
Whose heart is not broken if you enter into a situation like Zi. Must pretend to be tough. His heart has been broken. Must keep smiling even though his fate is on the edge of the horn.
Zi laid down her body on the bed where she had to keep fighting her grief. Cowering alone trying to hold back tears. Don't let, Zein came in and saw her tears.
Zi didn't want to look stupid by crying over a man who never loved her. Zi did not want the sense that was now attacking him to make Zein big head. That in reality he was crazy about that man.
Nah! Zi did not want to look like that.
Let her and God know how much she loves him. Zi did not dismiss that feeling. But, the decision to hide the love he felt at the moment, Zi felt it was the best decision.
Zi tried to close her eyes. Hopefully, tomorrow will come and soon he can leave this house. Leave everything here and start a new life.
Unfortunately, those beautiful eyes were completely reluctant to comply with him. The eyes are still awake, agitated. In fact, those eyes could not just forget the smile of the man. The smile of the handsome man kept bothering him. And this is so annoying to him.
Not just the shadow of that smile, though,
The jokes created in the past, even more toying with it.
The joke was more obvious, when her pretty eyes let out her tears.
Zi couldn't continue to hide her pain. Those tears are so bad. Urge without understanding that he does not want to cry
Memories that present the shadow are very disturbing. And in fact these memories have now transformed into beautiful memories that Zi could not refuse.
Zi hated his heart. Zi hated his thoughts. Why love a man who doesn't want it? Why does his heart keep asking the man? A man who has no heart and can play with it.
***
On the other hand, Zein himself could not sleep either. Especially when he remembered every word spoken by the woman he married a few months ago.
That he married the woman was not out of love, but just to save her from that crazy moneylender.
The concept is not like that. Zein likes Zi. He was interested in that woman. Zein felt comfortable with the woman. Once again, only Zi was able to give him comfort. Not the woman he said he loved with all his heart.
Zein tried to close his eyes many times. But in fact, he can't. Zein's nervous. Zein galau's. Zein worried.
***
The next day...
Zi began to tidy up her clothes and arrange them, putting them in a suitcase. Prepare to leave this place.
Several times he smiled bitterly. For the household he desired, which he was proud of, had to be ended by a third person.
Zi looked around again, her net was so agile as to obscure every corner of this room. The room that once gave him happiness. The room that once gave him a new experience. As a woman. Woman married.
In this room, however, he swallowed a bitter pill. Must accept error. Because the man he was upset with would take him to Heaven, it turned out to be a mere fantasy. It all ends with the opening of a painful reality.
The wall clock shows at seven o'clock, a sign that he must immediately out of the room at once this house.
However, just as he was about to turn his body around, Zein turned out to be behind him. Observe every movement of his body. Observing every inch of his body.
"Where are you going?" zein asked, as if forgetting that last night they had taken a deal to separate.
"This house is our wedding gift, Zi. This house is yours. Even with that car. I bought that for you. So you don't go anywhere" Zein said, like losing the woman who once gave him happiness.
Zi was silent for a moment, putting back the suitcase. Then he replied, "Zein .. Not that I reject your kindness, but that we are married for no more than six months. Cook you already give me a house, a car, keep what people say if they know. It's too much for me, Zein. No I don't want to. I can't accept it," Zi replied, reluctantly. Because he doesn't want to. Not to get involved with Zein anymore.
"Why? Are you mad at me?" asked Zein again, looking at Zi. Until the woman misbehaved him.
"No. I'm not mad at you, Zein. Why am I angry. We are both adults. For problems like this, is not it common in the relationship of two adults. No, you don't think that far, Zein," Zi replied, according to what she currently had in mind.
"I know that's just your excuse to get away from me, right?" accuse Zein, upset.
"Dodging? Why am I avoiding you? No Zein, come on ..." Zi folded her hands together as if waiting for Zein to let her go.
Zein wanted to keep Zi from leaving, but her phone rang. And the one who contacted her was the woman who was currently dating.
Zein couldn't have turned down the phone call. Then, he immediately left Zi alone. Of course to return the phone call
Now Zi was alone. Smiling bitterly while shaking his head. He felt stupid again. Because in reality he was again defeated by someone new.
Zi had steadied her heart to leave this house. Leaving everything behind to get to a day that might be better than this.
***
After his conversation with his girlfriend. Zein immediately remembered his wife.
" That woman... Holy jeez!" pekik Zein ran to the room where he had left Zi.
However, Zein was late. Zi has gone. Leave this house forever. And maybe, that woman will never come back.
Zein tried to contact Zi. But unfortunately Zi was reluctant to pick up a phone call from him.
Not wanting to get carried away by the emotions that would eventually make him worry, Zein also sent a message to Zi, that he wanted to remain friends with her. Zein didn't want to break off the relationship with the woman.
Unfortunately, Again Zi did not want to read the message from him. Zi really dodged from him. Zi really did not want to get involved with him anymore.
Zein went into the dressing room where normally he and Zi kept their clothes. Zein opened Zi's used closet.
None of the women's clothes were left there. Even one piece.
Zein opened his closet. Looks very neat. Because Zi always arranged it neatly. Conform color. Like taste.
Zein smiled bitterly when he saw the house keys and also the car keys that Zi used to carry everywhere.
The woman left him right on the nightstand where he used to put his fancy watch.
Not only the house keys and car keys, Zein also found a ring. All he knew was their wedding ring.
Zi, leave behind the items that she felt were no longer hers. In fact, Zi is not a greedy woman like women in general.
This woman has high self-esteem and commitment. He always kept what came out of his mouth. Putting Zein to shame. Because as a man he could not keep his promise. To guard and protect Zi until death do. He chose his past love. Which may not give him happiness.
Seriate...