Princess Reincarnation

"It's nothing"

"Are they shown to you?"

"Not ... until now. ”

Sir Leonhard sat in front of me in the car. When he asked me, I looked down.

My father was too busy, so I had trouble catching him during the day, and even when it was dark. I considered forcing her right before she went to bed, but did not manage to manage the courage.

Under one of her absolute zero gazes, if she questioned whether I was lacking common sense or not, I would cry. Yeah no, that's a lie. I might back off.

“He was busy all day, and I lost my nerve when I thought of interrupting his work. But, the sooner the better, right? I have decided I will ask him to make time, even if it takes a few days. ”

It sounded like I was trying to justify myself, but those words just fell out of their own accord.

When I peek at him with a guy you must be shocked, right? look, I don't know why Sir Leonhard looks so nervous. Rather than being shocked, it seemed like he was worried about something.

"What troubles you?" I asked timidly.

His pitch-black eyes seemed to be looking at me doubtfully.

"Did you say a word about your meeting with His Majesty to Prince Christof?"

"I haven't" I said clearly.

Sir Leonhard's expression became darker.

Seeing her brows furrowing worriedly, I can't wait. What is it, have I messed up?

Although I met my father — which I almost never saw — I do not consider it as information I need to report, but am I wrong?

"Uh, umm …"

Silent the entire time, Sir Leonhard noticed my self-doubt forming and softened his expression, like he was trying to let me calm down.

“Ahh, it's nothing. I'm not criticizing you, princess. Please, don't make a worried face like that. ”

I must look very pathetic.

Sir Leonhard smiled, as if he was trying to make the child feel better. I'm not really happy being treated like a child, but right now my relief far outweighs my concerns.

I'm very happy .. I didn't make him angry.

"Your Majesty…"

"Yes?"

"The story you tend to share with me, haven't you considered sharing with Prince Christof?"

"Huh?"

At the unexpected question, I stared wide-eyed.

It took a while for my brain to catch up. The story I told Sir Leonhard ... in other words, tell my brother? About me knowing about the future?

That was …

"No . ”

It slipped, quickly and without hesitation.

"I can't tell him. If I have to, I better tell my father, ”my words are firm.

Sir Leonhard's eyes opened as wide as mine.

Mouth open, and eyes round. I wanted to spend some time enjoying it making a rare expression, but the timing was completely inappropriate.

I cleared my throat to cover the admiration for a second, and continued to explain myself.

"My woes don't make sense, but I'm sure my brother will still believe me. Moreover, I believe it will benefit me for every action I take starting from here. ”

"Then, why?"

“While Chris is my older brother, at the same time, he is also the heir to the throne. I must not do anything to influence him, such as giving him information that may or may not be true. The future I see has begun to change, and nothing is certain. ”

"Your Majesty…"

“That's where I stand. ”

After I gave him a reasonable excuse, my serious expression remained unchanged as I added another thought.

“If the future I see comes true, somewhere in the way my brother will one day have to use me for the good of the kingdom, right? Not as a brother, but as a prince. ”

“…………”

Sir Leonhard does not dispute me.

He remained silent, a grim expression. He did not offer any words of temporary diversion, but it was very similar to him.

Even if reality was hard, she would never cover it up with a good lie, and her honesty was what I liked about her.

“However, I'm sure it won't happen because he's cold and unfeeling. My kind-hearted brother will definitely suffer from worry, as he values me and Johan very much. ”

On the night the royal palace was attacked, I believed he could use me for his purposes.

He should be able to draw the line between the two; it was not a matter of him using his younger sister, but being able to make the princess fulfill her duties. I myself wanted to be useful, so there was no need for him to feel indebted to me.

However, Chris has been protecting me like an older brother against his younger sister. She had spoiled me, and hugged me tightly.

Although he might be the same when no one pampered him.

Fuck I can tell someone like that, use me for what you need.

“My real intention is, very simply, ordinary selfishness. ”

I am still happy to be a child.

I will live his spoiled sister.

Until my brother did not "use" me, and put his trust in and "believe" in me.

“I have no desire to be used by my brother, nor do I want him to use it. ”

“…………”

Sir Leonhard looked at me, and a long silence fell within the carriage. Only the sound of a wheel hitting the ground was heard, but it was not pleasant.

How much time has passed, I wonder.

Sir Leonhard sighed for a moment and smiled.

He was not disappointed by my outrageous selfish excuses, and just looked at me kindly.

"I understand . If it were as you say, this conversation would not be further from us. ”

"Sir Leon .. thank you very much. ”

"Not everything . ”

It's not something you should be grateful for, she smiled wryly.

In the next instant, his expression became serious, and he lowered his head.

“I am only your lowly servant, but I have exceeded my limits. Please forgive me . ”

It is the apology that will receive nothing but a clear explanation of what he thinks of himself.

I also really like this side of him. But, it felt like I was pushed away, so I felt lonely.

If I wasn't the princess, would she be more willing to be comfortable with me? I was wondering .

But if that was the case, he wouldn't be able to protect me like this.

"Your Majesty? What's problem?"

“…………”

If I think about it, his interaction with the Pastor is because he is the Pastor.

He not only spoils her. He scolded her, and sometimes, he supported her as well. He called out his name in a deep voice. And patted his head with his big hand.

How good .. That's not fair.

I also want that big hand to pat me. You're silly, I want him to joke tell me. I want him to give me a light prick and lovingly say, Nothing helps you.

"sorry. It's okay . ”

But, nothing is possible. As a princess, I have limits to my abilities, and it is a hope that can never be realized.

It is impossible to ask for the moon.

It's sad, but it's reality.

There is no point in hoping, so I cannot bring any more trouble to Sir Leonhard.

I made up my mind, and smiled at him to calm him down, but …

"Your Majesty . ”

"Um ... i-yeah?"

“It seems like nothing. ”

Sir Leonhard was not fooled at all.

Instead ... he looks a little angry. Is that just my imagination?