Pursuing the Love of a New Widower

Not finding a solution

After Aileen slept, Sandra went into the room where Daven was there. As always, Daven is busy with his laptop and work. Not wanting to interfere, Sandra chose to sit in front of Daven. There was actually something Sandra wanted to discuss with the man. As Aleera said this afternoon, the problems in the Sandra and Daven household must be resolved immediately. Yeah, Sandra's gonna try to finish it.

Daven who realized that Sandra was looking at him, then stopped the activity he was doing. Daven put his laptop on the table.

"What's wrong? Anybody want you to talk to me?" Daven asked Sandra.

It turns out Daven was immediately sensitized that Sandra wanted to talk to him.

"Yes, there's something I want to talk to Bang Cio about." Answer Sandra. "About the child." Added again.

Hearing that, Daven immediately sighed. Actually Daven doesn't like the discussion about this. But Daven chose not to tell Sandra.

"What's wrong with the kid?" Daven asked trying to keep looking calm.

"Honestly until now I don't understand why Bang Cio doesn't want to have any more children than me. Can Bang Cio please explain why?" Ask Sandra to Daven.

Highlight Sandra's eyes clearly exuded that she was in great need and also demanded certainty from Daven's explanation. The brave and decisive soul that Radit's father put down seems to be showing up to Sandra.

"There's no real reason. I just don't want to, that's all." Answer Daven.

That answer was certainly not the answer Sandra wanted. Sandra wanted a clear explanation.

"Bang Cio lied. The real bang. We are husband and wife. There is nothing wrong with being open to each other. I know that the reason Bang Cio doesn't want to have any more children isn't without reason." Sandra. Sandra took a breath before continuing her sentence "Bang Cio doesn't want to have any more children. Bang Cio just didn't want me to get pregnant, did she?"

Daven himself was silent when he heard the series of sentences Sandra said. I don't know what Daven is thinking.

"Bang Cio was traumatized by the pregnancy because Larisa's sister died after giving birth to Aileen right?" Sandra was straight to the point.

It is seen that Daven's face immediately hardened when he heard Sandra's words. His eyes radiated an angry look, scared as well as sad. Yeah, Sandra could see it all in Daven's eyes. Suddenly Sandra felt evil as soon as she saw the expression on Daven's face that looked like someone was holding something back.

"Not." Daven answered briefly.

Sandra knew that again Daven was lying. And now even though Sandra couldn't bear to continue this conversation, Sandra had to. This problem they must solve immediately.

"All I know is that's why Bang Cio doesn't want me to get pregnant." Sandra said in a soft tone. "But you should know, not all women who give birth will end up dying like Kak Larisa. For example Mama Laras and Aleera, they even gave birth to more than one child at the same time, and they survived until now, it is because of their destiny to have a long life. And as for Sister Larisa, I understand how sad Bang Cio was when Kak Larisa had to die from childbirth. But it has indeed become the destiny of Larisa, Bang. Even if at that time Brother Larisa did not conceive Aileen, if God had set the age of Brother Larisa only until then, then Sister Larisa will also still die even though in a different way. Ab..." Sandra's speech came to a halt as Daven cut her off.

"What's the conclusion? Do you want to have another child or do you want to get pregnant?" Daven asked in a flat voice.

Sandra was silent for a moment, too surprised by the question Daven suddenly asked her.

"I want to have children, and it is undeniable that I also want to feel pregnant and give birth to a child that I own." Answer Sandra.

Hearing that Daven sighed.

"If you want to have another child, we can adopt. But if you want to get pregnant, I won't allow it." Daven. "I think we've had enough of our conversation here. I don't want to discuss this anymore."

After saying that Daven immediately went up to the bed leaving Sandra who was still sitting on the sofa alone.

Sandra who saw that could only shut up. Daven's speech was the final of their conversation. Again, there is no solution to this discussion. Daven still dodges and doesn't want to tell Sandra. But even so, Sandra had already found the answer. Yeah, that's right. As Aleera said, Daven did have the trauma of pregnancy and childbirth. Daven doesn't want Sandra to get pregnant because he doesn't want Sandra to experience the same thing as Larisa.

Sandra got off the couch, then went up to the bed. Sandra boldly hugged Daven's body from behind.

As before, Daven chose to remain silent. He did not respond to Sandra's words. And now the two are just silent with Sandra's position still hugging Daven from behind.

Daven could not close his eyes at all. His mind was still fixed with the discussion that he and Sandra had done.

Unable to keep quiet like this, Daven decided to head out to the balcony. Daven stepped out carefully so Sandra wouldn't wake up either.

Once on the balcony, Daven closed the door. Daven's goal is to smoke, and he doesn't want the smoke to get into the room and disrupt Sandra's sleep.

"*True... You are right Sandra. I'm traumatized. I don't want you to get pregnant because I don't want you to be the same fate as Larisa. I don't want you to leave me and risk your life just for giving birth to my child. I don't need any of that, Sandra. Aileen's presence was more than enough. I no longer want to feel the same suffering that his name left behind. I don't want Sandra." Daven said in his heart. "Can't you realize that I'm doing this because I love you?" Again, that phrase is only spoken in Daven*'s heart*.

Meanwhile, without Daven knowing when he got out of bed, Sandra also woke up. And now Sandra is standing behind the window looking at Daven who is smoking his cigarette.

"You really need Bang's help. You need someone to help you get rid of that trauma." Sandra said softly.

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*Daven is still a stone-headed man🤣*

**And yes**, *Daven is still not aware that what she is doing is one day boomerang for the future*.🙃

*Don't forget his criticism and suggestions 😍*

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