
"But you're weird, you know, instead of throwing him away ?"
I fell asleep on my back on the floor after being satisfied to hit the samsak in my room. Alvin's words kept ringing in my head. I was annoyed by his words, but it was indeed my intention from the start. I woke up right away, though,
"Conscious, Alan ! You should straighten out your intentions. Back to the original plan. Some girls like him don't think you have a guy like you !!"
"But her face has been shining lately and.., beautiful...,"
Bug !
I'm reflexively punching my own face,
"What, the hell do you think?? Fat chick like her it's more suitable to say ugly !! Conscious Alan !!!!!" I said.
*
Sheilla POVs
Reyna read my shonen collection comic on my bed,
"Shey !" Call Reyna.
"Hm?" I asked who could not move because I tried the face mask given Reyna.
"Lu's the same Alan's still being made, right?" Ask Reyna again.
"Yes," I answered briefly. Actually, I want to hope, dating is troublesome, but if you remember he asked me to be his girl while crying, a bit pity too, although I wonder why he got like that. Am I that important to him?
"But why do you rarely interact at school?" Ask Reyna again. Why is this kid launching questions while I'm wearing a mask???
"Eh, sorry, the mask is hardened again, huh? Uhm.., he replied later aja." Reyna said and then read the comic again.
*
Reyna looked at me carefully, It seems she was really looking forward to my explanation,
"Ehm.., first of all you know, is it that Alan's a playboy?" My toot.
"Oh.., WHAT??? Playboy ????" Actually I didn't expect Reyna's reaction to be this shaky.
"So you don't know?" My toot.
Reyna immediately shook her head quickly,
"That means I've been matchlangin you're the same wrong person, dong??? Duuh, I should know if he's a playboy.., yes, he's a handsome guy, I should realize that.., I've failed to be your friend, Shei..., " Reyna said to herself.
"Haduuh.., It's okay, it's been. Sooner or later Alan's brother will also killusin me...,"
"Uugh.., but surely you are sad.., you must be disappointed...,"
"Not really, why should I be sad. Waste of energy,." I said lightly.
"eeh?? How are you that roof, huh? You don't like Alan's brother?" Ask Reyna.
I shook my head, though,
"Okaya...,"
"That means my prediction if you like Alan's brother misses, dong???"
"Yes. Missed far away until the neighbor's house...,"
"Pft.., uh, what the hell, Shei.., even trying to joke again..," Reyna said rather annoyed.
I just smiled in response because I felt my laughter crisp.
"Doooh, sorry, Shei.., actually, I was emotional because Thalia kept teasing you, and because I thought you liked Alan, that's why...,"
"Yes, it's okay. For now I can't break up with him. But we're definitely gonna break up. Later I will lupain ever dating him.." I said with confidence.
"Really?"
"Yes." I said with a smile,
"Shei..., Eh?" Said Reyna who didn't embrace me.
"What?"
"Why can't you break up with Alan now?" A question I really want to keep to myself.
"Me, I've never killed a guy. I'm not feeling good...,"
"What's the real reason?" Reyna asked, she must have known that I was trying to hide it. I finally had to answer.
"That's why Alan likes you, dong is like you??" Reyna asked after hearing my story.
"Eitherway. I can just play." I said.
"Do you want to play it?"
"No. But I'm not the kind of person to fight when attacked." I said.
"What's important in this war is that I don't get hurt, right ? If I'm hurt, it's him who wins."
"Why are you holding back your feelings?"
I gulped at Reyna's question. That's what I'm worried about, though,
"As long as he thinks he's the enemy, I think I can." I said confidently.
"Okay.., if you want to vent, cry, until it's raging, I'll be there for you, Shei..," said Reyna.
"Lebay.., it won't be all the way, kali..," I said.
*
Alan POVs
I sucked my favorite strawberry milk.
"Main aja you there. I'm busy !!" I said I can't forget Sheilla's face. Lately he looks shining, it seems like The Beast has turned into snow white__, Impossible. That's too high, Alan, you must be struggling again.
"Woy.., you're not craving me anymore, are you?" Sindir Alvin who makes me even more upset to hear it.
