PREJUDICE OF LOVE
THE SECRET PAST
After seeing his mother's departure from the window curtain of the room, he also sat pensively on his bed.
His mind was distant . . It was because he was afraid that something negative would happen to his only parents.
Long time he thought . .
His life was quiet and lonely
Although her best friend Rina always gives her spirit, always enliven the chat on her phone but on the other hand she needs someone to just lean on when tired like this. .
Not just a friend or maybe like a special one . .
It's been almost a few months since Satria never gave him any news.
He wants to meet that guy ?
But where should he look ?
His heart just misses . . Like his song Andmehs kamaleng 😔😔😔 that actually misses for mom eh same flowers instead in change.
this is the lyric :
*When I'm alone, I see photos and videos
With you I have long kept
This heartbroken look at all the pictures of self
What I can't, I'll go back
I want you right now, you are here
Laugh with me, like I used to
Even if it is only for a moment, God please grant it
It's not that this self doesn't accept reality
This heart just misses
All the ways I tried
So that I can be without you
But all, different
It's hard to erase memories with you
I want you right now, you are here
Laugh with me, like I used to
Even if it is only for a moment, God please grant it
This is not yourself not accepting the reality
This heart just misses
Just miss
I want you right now, you are here
Laugh with me, like I used to
Even if it is only for a moment, God please grant it
It's not that this self doesn't accept reality
It's not that this self doesn't accept reality
This heart just misses
This heart just misses
I miss your smile, Satria* ..
He took his cell phone.
He opened his smartphone gallery there is a photo satria . . He scrolls again and there's Reza's face . .
He opened up again instgrams belonging to those who have not been on for a long time.
Sometimes he smiles to himself. . .
Sometimes he is sad . .
Why was he present in the middle of those two guys ? Is his feeling really selfish.
He doesn't understand. .
What he knows . .
He needs one of them.
What else . . When he was still in Indonesia. . as if Reza, it seemed to come back.
But . .
If it is . .
Why didn't Reza come to see him.
Perhaps the prejudice, there will be his love is very wrong .
Proof Reza didn't see him ?
Once again he hoped it wasn't Reza . .
Hopefully he just misidentified someone. (Oh . . Reza do not add to this wound), his mind is sad.
He was trying to lie to his instincts ? Unfortunately, he failed and always failed. Sad . . . Pain . . Depressed, don't know how to treat this disappointment .
The night is getting late and cold. . .
It had been almost 1 hour that he looked at himself.
The clock has shown at 00:00 am in the morning. Her mother has not yet arrived. .
Uneasily. .
Pusr . .
Fear . . .
Confused . . .
Then what can he do ?
Call, the operator said like this" the number you are going to is busy please wait a moment. .the number you are going to is busy ! please wait a moment .the number you are going to is busy please wait a moment. say it for a while anyway many times sihhh. 🤔🤔🤔
this operator makes it even more irritated and difficult yaaaaaaaa . . ??? . .
" Ma . . Plizzz flowers want to know about mom ? Dazed gum. How could he not think of his mother. . Now ? They just stayed in Tokyo for one day.
He still has not memorized the ins and outs of this city ?
two hours waited, but he fell asleep too.
***
It's dawn. .
When he realized his mother had already come and seemed to fall asleep beside him. Of course, he felt very relieved.
He was very worried . . Was.
As usual . .
They will never forget their routine every time prayer arrives.
Doing Charity is certainly a reward.
They pray together . .
When it's morning
They made breakfast together.
And eat together. Always together. . 😁
After they finished eating they made coffee with ☕☕ while sitting santuy in the living room.
" Ma . . Flowers want to know last night where did mom go ? What interests exist ? And who is ma ?? Ask her questions.
" baby . . If it was one-on-one first ? Mama replied slowly while comforting her black coffee.
" I'm sorry ma ? But last night flowers were so worried ? Wailing sad.
" you don't have to worry, baby . . Mama insyaAllah will be all right ?
" do you believe flowers ?! Flowers are just scared ? Spoiled face. Then she poked on her mom's shoulder.
" Dear there are many things that mama secret from you ?
The flowers sit straight.
" What does Mama mean ? Ask him confused.
" And now is the time you know ? Mama will tell you something ?
Mama's gaze now turned sad there was a deep sadness in every blink of her eyes. "well listen carefully ?! He said again. "this is about the past ? Maybe my mom was so sad to tell me.
Flowers looked fixed on her mother.
Her mother was silent for a moment, her tears suddenly dripped. He tried to remember the past. . . .
What past ?
About who ? And what kind of reality ? Why does your face look so sad and sad . . ? Is the past so bitter ??? Why must the past be sad ?
Why not the good old days ?????
Okay. . .
Connect first yaa . .
