
"Explain what? You're the one who went missing why so I'm the one who has to explain?"tanya Devan was still staring at Angga.
Angga turned his head, looking at Devan's face with annoyance, anger, sadness, longing, all mixed into one.
"It's....."Angga touched his bulging belly."You did, right?"
For a moment they stared at each other with their minds and hearts.... Waiting for what Devan will say.
"true."
"Why?"with glass eyes.
"You want me to be honest?"
Angga.
"If I had told you, would you have left again?"
Angga silently still looked at Devan.
"Are you going again?"devan asked, repeating.
Angga turned his back. Devan grabs Angga's hand, then kisses him.
"There's a lot of things I'm afraid of." Devan said, opening his voice."And now what I'm most afraid of is losing you, you've been missing for that long. Don't you miss?"
Angga. He was still silent with mixed feelings.
"No matter what the past is, can we be together again? For the sake of this kid?" Devan touches Angga's stomach.
Silent.. Neither Angga nor Devan started talking. Devan took a deep breath.
"You asked me why I did it, right?"
Angga looked at Devan who grabbed his chin with a hand.
"Formerly some of my friends gave me stimulant drugs. They're so brash, aren't they?" Devan laughed a little.
"And at the same time I was hurt by Mona's attitude. By his betrayal with Yo il."light Devan explained."And a few others."
"And, back then, I saw you in the glass. There's....."
Devan was silent, his voice sounding stuck in his throat.
"Aku... meninggalkanmu disana setelah melakukannya. Pikiranku sangat kacau saat itu. Hingga Ayah tau perbuatanku, dan menyuruhku mencarimu untuk bertanggung jawab."
Angga laughed a little.
"Did you ask me now?"
"No. It's my own will."
Devan kissed Angga's hand which he held.
"Go back with me Angga."
Angga. His feelings are still uncertain.
Why am I still like this? I have calmed down enough. Even during that time. Why is it still hurting? I don't think we should blame the past for how important we both feel now. As Yo Il said.
"Ayoo we are back." said Angga slowly. Devan smiled with relief.
"My aunt's house."
Devan's face turned disappointed.
"Why? Can't you really forgive me?"
"I just miss them. Give me a minute. I still want to be with them."
Devan looked expectantly at his wife.
"Alright" Devan said at last. "I'm with you."
Devan drove back to Aunt Angga's house. Arriving there Aunt Angga was about to come out. Just locked the door.
"Just as soon as you guys get back. Aunty thought it would take a long time." asked auntie as soon as the two were seen getting off the car.
"Yes, just drop off Juna and Ane."reply Angga quietly."Where's aunt going?"
"To market. Some materials are finished."
"I'm coming, I want to go to the market too."
"But, you're pregnant" while glancing at Devan.
"It's okay, right?"
"I'll take you to the market" Devan replied briefly.
"I just want to ride the angkot." said Angga quickly.
"Why? it's safer to take a car. You also do not need to cram."tukas aunty Angga I'm worried.
"What aunty, I've seen once before that there were large pregnant mothers riding in the public transportation."
"Yeahh, auntie also knows." said Aunt Angga resigned."alright, come on."
"I'll follow behind. if there's anything."
Sure enough Devan did follow behind, as long as Angga and his aunt ride in angkot. Devan takes his car behind safely and adjusts the speed.
Arriving at the market Angga and aunty choose some sayut and meat. Devan followed them, he didn't want bad things to happen to his wife. Devan wants to be a standby husband.
"Auntie I want to eat seafood, where can I get shrimp and lopster?"tanya Angga is excited.
"If lobster is hard cherries here." bright auntie, "but if shrimp and squid there are still selling."
"Hmmm..."
"You want lobster? Or just replace the crab?"tanya Bibi recalls there is a stand that sells crabs as well.
"OKs. Whereabouts? What's on this market too?"
"There is a market of its own.we try if you want.but can not with angkot.ask inter-daughter-in-law."bibii pointed Devan.
Angga glanced at him at a glance and met Devan.
"What do you want?"devan asked, catching Angga's signal.
"Seafood only, aunt says there's a market of its own, but there's no angkot."
"I'll take you back now or later?"
Angga turned to look at aunt.
"We complete the season first, after that to the fish market." said Bibi who understood the meaning of Angga.
After choosing some herbs and vegetables support. They're heading to the fish market. Angga and aunt sit in the back jog. While Devan drives in front.
Arriving at the fish market, Devan chose to wait in front of the market while smoking. While Bibi and Angga go around.
"I'll wait half an hour here." said Devan, lighting his cigarette.
After getting what she wanted, Bibi and Angga approached Devan.
"Have you?"devan asked a little doubtfully. "It hasn't been thirty minutes."
"We got everything. Why wait this long?" aunty asked back while swinging her legs towards the car park.
Car glides to home. Angga who is exhausted fell asleep in the back of the dog with aunt. When we got to the house, there was another car parked.
"whose car is that?"aunt muttered."Angga.." auntie wants to wake Angga up.
"No need to wake up bi, let me just take him to the room. he looks exhausted."
"All right then." Aunt Angga got out of the car, carrying some groceries because of the weight and a lot.
"Some let me bring it later after bringing Angga in bi."
Auntie Angga greeted him with a smile.
Devan carries the sleeping Angga, bringing him to a crisp, until Devan is stunned to see who is now sitting on the porch seat, with a smile that is typical of his.
"You!"giggling Auntie was surprised by the presence of that person, aunt's face looked extremely angry.
"Do you want to be here?"his jolt.
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