Prayer in Solitude

S2 - Repeated Sadness (FLOWER )

Currently the flowers are preparing a snack to accompany the warmth of the family gathered in the family room at this time.

''Dad tomorrow after weekend right, kei allowed to play to the village, right?? ''

say keizha and make everyone look towards keiza.

''You ngaco or forgot the hell, you forget that Saturday is now what day?? ''

said kalandra and made keizha close her mouth because she just remembered it.

''Don't discuss, mother has approached the problem and will even make her sad. ''

said Ardian who saw flowers approaching him with a tray and his three children nodded and did not discuss the weekend event this week.

''Well, the food must be good. ''

said Keizha who immediately sucked his food even though his mother had not arranged it.

''Bad habits nih hands, has not been served already maen comot ajah, how about later invited to the house of in-laws, embarrassing. ''

said Kayla who patted Keizha's hand that would suck her food.

''Brother, this has nothing to do with eating at the house of in-laws. ''

keizha said tightly because her desire stopped when her sister stopped her.

''Already sister do not be so well, no problem really, the important thing is not to make embarrassment outside the house ajah, if still at home is not a problem. ''

say flowers and make kayla upset.

''Same ajah ma'am, right we have to get used to when at home first dong. ''

said Kayla who defended herself because her mother defended her youngest sister.

Ardian cleared his throat and made all speechless and understood with ardian warning even though only deheman but successfully made all silence and went back to eating his food.

The night is getting late all family members leave the living room, flowers have returned to his room, live kalandra and ardian who are talking about work problems.

''Do you still like obliging Kay to have lunch with you?? ''

ardian and kalandra said.

''Free him brother, I do not want to be a burden in his mind who has to eat lunch every day with you, kay has to adapt to his environment, he already wants nineteen years, he has to be, free kay to approach men, I believe kay will be selective to choose the man who approaches him, if you continue to be with him, I will not find his true love, he said, you also know that your age is enough to approach a woman. ''

ardian and Kal lay their heads on the couch.

''Kal will still ask kay lunch with cal, kal do not want kay incident should be treated because of fatigue busy with the patient and make kay past his lunch, kal, do not forbid it to father and for men who approach kay or kei though, if you will watch him, do not want both sisters to be victims of men who use it and for their own kal, kal does not want to approach any woman, he only focuses on the mother and eliminates the mother's cries that are always repeated every year. ''

kalandra and Ardian sighed.

''Okay it's up to you and you can only support him for as long as it's natural, remember that because you are also watching all of you, it's been there to rest, tomorrow don't be bad luck, dad first well. ''

said ardian while patting kalandra on the shoulder and kalandra nodded.

After her father's departure to the room, Kalandra chose to head to the backyard and sat down on the chair she used to wear to reflect on her heartbreak, from the direction of the upstairs room, to the next floor, flowers looked at her son who was sitting on the garden chair.

Suddenly there was a burly hand that coiled around his stomach and felt a breath around his neck.

''Why do you always peek at our son anyway, his eyes just know the taste. ''

said the ardian who so tightly hugged the body of the flower and kissed the neck of the flower.

said flowers while staring at the kalandra sitting in the garden chair, kalandra is not the typekal child who talks about her problems, she prefers to keep it and will behave normally if she regroups with her family.

''Don't interfere in the personal matters of our son or our two sons well, now you must serve me dear. ''

said ardian while turning over the body of the flower and kissing her lips of the flower.

''As you don't cape well every night always ask for rations to me, the holidays just when I come months. ''

gerutu flowers but still resigned to the demand ardian because ardian will make the flowers always drunk kepayang with a touch of soft touch, in the age of mature ardian but so powerful ardian do it for hours and flowers just resigned and reluctant to disappoint her husband.

Weekend arrives.....

Today's weekend was different, there was no usual warm chatter, today flowers and all her family headed for the cemetery in the middle of the city.

The funeral of someone who is very valuable for flowers and so impregnated for flowers, even every year this sadness is always repeated, the roaring cry of flowers makes the ardian can only calm him, he said, kalandra continues to look for ways that every year in the same month and date there is no sadness, but kalandra or kayla still have no way and all just resigned and calm the flowers today.

The tombstone bears a very beautiful name and the flower that prepared it.

KARENINA BAGASKARA, it is the name of the late youngest daughter of flowers and ardians, at the age of four years, babby karen exhaled her breath in the lap of flowers, all the ways have been done by ardian and flowers and even the operation he did still not make it live in this world.

Karenina suffered from advanced blood cancer stage, until the age of karen only survive in four years, flowers so shocked even flowers like the undead when karen left it.

When pregnancy because flowers are so difficult, even flowers must be treated because of lack of fluids, baby Karen so makes flowers difficult because flowers can not eat rice at all only milk and bread that must be forced.

Little Keizha who always accompany flowers in the difficult period of pregnancy because, only keizha can make flowers drink milk and eat bread.

Until the gestational age of the flower enters seven months, the, the body of the flower is so thin and the baby in the womb must be removed immediately because the water is shrinking and finally the flower must perform surgery to give birth to a baby in the womb, flowers are forbidden to get pregnant again because it will be risky to live flowers in the future, when the uterus will be sterilized flowers refuse and finally ardian relented to install contraceptives in her vitals so that flowers do not have to use any contraception.

Babby Karenina grew up to be an adorable baby until the age of one year but at the age of two years because Babby tested positive for blood cancer and only survived at the age of four years.

''Dear mother will not fade for you dear, you are her angel mother who is very beautiful, calm in your nature dear, wait for mother there so that we can regroup, you are a beautiful mother, mommy loves you KARENINA BAGASKARA. ''

said the flower with her broken cry and made the ardian directly hug the body of the flower.

Mrs Rania and tama were present at the funeral and joined her granddaughter, madam rania approached and sowed flowers at the navel of her youngest grandchild and immediately hugged the flowers in the ardian deck.

''Dear, stop crying because it will not make KAREN return to our side, KAREN is calm and happy without pain in her body, mamah understand with your sadness dear, dear, because you have felt it all, stop crying and pray for KAREN in her nature to be calm, one day with permission from God, we will all gather with KAREN and be sure of it. ''

said madam rania and let her embrace slip and then wiped away the tears of flowers and nodding flowers.

Tama sir immediately invited everyone to return home because the day was also already noon even the sun was very hot.

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