Prayer of the Worthwhile. Taligama Lotus

Part 1's

The flow of human life is always spinning like a wheel, sometimes the hubcaps are on top, sometimes also under, but not infrequently in the middle position, the hubcaps are on top, and every human being and all the contents of the universe are divine secrets, which cannot be digested by human reason, every living being can only perform the role that has been given to us by the owner of life.

Her name is Marwah, a woman with an age of early 40 years, almost every day before the dawn adhan calls, always down the streets of densely populated villages, he said, until the luxury housing complex located not far from where he lived.

Walking with a step, carrying a sack containing junk items from the scavenging results. Marwah's left leg is already imperfect, disabled due to an accident. a few years ago, when he was on his way to work, even though his condition is not as it used to be, the woman with clean skin was still struggling to make a living for her three children.

Do not be asked about her husband, it will be long told if discussing the story of the wedding trip Marwah, having three children who are still school age, would be a big responsibility for Marwah, her first child as a man, having ambitions as a soldier, while the second child of a woman, who has the desire to become a doctor when growing up, in order to be able to treat the legs of his mother, and the youngest is also a woman, he said, just want to be a businessman while accompanying his mother until death, is a common goal and desire for every child, but not with the children of Marwah who is only a scavenger, but not with the children of Marwah, that's the biggest desire for them.

Whenever she heard her children telling her about their hopes and futures while learning, as a mother, Marwah could only assure in their hearts their prayer words, and always ask his Lord to grant the ideals of his children who can always *nerimo ing pandum* (accept existing circumstances).

It is undeniable, that their economic condition which is arguably poor, sometimes makes Marwah cry in his prostration, but the belief in the heart of God Ta'allah is able to make him believe, he said, nothing is impossible for God.

Marwah's husband is a city public transport driver, every day is a man who married her 15 years ago every day home, every day home, but erratic income makes Sudrajad give money shopping that is not certain nominal to the wife.

Especially during this pandemic, the city where they live is implementing PSBB (Great Current Social Restrictions) to break the spread of the evil virus that is sweeping the whole world, practically this also affects people's lives, and the, even public transportation can no longer operate, only the income of Maewah from collecting used goods that they rely on for food and daily needs.

At the beginning of the enactment of the PSBB, the financial condition of the Marwah family was getting worse, the grandiose goods that had been collected did not sell, and the money was not sold, because the scrap collectors are not willing to buy goods from small scavengers like Marwah, not to mention he is also often reprimanded by joint officers who are doing patrols, he said, to remind the public to stay at home, not to ignore the presence of a virus that is rampant, but if he stays at home and does not scavenge, his children will eat what?.

Restless, restless dominates the heart and mind, but do not want to just surrender with a situation that is not siding, with teeseok steps, continue down the road that is usually passed to scavenge fortune, and, loosen your head in each trash can, then scavenge it with hope there are leftovers that are still worth eating for their three children.

Do not ask, did not get help?, indeed at this time a lot of assistance issued by the government, both central and regional, whether in the form of basic goods or cash, is currently in the form of money, but in fact until now the Marwah family never received it, whether it was wrong who? no matter what?, he did not want to care about all kinds of help, which in fact he and his family never received, which is in his mind now, he said, how can children eat with a hallal windfall.

The sweat had wet the shabby clothes he was wearing, the pain of his left foot was not felt, the treatment for his feet had been done as much as possible, but because of the cost hit then by force, the treatment for his feet was done as much as possible, therapy that must be lived a week even though it can not be continued, health insurance from the government did get it, but for the cost of travel costs to RSCM which must be replaced three times from where he lived, it feels heavy for him.

A brand new BMW luxury car, shiny black stopped not far from where Marwah was resting, a middle-aged woman, with the elegant look typical of the mistresses barking out of the passenger door, stepping closer to the woman who is actually quite smart but good luck is not on her side.

Followed by a man who was the driver, while carrying two bags of groceries had been standing next to Marwah.

"Excuse me Ma'am," subtly sounded the mother's voice passenger car earlier.

"I-iya," surprised Marwah when she heard the greeting from the woman who suddenly stood beside her.

"Sorry Ma'am, this is a bit of a windfall for mbak and family" the mother said, handing the first bag to Marwah, followed by the driver handing over the second bag.

"Alhamdulillah, thank you Mom, may Mother and family always be abundant in health and a smooth windfall," said Marwah sincerely accompanied by prayer in heart for a mother who has been kind to her.

"Aamiin, thank you Ma'am, sorry I said goodbye first, excuse me."

"Again thank you ma'am, please, be careful on the way ma'am."

Marwah looked at the departure of the mother who had saved her family from starvation in the next few days, immediately put the bag of groceries given by the mother was in a sack that was usually filled with used goods from the mouth, the first, with a sting but felt light Marwah stepped home.

Arriving at home, immediately opened two bags of groceries containing sembako, as well as several types of vegetables and fruit, there are even eggs and chicken meat, really Marwah can not imagine, Marwah could not imagine, how happy his children today can eat with a delicious side dish, thank God for what you deny, if God has provided what we need rather than what we want.

tbc.