Prayer for My Third Night

Chapter 27

"Mas Kala doesn't believe in the power of prayer?"

"No"

"Why?"

"I've been obedient and never once left her.But what did she give me?only a pain that was so painful pierced to the soul.

I once asked even to beg her not to take Mamah from me.But what did she do?she never even gave a chance to open her eyes to see her son one last time.

And after what he did to me?am I wrong to break my relationship with him?"

Obviously Kala who makes Dya stunned, staring in disbelief if the man was ever a man who obeyed his duty as a people to his god.

Before the disappointment is present and destroys its trust in the khalik.

"Indeed, not all the prayers we say will be affirmed by him.Proven indeed, not only Mas Kala who ever begged him not to take the most meaningful person in our lives.

I also prostrated myself to ask him not to take the Father from my side.But in fact, he still took it.

Even Mas Kala was much more fortunate, even though it was abandoned by the late Mamah but Mas Kala still has Kak Arka and also Papah Gara.Unlike me who is just a piece of cara, who is looking for where the purpose of life is?"

"But by praying and prostrating before him, I am sure that God will guide where this foot will go, where this foot will stop, and where this foot will settle.

Although in the process there is extreme pain but believe me, walking on his path will always bring blessing and peace of mind for us"

"Why did Mas Kala not try again to start everything from scratch?

back to obeying and obeying him?Taking part in the path of our lives according to the scenario?

because sometimes our scenario with the scenario is very different.But believe me, if the scenario is much better for us"

Clearly Dya at length about what has plagued the two.Kala fell silent, digesting every explanation from Dya.

Don't know why?now his heart was filled with statements from the wife about disappointment and obedience.

"Sana back in the room, sleep again mumpung there is still time before returning to wake up for obligatory prayers"

"Let's go in the same.It's still too early to wake up and the weather is too cold, not good for health.Let's continue in the course of the conversation"

Dya also pulled Kala's hand until Kala got up from his seat and followed Dya's steps, entering back into his apartment unit.

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"Dy?"

"Do you regret marrying me?"

"Yes, and it's true that I regret it"

Degs...

"Ke_why?"

"Because of Me, Mas Kala so failed to marry the woman Mas Kala heart idol.Because of Me, Mas Kala must marry a woman who is not the type of Mas Kala, because of Me,because I Mas Kala so often angry and drunk and drunken and Mas Kala also forced to accept my presence in the private residence of Mas Kala.

And honestly I regretted my helplessness so much that I entered into someone's life and made him suffer.

I'm sorry Mas, there really is no intention for me to mess up Mas Kala's life.If I could choose, I would choose to live alone until the soul mate sent god came alone to pick me up.

Again please, please forgive me for my presence that does not deign in your heart Mas.I promise, after I have savings for provisions, I will go and release Mas Kala.

But please just give me 2 months.Let's stay two months, as long as I prepare to be able to live out there without depending on others anymore"

Degs...

Kala again let out a long sigh and immediately turned her face to neutralize the feeling of her reverberating as Dya discussed the separation.

Now the two are sitting in a relaxing room with a carpet that was quite warm.

Make the sofa as a backrest of their bodies.And this is the first time they sit quietly and chat casually.

After a long time, living like cats and dogs.

"So great is your desire to escape from this marriage bond?"

"It is not my desire Mas.But this is all I do for Mas Kala.Stop sinning Mas, stop going to the night club just to avoid me and just to make me hate the same Mas Kala.

Stop putting women who are not muhrim into the personal space of Mas Kala.

Be patient, just wait 2 months.After that Mas Kala immediately halted your relationship, a man does not need a guardian when they are married.So Mas Kala does not need to ask Papah to come to the wedding Mas Kala later.

Actually we will be very sinful if married without the blessing of parents.But living one roof with a non-mahram will be much more sinful.

Rest assured, one day Papah will definitely be able to accept the existence of Sister Angel if you both show the sincerity of your love".

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