Positive with you

chapter 19

Tara just entered her house. At that meal table there was Mbak Desi and Mas Ilham was sitting opposite and chatting.

"If A Yani how Mas? disanakan rame deket city park" said Mbak Desi at the time.

"A Yani is really rame, but there the rent place is also expensive, twice the same as now, the money is not enough" said Mas Ilham.

"Hem," Miss Desi exhaled. "Well, where is Mas? like there is no strategy at once as cheap as the shophouse now" Ms. Desi leaned her head to the chair as if she was resigned.

"Yes, I'm also confused deck, it's nice where" Mas ilham rubs his hair because it's a little stressful.

"What's up, Mom?" tara asked then because from that moment she noticed a situation that seemed to have a problem.

"This is Tar, again confused, looking for a new place to sell" said Mas Ilham who looked a little desperate.

"Lo, isn't the deal still 3 years away, is the contract?"

"Yes, but Mr. Arjo came, he said he wanted to go back to the village and not stay back here again. He continued to say all his property including shophouses that Mas Ilham rented were sold all for business in the village. So yes, we don't want to have to move together to find rent again" explained Mas Ilham.

Hearing the story of Mas Ilham, Tara so come along - along sigh long. Confused what to say because there is no solution that can fix the situation.

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Tara stretched her body that felt tired today. His face looks lethargic and looks a few times yawn feeling sleepy. The clock on the wall was still at 11 p.m. But because seeing the many buyers who came made him resist his fatigue.

"Hey..." Desi's ma'am patted Tara's arm making Tara a little vulnerable. "rest there if you're sleepy, or go home aja gih"

"He, yes I don't know, the end - the end of this innate drowsiness continues the same males continue" replied Tara while grinning.

"You're exhausted times. It's lethargic"

"Em, yes, yes" replied Tara by cleaning the dirty table after customer use.

"Yes, just go home and sleep so don't be lethargic anymore"

"But if I go home, Miss Desi will be overwhelmed"

"Mas Ilham is coming soon, so don't worry, you go home, it's okay"

Shortly after, the person being discussed came. And Tara went home.

The trip to the house this time takes about 1 hour drive because the location of the shop owned by Mas Ilham who was just in the suburbs near the market. And as if he could not resist the fatigue and sleepiness, so until the house Tara immediately threw her body on the mattress in the room. Sayup - his eyes begin to close until the afternoon.

kringgg .. kringgg .. kringgg ...

The sound of the hp ringing woke up the sleeping Tara. With her eyes half open, Tara peeked at her phone screen. Kila's name appeared on her cell phone screen.

"Hallo.." replied Tara half-sleepily.

"Tar, are you sleeping?" ask Kila from her phone.

"Hem, what's up Kil, if it doesn't matter I'm matiin ya..."

"Aren't you in college?" ask Kila in a surprised tone because Tara usually forgets.

"lectures. THE LECTURE!!" exclaim Tara reflex woke up from her sleep seeing that the clock was 3 o'clock which means the lecture has begun. "Okay, how dong, it's Kil I'm deadin."

With lightning fast, no shower and just wash your face, Tara immediately went to campus. Next some powder and make up is applied on the bus during the trip. And even though it was too late, fortunately the lecturer was kind enough to let Tara stay in and follow the lecture.

"Huft" Tara leaned her head against the bench, as the lecture finished, releasing her tension and anxiety.

"Yes, I don't know for a few days my body feels so easily tired, want to sleep mulu, mulu lie down" replied Tara without changing her position.

"Low blood times Tar, you're usually so that the blood has fallen very easily tired"

"Yes yes" he replied, this time upholding his seat again. "Eat yuk, I'm really lager" Tara asked later.

"Eat, what do you want to eat?"

"Em, meatballs?"

"Bakso, okay, come on ..."

Tara and Kila move out of class to go meatball hunting. It did not take long, just a few minutes to ride the car both arrived at their subscription meatball stall and parked his car in front of the shop yard.

Suddenly the look on Tara's face turned pale eloquently look at the meatball pentol in the stage. Something tantalizing was suddenly turned into something disgusting before him. Especially when looking at the shape of a large pentol, making nausea unbearable so out.

huuuaka...

Tara who arrived suddenly felt like vomiting.

"Why Tar?" ask Kila wonder and worry.

"Hem, no, it's okay" replied Tara while holding back her nausea.

"Really?" asked Kila frowning.

"He'em, let's get out" replied Tara who then opened the car door.

The smell of meatballs is directly attached to Tara's nose when the new car door is opened only a few jengkal. The scent of reflex made Tara close the door again while holding back the nausea that was already unbearable.

Hueekk.

Tara endured her nausea. One hand shuts its mouth and the other looks for something that can be used to hold its vomit. Fortunately, there was one plastic bag in Kila's car so Tara could release her vomit there freely.

Hueekkkk .. hueeekkkk...

"Oh my goodness Tar, you seem to catch a cold" Kila massaged Tara's neck with an anxious look.

Feeling already lightened, Tara whose face was red wet with tears and sweat also directly leaned her body into a chair.

"Kil, we'll just go home." - Tara's lethargy.

Along the way home, anxiety and fear gradually controlled Tara. Tara's unusual changes in body, and the nausea she just felt made her mind a little uneasy.

'Pregnant, what if she's pregnant?'

And the next day, in one of the campus toilets. Tara was sitting on a closet with the door closed. Tara grasped the testpack she had bought earlier. With overwhelming hope, and fear and anxiety, he slowly opened his hand.

2 Red lines appeared before him. Instantly made his body limp helplessly. With her body shaking, and eyes looking empty, Tara then tried to contact Sandi right then and there.

Tut .. tut .. tut ... tut ...

The sound of the phone call that was heard did not end.

Tara closed her eyes, shutting for a while because of the phone that Sandi did not receive. Unable to with what was going on, slowly tears began to wet the cheeks. The feeling of regret, confusion, fear and regret and frustration became one in his heart.