wry smile.
"where is he now?"
"She was married 2 years ago and followed her husband in Paris. Ever since she was free, I've never met her" Javier said
"Would you have met him if you'd still been scared?" Ask Nadine carefully.
Hearing Nadine Javier's question just fell silent, her hands clenched tightly.
Seeing the reaction of her friend's body stiffened like that, Nadine finally knew the answer to her question tampa had to be answered again.
"I'll protect you when he comes, I promise." Nadine said with a smile.
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