
...What hurts more than a broken heart?...
...Answer: Running out of packages, but no money....
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Nadia was silent for a moment, then she picked up her drinking glass. “You ... maksiat ... at home?” Every word he spoke was disjointed and full of suspicion.
If a situation like this is a scene from a soap opera, there must have been a tense musical accompaniment. However, in this house only silence followed by the beat of a large clock displayed in the living room, which is not far from the dining room and kitchen. Only separate walls and access doors.
She did not know what to react to, so she looked at her mother blankly. “Kok Mama said that, anyway?”
“Loh, didn't Kaka say something broke? Where he looks at you, Dek,” he replied. “Kaka's face is also trapped. Are you guys really at home? Or maybe you secretly consume drugs?”
“Mama, ih!”
Nadia chuckles. Even so, his voice was bland. “Mama know kok.” Staring at his two children with his dark eyes. “He came here, right? He came and brought the woman here? What did he bring you guys?”
Revano knew this would be an uncomfortable topic, but that was not the main point, but rather Chey's state. In addition to the weak girl's circumstances, Revano tries to ease the burden of Chey's mind against his own mistakes that have destroyed something.
However, it was also Salah Revano who was not at home and let Chey face the brash man alone in this house.
“Tante.” Revano feels guilty. “Sorry for not being able to take care of the house and make him carelessly come to this house. Especially Chey alone, Kaka apologized for neglecting to take care of Chey and make him ...”
“Adek almost said a hand again if not for the words of the aunt, Ma. If it wasn't for the aunt, today Adek wouldn't have ... Adek considered everything just because of the aunt's remark.”
Nadia buy. “In front Papa? Adek reckless to do it because of Papa or because of the presence of the woman?”
The sedu crying echoed in this minimalist family dining room.
The three of them were silent at the sound of his son almost stopping his own life.
Guilt crept up and produced crystal grains in his eyes.
“Everyone says Papa cheated, I think it's true even though Adek tried to deny the fact, but .. the aunt said that it's not true. Then why did Papa and Mama split?”
“The woman was lying! Udar clear dia—”
“Adek left home after successfully crushed Mama's favorite urn in front of them. After successfully hand lukain Adek.” His reddened eyes stared straight at Revano.
“And, Kaka lied about destroying something. Not him, but Adek. Adek destroyed the house and came to him after finishing the rampage, Ma.”
Nadia. “Planning many items missing from their place. Turns out there was a child who went berserk because of his own biological father.”
Revano couldn't breathe. He was instead charged with another problem, namely his cousin who was super troublesome, but he really loved the girl who was a few months apart with him.
Hence, he did not want if until Chey why-why. He would happily look after the girl yet what was this?
Chey's nickname, Cheryl Angitashwara, was as straightforward as it was after drowning in guilt and fear while complaining to him.
“Chey, you suck. Pantesan aja Kak Sean raise your hand to take care of you.”
Nadia chuckles. “Nyerah then?”
“Iya, Aunt. Can I raise my hand too? Can I back off with model Chey's brother?”
“No can!” Not the aunt, but her cousin answered.
Nadia divorce, “Udah. Let's not talk about it anymore, spend the food.”
After eating together, they sat together in the living room. Nadia hugged her daughter on the right side, while on the left side was a niece that she already considered like her own biological child.
Revano is engrossed in his cell phone even though the three residents of this house are gathering after two months apart.
“Mama apologizes for making Adek and Kaka in a difficult position, you are too young to deal with this, but Mama can what if this is the end?” revealed.
“Ngak what. We will be fine, and Adek will be cured,” he said with regret, “definitely this line is very sick.” He rubbed his daughter's left wrist with teary eyes.
Chey hugged his mother. He closed his eyes and inhaled the distinctive scent of his mother, vanilla. “It didn't hurt at first. Everything was a relief when the scratches ran out of the liquid, but after Adek realized .. after being treated with drugs, Adek only realized. Adek just realized that this line turns out to be as painful as it is, Ma.”
Revano who is busy with his world is disturbed. Tears welled up in her eyes, then she rubbed them harshly.
He immediately looked over with a feeling of pain in his heart. He hugged two cool women from the side with his flattened body. He loved the two great women who owned this house.
In addition, he also loved the Mother who was far from Arcamanik.
“Hahaha, your bundle is a lie! Kaka where dear mother Frisly,” sneer Chey, “Kaka it .. usually make Mother Frisly worried and dongkol.”
