Pursuing the Wrong Love

episode 83

"No. I'm sorry, please forgive me." said Dita, who was lying in a hospital gurney with her eyes closed.

After delivering Dita to the hospital, Qenan did not immediately return to his home but he continued to wait for Dita outside the room because Dita had not been conscious since, Qenan could not bear to leave Dita alone in the hospital.

Hearing Dita's voice made Qenan return to the room where Dita was. Qenan's gaze was still focused on Dita's hand which attached infusions and scars that filled her hand.

"We, are you awake?" ask Qenan gently.

"I-i'm where?" Tanya Dita looked around.

"You were in the hospital, you passed out in the toilet. What the hell happened to you?" Obviously Qenan was sitting next to the gurney.

We were silent for a moment, remembering the incident a few hours ago. But he could not immediately remember the events that had happened to him.

"Akh. My head hurts a lot." Rintih Dita held her head.

"Here you go, you better rest first. I'll be back in the morning, I'll ask your family's phone number to accompany you here." Qenan said taking the phone out of his suit pocket.

Returning silent, he was confused who to contact.

"I live alone, sir. But maybe I'll just call my friend to be with me tonight." Said Dita staring at the ceiling of the hospital room.

"Friends? you mean the young man who drove you home this afternoon?" Tanya Qenan scrunched her forehead.

Dita just nodded her head, it seemed that Qenan would not accept if Dita was accompanied by a man other than herself. Qenan put his phone back in his pocket and folded his hands together, sitting next to Dita, looking very upset.

Seeing the behavior of his boss Dita was confused, he slowly woke up and looked for where his phone was.

"Did you see my phone?" Tanya Dita was still holding her head while looking around her.

"Why are you looking for a cell phone, you've gone to sleep. I will accompany you here." replied Qenan in a high tone.

"Sorry sir, but I don't want to trouble you" said Dita lowered her head.

Qenan went to the sofa in the room and laid down his body without answering Dita's words. Seeing his boss' attitude, Dita felt bad, he still sat on the gurney and could not close his eyes.

"Hurry to sleep so that you recover quickly, a lot of work that you leave in the office. If you don't, I'll find a new secretary to replace you." Said Qenan lying on the sofa with his eyes closed and hands as his pillow.

Upon hearing this, Dita immediately broke down her body and allowed the blanket to close her eyes, without saying anything more.

"Based on the stupid girl." muttered Qenan smilingly looking at Dita who had closed her eyes.

That night Qenan found it difficult to sleep, he got up from the sofa and walked towards the gurney where Dita was asleep. Seeing Dita's hand filled with scars, her heart ached at the pain of how painful Dita's hand was when she received the wound.

"He was a victim of violence in his family until he ran away, then lived in this city alone." muttered Qenan sitting next to Dita who was sleeping fast because of the effects of the drugs he drank.

The quiet atmosphere of the room and the fatigue that Qenan felt made him sleepy, he unwittingly fell asleep while sitting with his head beside Dita's hands.

Even a long night they went through both, until the sound of the nurse who would give Dita food woke Qenan from her beautiful dream.

"Why am I here?" Qenan asked confusedly found herself sleeping in a sitting position next to Dita's hand.

"You... Ah come on, quickly eat and take medicine to heal quickly. You have a lot of work." Excited Qenan then left Dita and the nurse in the room.

Dita and the nurse threw a smile at each other as they looked at Qenan's expression that was holding back the shame.

While at Qenan's residence, Rani is worried about her only son not coming home all night. Bu Rani is afraid that Qenan will be devastated by Asty's departure and will do the same when betrayed by Lusy.

Several times he contacted Qenan, but he did not answer Rani's call. Until finally Qenan was surprised when he just checked his phone, there were dozens of missed calls from Rani's mother.

Qenan deliberately did not give a tone to his phone so as not to disturb Dita's rest, immediately he contacted Rani's mother back so as not to worry about her.

"Where are you, why is my phone not picked up" said Rani immediately scolded Qenan when she just answered a call from Qenan.

"Mama calm down first, later his high blood. I'm in the hospital, Semalem Dita passed out in the toilet. He doesn't have a family, so I'm the one who's keeping him." Obviously Qenan was sitting in the hospital canteen.

Ms. Rani breathed a little relieved to hear Qenan was fine, then she decided to go to the hospital to visit Dita. Bu Rani likes Dita because she feels there is a lot in common with Asty.

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On the morning of the same day, Vian was sitting in front of the dining table. Staring at her favorite peanut butter bun lethargic, feeling that a part of her was missing.

His love for Asty is still left even though he has dated many women, but only Asty is in his heart.

First love is hard to forget even when it is gone. Nothing could replace Asty in her heart, even though many girls were more dazzling than Asty.

No matter how hard he tried to forget Asty, still in the end he missed the figure of Asty who became his first love.

"I feel like I want to go with you." Vian said taking out a knife that was on the dining table.

Vian prepares to stick the knife into his stomach, lucky Kiara comes at the right time.

"You're not supposed to do this disgusting thing, bang." Kiara took the knife in Vian's hand.

"Lantas, what should I do now, huh?" Vian asked up from his seat.

"Pick what you like." Kiara threw some pictures of the beautiful girl on the dining table.

Vian was silent, not one bit staring at the row of photos of the beautiful girl Kiara choice.

"Come on, brother. You should be able to move on, at least slowly you should start your efforts to build your new life. You have everything, you can make your own happiness even without him. Maybe he's happy now, why are you still lamenting? Come on bang." Kiara continues to persuade Vian to rise from his slump.

Hearing his sister's words, Vian returned to his seat and stared one by one at the girls in a line of photos Kiara gave him.

Until his eyes stopped on one photo of a long-haired girl with wavy, beautiful eyes and a smile that was so tempting.

Vian handed Kiara a picture of the girl without saying anything then went to her office leaving Kiara alone at the dinner table.

Kiara grabbed the photo from her brother's hand, stared from head to toe and then turned the photo over, which contained a bit of bio.

"Gisel.." said Kiara after reading the writing behind the photo.