Pursuing Love Ustazah Khanza

Adam and Khanza.

At Bagaskara Mansion, Adam was sitting with a huff on the sofa after Umm Nabil let him. Her eyes kept on the second floor, which she knew Khanza's room was there. Adam waited uncertainly, he was not sure Khanza would meet him, although Umm Nabil had already said that Khanza would come down.

Adam rubbed his face violently, it felt like he wanted to go upstairs and immediately meet, Khanza. But, he did not want to be rash anymore, Khanza's anger yesterday was enough to make him aware to keep his attitude.

When he heard the sound of stomping feet on the stairs, Adam immediately saw him. He immediately displayed a relieved smile, though still feeling guilty for seeing the look on Khanza's face that looked flat and did not look at him at all.

Adam stands when Khanza is now standing in front of him with a considerable distance.

"Khanza I-" Adam's words came to a halt as well as his steps, as Khanza raised his hand not to keep Adam standing in his place.

"We'll talk in the park" Khanza said. And Adam just nodded.

At the park, Khanza told Adam to sit on a long bench. He himself chose to stand up.

Adam seemed to wander inwardly, afraid that their conversation would be heard.

"Speak, here no one will eavesdrop. Because people here value the privacy of others" Khanza said, making Adam nod.

"Khanza, I just want to apologize for last night. I really didn't accidentally, I'm kilaf!" adam said full of hope and regret.

Khanza glared, then straightened out his gaze again "Why are you sorry? Have you felt sorry?" ask Khanza.

Khanza smiled cynically, "Didn't I say that you will regret it last night, but you deny it. And now why did you come here and say you're sorry?" khanza asked that made Adam shut up.

"Sorry, but--"

"There is nothing to forgive or explain. If it's done, then I'll go back to the room" Khanza cut off so quickly. He was about to step up, but a call from Adam made his return stop.

"Khanza wait!" stop Adam, he wants to reach Khanza's hand, but it just hangs in the air, because he came to Bagaskara Mansion to apologize, not to irritate Khanza even more "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, please don't be like this. I just want you to understand if I love you!" lirih Adam's.

Khanza took a deep breath of "Your age is still very young to express that feeling. You still can't be sure it's love or just curious, and you can't tell whether it's love or lust. Because in essence love will not force and know how to appreciate loved ones," Khanza closed his eyes again "Your future is still long, Dam. You don't deserve to say that to me, because I already consider you like my sister. I'm a lot older than you, there are still women more comparable to you" Khanza said. He could no longer hear Adam's words of love.

Adam shook his head quickly "I really love you not out of curiosity or out of lust. I also don't need to be comparable to me if the one older than me already fits me very well!" adam's talk was hard.

Khanza shook his head "You're still very unstable, Dam. Later if you are an adult, you will understand if your feelings may only be amazed" elak Khanza again.

"What do I need to do to make you believe me?" ask Adam with confidence.

"Forget your race for me, learn what is right, prove if you are able to become a man worthy of being a priest to your future master. Make your parents' wishes come true, I think it's more beneficial for you!" khanza Tukas. Without waiting for Adam to answer again, Khanza immediately went from Adam's presence.

~Connected.