PSYCO BRUTAL HUSBAND, EL

Chapter 7, Don't Come Again

~El

Counted already three days I was silent in my apartment.even all my social media is not activated, just lazy if many come to contact, even all my social media is not activated, even though for three days my manager called me repeatedly, I was lazy to talk to them.

regarding my relationship that has been going on in the middle of the road, I began to learn to wake up on my own. There is no human that I can hope in this hdup. Maybe it is time I walk alone, without anyone's accompaniment, maybe it's time I walk alone, I am capable and until now I am still capable of being alone.

my relationship is over, enough for these three days I've been stupid to cry all night, thinking about something I shouldn't think about. From today I have to start something new in my life, no longer thinking about love, though at first I thought it was the most important thing.

enough tears I have wept over that jerk, now it's time for me to go back to work. get back to doing my priority and living my new life, tomorrow I'm going to leave this city, leave behind all the bad luck that ever existed, sick and happy, bitter and sweet, all I will bury in this city.

I began to stretch my muscles and step towards the bathroom, just counting the days I would do a fashion show again and this time in my dream country, Milan, Italy. I ahrus prepared myself as my manager said, having to practice from now on.

before that, I had to soak in warm water first and start ordering my favorite food after it would be preparing to make the flight, he said, I don't know where the country I'm going to is for sure where I find my innocence and also leave all the bad in my mind.

warm and very fragrant, I enjoyed my solitude in the bath up. Nothing I think about now and all I let go of just like that, no more puffy eyes, no more, the sound runs out just because I cry over something I don't deserve.

after finishing with the bath ritual, I immediately enjoyed my lunch. lest I have the energy to get ready, I also have not told my manager for my move. They will definitely be surprised, they will be surprised, and of course happy, because how many times have they invited me to move, not back and forth to Indonesia.

I immediately took my phone to preach them, as a model of the company I should have stayed with the facilities provided by the company, he said, but because I don't want my life to have too many rules so I choose to stay alone, want to enjoy my time alone and enjoy my money too hahaha

"hallo... how are you Elmera?, how long have you not picked up our phone, not even the message we sent you did not read one" said my manager when I called. I had expected it to be like this but yes, it was my fault for silencing them these three days.

"yes, I'm sorry, I didn't mean it" I said with a smile, but my manager didn't seem to hear the reason I gave. "when did I pick up Elmira's phone accidentally, it's just you are willing to lift or not" he said again. ahh is very chatty but I'm very patient right

"yes I'm sorry I won't repeat. I'm having problems yesterday so don't want to have to turn off my phone" that's the last answer, if my manager does not want to accept yes already, I was lazy to think of any more excuses.just enough he knew that I had a problem.

"what's the matter?, what's been going on for the past few days, are you still okay there?" very many questions and I have to answer, gosh if you can just quietly and telepti we talk I will do that, but this I can not telepath with him, forced to answer.

"i broke up with my girlfriend, and I'm moving tomorrow to Italy, prepare my place there" I said briefly and clearly. for sure he knows that I'm not in touch with Brday and will move on tomorrow. It's my answer to that question.

"what!. why can!!. have you thought about it so well?, instead of loving your lover so much?, why break up?" my manager was surprised, his voice shrill until the people next to him were surprised, why should such a response be what I get to try?

"ask one-on-one can not?, I am lazy if many questions, the point is I will move tomorrow. prepare my residence first after that I will tell everything. it's yes later in the afternoon if I'm told that I want to leave" I said and ended the call, lazy to hear that many questions.

after I finished talking to my manager, I immediately prepared. I bring my items as necessary. for my apartment I will rent or sell later, but for one month. because there are still many of my items that live here.well if immediately taken all is very difficult as well.

"who??' I asked while looking at the guests who came. But how surprised I was that there was still a way of the jerk man coming to me, he still had a face to meet me. even though all his contacts had been blocked, I had blocked, he could have come to see me here.

"just in a moment El, I want to talk to you. I also want to apologize directly to you" said Brady while knocking on the door. with a heavy heart I came out and looked at him, sick and disgusted with that face.sok hurt when very bastard and do not know himself at all.

"what's the matter?, why come here?' I asked him to look at her intently. I don't know what he wanted to come to my apartment and meet me. " El. I'm sorry to have hurt you, betrayed our relationship, but I love you so much El" said Brday with a lethargic face

"then what do I care about that?, do you expect me to feel sorry for you and immediately ask us to come back?, your dream is very far away Brady" I said casually. there was no fear or anything in my heart.if I had seen this man so happy but now there was only a feeling of disgust in my heart.

"that's not it El. I'm sorry about everything, I love you but I won't ask you to come back either. But if there's still a chance, I want to fix it all" he said with a smile. hahah fix it he said?, do not hope, my heart is closed tightly with this man who does not know himself.

"do not dream with Brady jokes, I forgive you but to return?, there is nothing in my dictionary former people I still keep" I said and went straight inside. I did not hang out in front of him for long, looking into those eyes again, I would cry if I talked to him for a long time

I was talking to you on purpose, but in my heart I was actually crying.I wanted it to feel like I was back, but whatever my day, it was all broken and could not be repaired anymore. "El. Please think again, my parents also do not want us to break up" said Brady, the man has not left

"never come again, live with a woman. I have forgiven you, but don't expect to come back. You can be with that woman from now on" I said. crying back and feeling my pain alone I need a place to tell the truth.

~Brady

this morning I was planning to see El back. I was still hoping for our relationship to return to how it used to be. I know El still loves me very much, there's no way he'd want to break things off so fiercely, no way, I know El is very forgiving and would also want to take me back.

for Bianca's business let it go, later I can still take care of it if it's done persuading El. I have to apologize and beg to fix everything. After lunch I went straight to El's apartment, I went to El, I hope he's still there.

I went straight into the apartment and looked for a room that used to be occupied by El. I used to come here when we were still spending time together.sometimes watching together or El would cook my favorite food, very romantic and fun first.

I knocked on the door of El's apartment, long time no sound and no reply from inside. I began to doubt if El was not in this country anymore. I know if he's always working in different countries and always moving, I also know that El has only a little off.

but when I wanted to give up, suddenly the door opened and saw a figure that I missed so much. I immediately said what I should have assembled from home, apologizing and asking El to think about everything, but the results are nil. El's answer is very telling for me.

El immediately closed the door again after we spoke, I stood in front of the door and stared blankly ahead.I still hope with El but I can't force it. but it's okay for today maybe El is still not able to accept everything, I will try again later.

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