"Riggers? Why Napa you?" Ask Andra,
"Well, Goal, fuck you, Vin."
"Lu suck, ****!" Alvin said casually.
"Gue wants to go out, you guys play." I said I was getting bored.
"Woy, you want to date, huh?" Ask Andra but I didn't answer.
I went to the balcony looking at my phone. I'm looking for Sheilla's name in my contacts but nothing.
"Why can't I have the number?" I said speak for myself.
"Wait, why would I call him?" I'm confused myself.
*
Three days later. In the afternoon Andra and Alvin came to my house.
"Lan, bad you, why haven't you been in for three days?? It hurts too!! Miss your material, ****** !" Andra said as she slept on my bed.
"Gue this hurts, you know." I said in self-defense.
"What pain you !" Ask Alvin.
"It hurts." I said.
"Douh, whereas I was worried when Mr. Tristan said you were sick, your feelings were good yesterday." Andra said again.
"This guy's sick. Mommy's been letting me go for three days." I said.
"Are you not heartbroken? Ah but it's impossible. Alan, it usually breaks a girl's heart" Alvin said. His words were not wrong, but his guess was just right.
"Likely really. Is Sheilla really ignoring you, hahaha" Andra said.
"Don't talk about him !!!" I said getting upset. It could be at a time like this even Sheilla didn't contact me. He should have worried about me like crazy.
"Do you want me to ask what the hell is that guy when I meet him?" Ask Alvin.
"What, you, Vin? Ugly girl like she wants you too Embat. You two screwed." Andra.
"Heh, I asked him to doang, I didn't grab it, calm down.., What belongs to Alan I won't take..," said Alvin. Why about Sheilla lately I'm so sensitive, huh?
Ddrrtr...,
Suddenly a cell phone rang, Me, Andra and Alvin took our cell phones. Not my phone, not Andra's. I looked towards Alvin and it turned out that he was smiling while looking at his phone screen.
"Hape lu__,"
"Yes Sheilla?" Directly my eyes glared at the name that came out of his mouth. Which sheilla does he mean? Is Sheilla my boyfriend? He knows Alvin's number. Alvin then glanced at me.
"Gue's at Alan's, you want to come here?" He said as he walked closer to me. Andra laughed silently while shaking her head.
"Want to talk to Alan?" Alvin asked again and handed me his phone, I picked it up and put it to my ear,
"Sir, kak.., no need..., I was just surprised, brother Alan where for three days? If Alan's brother is all right, yes...,"
"Gue's fine, kok..," I said in response to the call. I don't know why my heart's pounding so hard now. Two corners of my lips I've pulled upwards as much as possible.
"Sister Alan? Is this Alan's brother?"
"Yes, it's me. You're worried about gu__," suddenly the phone is closed.
"Damn it..," I said, clutching Alvin's phone.
"Crazy.., your gloomy face was immediately beaming, uh back so gloomy again., Hahaha..," Andra said.
"Here is my phone.., mumpung yet you throw..," said Alvin while seizing his cellphone in my hand.
"Break.., when you said that you were sick, uh said it to The Beast all right...,"
"Much bacots you, Dra!" I said and slammed my body on my bed.
"Well, is this Napa? Sick again?" Ask Andra.
"Yes, I'm sick." I said something and closed my eyes.
"I think you said, Dra., heartbroken. Sheilla said she was scared, because Alan was Nerima, so it was closed, hahaha..,"
"She's got your chat too, Vin?" Ask Andra.
"Yoy.., uh..,"
I immediately raised my head,
"Woy, Vin.., give Shei's number to me. I'll call him."
"Ogah.., ask him yourself.., Wee.
"Ah, you son of a bitch, unfaithful friend." I said getting upset and went back to sleep.
"Well, this is a weird kid, huh." Andra said.
*
Next day. Today I am so excited. I really, really wanted to see Sheilla and ask for her number straight away. I am waiting in front of his class. School was still very quiet because I left too early in the morning.
"Sir Alan?" This voice is unmistakable Sheilla's voice. True to my guess, he always comes early even when no one has come.
"Lu come with me !" I said, I pulled her hand and took her away.
*