Pursuing the CEO

12. a fear

"Hm? Come on Jun Hao, you're an adult but you want the rights that children should get? Jun Hao, you really are," said Lin Lin as he chuckled softly.

Xie Jun Hao who heard that became even more sullen. But knowing that this was not the right time to indulge together with his wife, Xie Jun Hao immediately kept silent and looked at Xie Yu Ra with an envious gaze.

Xie Yu Ra again laughed at his father who was like that. In the depths of his heart, Xie Yu Ra hoped that his family would continue to be this harmonious forever.

Unfortunately Xie Yu Ra did not know that his expectations would not come true because Lin Lin would soon leave from there. Lin Lin was going to leave from the modern world it left everyone in the ancient world.

Lin Lin himself had no intention of telling the news that he would soon die to his entire family, even including Xie Jun Hao.

At least not for now. Because Lin Lin knew, if Lin Lin was to tell them now, then it would be more difficult to remove himself.

Lin Lin didn't want her whole family to be sad when she heard the news that she was going to die that fast. Hence Lin Lin pretended that he would be fine until he had completely reached the end of his life.

"Oh yeah, mom, don't you want to eat? I'm going to go find a waiter to bring mom some food" said Xie Yu Ra, quickly exiting the room and disappearing from the room.

Xie Jun Hao sighed, at least his daughter was a little sensitive to her circumstances. Xie Jun Hao did indeed want to spend time alone with Lin Lin more due to feeling a bad premonition.

If only Xie Jun Hao had known that his bad premonition would indeed have happened, Xie Jun Hao would have locked himself and Lin Lin together in order to spend time together.

Lin Lin smilingly looked at Xie Jun Hao then closed his eyes. Xie Jun Hao continued to stare at Lin Lin even as if the current Xie Jun Hao did not blink out of fear if he blinked then Lin Lin would disappear from his presence.

Xie Jun Hao continued to stare at Lin Lin while Lin Lin kept his eyes closed. There was a reason why Lin Lin instead of returning Xie Jun Hao's gaze and instead closed his eyes and did not look at Xie Jun Hao.

The reason for that was because Lin Lin couldn't look at Xie Jun Hao. Lin Lin was afraid that if he looked at the figure he loved, Lin Lin would become weak then cry.

Lin Lin didn't want everyone she cared about knowing the fact that she was about to die. Lin Lin did not want them all to grieve with his departure that had not even come.

Hence Lin Lin only continued to close his eyes without a care Xie Jun Hao continued to stare at him until he did not blink.

"Lin Lin," called Xie Jun Hao in a hoarse voice.

Lin Lin replied with a mutter asking without opening her eyes in the slightest because she was indeed not strong to stare at Xie Jun Hao.

"Lin Lin, I have a bad feeling. I was scared," Xie Jun Hao said suddenly just hugged Lin Lin tightly.

Lin Lin was surprised. Lin Lin's eyes this time opened wide as he found that the man he loved had embraced him very tightly.

Lin Lin slowly returned Xie Jun Hao's embrace. His eyes glazed like clouds and rain as if ready to fall in one command.

Lin Lin silently did not reply to the words from Xie Jun Hao because he knew that Xie Jun Hao actually currently only wanted to be heard instead of reciprocated.

"I dreamt you were leaving me" Xie Jun Hao said.

This time Xie Jun Hao waited for a reply from Lin Lin. Unfortunately Lin Lin herself did not reply to anything because her tears had fallen from her eyelids.

Lin Lin cried in silence, trying his best not to sob. Xie Jun Hao continued to just hug Lin Lin feeling scared if Lin Lin really left.

"Lin Lin, do you know how scared I was in that dream? So don't go, don't ever leave without my permission. Do you understand?" xie Jun Hao said, He also could not help but cry.

Although he was a man and also a father of three children, Xie Jun Hao still could not help but cry from the fear of loss.

Crying is natural, no one ever cries. Men can cry, not just women.

Xie Jun Hao knew that crying might make him look weak. But in front of the person he loved, Xie Jun Hao did not mind looking weak so that Lin Lin would not leave him.

Lin Lin had almost sobbed if he did not hold back. Lin Lin immediately just wiped away the tears that were dripping on her cheeks then opened her mouth to speak.

"Jun Hao, in the end everyone will leave. Every meeting there must be a farewell," Lin Lin said in a hoarse voice.

Xie Jun Hao shook his head quickly, "I don't care about that Lin Lin. You know best, I don't want to be separated from you."

Lin Lin held back her cries as strongly as possible so as not to make Xie Jun Hao realize that he was crying.

"Jun Hao, you must know and you must remember that, in every meeting there must be something called farewell. That's destiny, he likes to play tricks on others," Lin said after uttering it biting his lips to hold back his sobbing.

Xie Jun Hao again shook his head, "Then I will fight against fate in order to be with you forever."

Lin Lin once again shed his tears, "Destiny cannot be resisted, Jun Hao. You and I will eventually leave. Either I'm the first to leave, or you're the first to leave me."

Lin Lin this time felt very guilty for having said such a thing. Though he already knew that it was obvious that he was the one who would go first than Xie Jun Hao.

But Lin Lin could still say that just to calm Xie Jun Hao down.

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So want to make sad end of WKWKWK.