Nadia nudged her daughter's forehead. “Peach your greeting, Dek,” his remembrance, “Mother's speech is correct, Ka. Sesayang you to Mother until you also love your aunt and cousin this is like Kaka's affection to Mother.”
Revano scrunched his face, he denied it. Denying the alibi Nadia gave him. Because, Revano is just a shame and a source of worry about the mother.
“Then you don't take care of you, Kaka also usually makes Mother angry and worried. The proof is that Kaka returned to Kebon Hejo, Mommy is fine and even does not like the return of her child.”
“Curhat's the story?” Chey quipped. Even so, this girl put all her attention to the cousin.
“That day Kaka came home and tomorrow Papa came .. was Papa on purpose?” muttered.
He turned to Nadia with a glare that seemed guilty. “Bunda also said that Kaka does not love him anymore because Kaka who rarely visits Mother, and makes her worried. Kaka the biggest burden for Mother, yes, Aunt?”
Replace, now Nadia who scrunched her face. This woman understood with the objections that her little boy was hiding.
Nadia understands why Revano is willing to be ordered to move house, while she becomes the source of her brother-in-law's power.
Nadia felt guilty but she couldn't do much either. “Will you come back? Go back, it's all right here.”
Instead of being happy to get a chance to get back to his parents, Revano shook his head at the sign of rejection. “Cannot, Aunt.”
Nadia frowning. “Why can't you?”
“Then I have to be here until Sean comes back here. Until he succeeds and can make Aunt proud. Kaka also wants to do that for Mother and Father.”
Feeling hooked by this talk, Revano is optimistic about everything he has been pendam.
“Then you want to successfully pursue your dream and prove to Dad that Kaka is entitled to this dream, Auntie. Kaka has not finished proving to Mother and Father about this dream. So, Kaka will be here with you.”
Nadia thins her lips. Smiling thinly. “That's not you can't, but you don't want.”
“Yes, who doesn't want to go home? Want to, just Kaka can't. Kaka will follow what Sean's sister will do. If he has returned and succeeded, then Kaka will return to Mother with success as well.”
“Okayah, then you must diligently learn it. It's ninth grade and you need to move on to the next level. So, reduce the playing time. For Kaka, you have to less-less hang out and apply jobs because Aunt can still make a living for you, even one RT too,” he said, “for Adek, you must be strong and focused on learning. Mama and Papa's business let it be our business. You have to continue school and succeed, yes?”
“Iya, Ma.”
“Ka? Why diem?”
Revano did not object to Nadia's ban, but he also could not reduce his training time with TXT because they were the only means and source of courage.
“Not there, Aunt. Kaka will focus on learning. Kaka will do a lot of training in his studio, Kak Sean, if so.”
“Good!” reply Nadia. “Come, it's late. Get up and go to bed, yeah. Tomorrow you have to leave early in the morning so we can leave together, yes!”
Revano spilled his body again on the bed. Staring at the ceiling of his room is still dark, although there is a spotlight of light from outside, but still this room is dark, and Revano is reluctant to turn on the light switch.
He looked back at himself. Wading everything. About a re-approach with Fanya. About his dreams with music or art. And, about his fight with Bams, though technically not in the real sense.
“There is no time to retreat!” his determination. “Cuman there is forward and forward, there is no backward. If you want to win, yes, move forward. Not backwards or behind the bow.”
Revano sat down and immediately turned on his scrolling phone screen. He opened the number one app that people around the world have chosen to communicate in this all-digital era.
He pressed one name, so that the look of the message exchange room appeared there. Revano started typing. As soon as he finished, he smiled in relief, then re-spread his body and closed his eyes.
However, not how long he sat back with buying eyes while staring in disbelief at the screen of his phone. “Vano wrong send message, yes?” said it.
His reason? One reply message that ‘kan did not think he got in such a short time. Yes, the message he typed for someone had been responded to lightning-fast by the recipient.
Is this a dream? Thought Revano denied it. Revano stared in disbelief at his phone screen which displayed a row of messages from him and one bottom reply message.
Aya
|Packages up
Revano has his smile. Although only answered with two short words, even with those two words, but Revano felt the pleasure was bloated. Because, there is progress from his efforts to be able to make up with Fanya.
“Finally! Finally responded too. Does that mean he's starting to melt?”