
Usually this dining room was filled with an atmosphere of warmth, but not with this night, Deffin could not cover her anxiety, Deffin's face looked gloomy, thus making Azkia uncomfortable to see it.
It seems like I have to settle this matter immediately, sorry maybe I'm a little stubborn, but it's for the good of all of us for the foreseeable future.
What should I do, do I have to honestly say everything tonight, but I'm afraid to see Kia later must be in pain from trying to forcefully remember everything I told her later.
After dinner, Deffin, who usually continues her unfinished office work in her study, but not today, has her heart broken until she follows Azkia into the room.
Azkia who was already sitting on the edge of the bed opened her voice when she saw Deffin who was already standing before her.
"Darling, don't you want to say something about my past?"
Azkia's question made Deffin's heart beat fast, but due to her excessive worry made her say,
"Dear, it is not enough that you are happy with our lives as usual, whether it is very important to find out about your past, if you are happy now," Deffin said with raucous, she felt very tight in her chest hearing Azkia's question.
"I'm really happy living with you right now, but I feel like there's something that needs to be straightened out, I feel guilty about every clue that's always present in my dreams." Sighs deeply.
"So please let me meet Arnold tomorrow my handsome brother" Azkia continued. He said this because he tried to lure Deffin into telling him everything.
Deffin, hearing Azkia's request, was struck by lightning.
"Kia, don't you know that all this time I didn't want to tell you about your past because I was afraid you were in pain, because there are bad memories that you do not want to remember so you choose to forget all the memories after the death of your mother," said Deffin who began to be hooked.
"I knew from the doctor yesterday, but because of the mistake I made there was a heart that was hurt until now, so please let me fix it, and allow me to meet with Arnold, he's my handsome brother who I've been waiting for a long time for."
Deffin is surprised to hear Azkia's words, if Kia waits for her big sister's presence it means Azkia has not forgotten the memory of them, but why Kia forgot her face.
"You remember your handsome brother" Deffin said stammered.
"I only remember a part of the memory of my being with him, for some reason I forgot his face when I met him before my mother died, and after I heard Arnold's confession I was happy t-"
Azkia had not finished speaking, but was cut off by Deffin,
"Originally know he's not your handsome brother" Deffin half-cried.
"If not him then who is my handsome brother,"
Deffin wanted to answer that she was Azkia's handsome sister, but her lips could not speak at all, for some reason her lips felt stiff to move, Azkia who was looking at Deffin who was just silent she continued her words, "For that let me see Arnold to make sure of something."
Azkia who saw Deffin like that felt sliced in her heart, but for the sake of certainty she had to be stubborn.
Azkia awoke Deffin's body from her position, then led her to the bed, now she positioned her feet so that Deffin made her thighs a pillow she gently stroked the affection of her husband's head, then she slowly said,
"I want this matter to be resolved quickly, I know in what way I can prove that Arnold is my handsome brother or not, because only me and my handsome brother actually know about it, so please let me go to Arnold tomorrow."
Deffin did not answer but still sounded the sobbing Deffin, really Deffin was not willing but he really understood the stubborn nature of his wife who was increasingly forbidden the more reckless, maybe tomorrow he will give permission.
Azkia's gentle strokes left Deffin exhausted with her soul and body asleep, while Azkia's mind was still wandering, recalling last night's dream that her handsome sister was calling her a little elf kia, since the other two children who also called her little fairy, her big sister added kia, but the other two children did not understand.
Deffin, who was very restless, made her sleep not soundly. He is now dreaming where Azkia accident used to see Azkia lying covered in blood, making him delirious now.
"Kia, my little elf, please don't leave me, please don't leave me..."
Said Deffin repeatedly, making Azkia who was still not asleep, holding Isak crying, Azkia so remember feeling something lacking in her memory at the time of remembering the incident she almost hit Bella, Bella, there was a man who saved his life by earlier shouting, "Kia!! my little fairy look out ...."
Then the man pushed him, and the man was dragged away, Azkia who was in shock immediately fainted and ended up in a coma for a month which made her return to the starting point of forgetting the handsome brother who had always been her savior.
I'm sorry my husband. From the beginning this heart has indeed felt it, but I still try to dodge it even now when you are delirious, I still have to make sure that what I feel all this time is true, it is true, I need to get this over with, I need to see Arnold tomorrow.
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The next morning Azkia had woken up early in the morning, she wrote a letter to Deffin that she wanted to quickly solve this problem, last night after hearing Deffin delirious that she had a clue through her dream, deliberately set off before Deffin woke up because surely Deffin would buy time for his meeting with Arnold.
As planned, Azkia meets Arnold with a bodyguard who usually follows.
While Deffin had just woken up and saw that there was a piece of paper written by Azkia, she read it, after which she squeezed the paper and said,
"When my little fairy why did you leave, please don't leave me ...."
Right after that there was an incoming call from Azkia's bodyguards, her face immediately turned frantic after hearing the news from her bodyguard, with her immediately running away regardless of her appearance.
I'm really gonna kill you Arnold.
Seriate.