POOR SON-IN-LAW VS. RICH IN-LAWS
CHAPTERS. 11. HOPE NUR
..."Thank goodness that Vishnu had called and gave news about mother, so I could feel a little relieved after knowing the state of mother, yes, although the word Vishnu mother was not aware, yet, but it has made it through its critical period, that's good news for me. Honestly, although my mother always judges and has not been able to accept me as a daughter-in-law in her family, but I really love her and have considered her as my own biological mother...
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...I also took a deep breath...
...*I hope that you will quickly wake up and improve so that you can quickly go home to this house, because this house sounds very quiet without the sound of mothers who sometimes babble without cause, and without stopping. There must be something he complained about whether it was about my father or about me. And that's what I miss in times like these.* Switch me again with a sad face....
...*Cheal yes Mom! And come home to this house, because there are many who miss and need mothers!* My words and no tears fell by themselves, soaking my thin cheeks....
...It did not feel like the dawn prayer time had arrived, and I felt like my sleep was only a few minutes. Eh tau-tau already dawn, maybe because I think mother-in-law continues, so to sleep was very difficult for me....
...After I finished hearing the sound of the azan, I immediately rushed to perform the prayer consisting of the two rakaats. So that this heart and mind can be a little calmer because it has complained about the events that I experienced in this world. And leave all the decisions in the hands of the creator, let God govern all things, and we just keep the commandments....
...At the end of my morning prayer this time, at the end of the prayer I took the time to pray for the healing of my mother-in-law, and also pray that mother will be kind and willing to accept me as a daughter-in-law here....
..."O Allah, may you recover quickly, so that you can go home quickly, so that we can gather like yesterday, and I also hope that after this incident, you can be better to me, and I can accept this as my mother-in-law! May my prayer be answered, O God, Amin, natural rabbal...." The prayer I prayed this time....
...May the attitude of my mother-in-law be better to me and my father-in-law amen. Because honestly, I really want my mother-in-law to accept me and love and love me like her own child. So that there is no commotion at home every day. Because all this time, as long as I have been a daughter-in-law in their family, every day there are things that mothers make as an excuse to be able to demonize and blame me....
...And if I am blamed by him, I can only be patient, without having the slightest courage to fight or defend myself. Mas Vishnu also did not have the authority to always defend me every time I was blamed, because he got the money for managing the business of his parents, because he managed the business, and the mother once threatened if it would take all from the vishnu mas, if always hurt or defy from the mother. Because in this house, the mother-in-law is the ultimate power holder. No one can resist or give themselves up, or even oppose whatever his decision is. And no one can move without using command from him. Anything must go through him and must be done as he wishes....
...That is why, I hope that the nature of the mother can change, and no longer always interfere with my household affairs with Vishnu mas....
...I had thought about whether the nature of this mother is the cause so that his other children no one wants to live in this house, what else should be home with the mother....
...Or am I the only one who gets this kind of treatment, because the economic status of my family is not comparable to this family?. Ah I am not too dizzy, with all this happening, as long as Vishnu mas still love and still appreciate me as his wife, it has become a force for me to survive in this house....
...During this time Vishnu also always pay attention to me, and always meet my needs. mas Vishnu also always take the time to be with me. Sometimes he was heard occasionally defending me in front of my mother, even though he actually knew what exactly was going on, but he did not want to make his mother's heart hurt because it was openly defending me. But out of all the treatment, that makes me proud because he doesn't look at my economic status....
...But, even though Vishnu is good and loves me very much, but if the attitude of my mother-in-law continues like that, it will make my patience run out. Or worse, maybe I can go crazy about it....
...Before we went through married life, I wished to have a good in-law, a good brother-in-law, and a loving husband. But after living life as a wife, Hope was not all realized, in fact I got in-laws who could not accept my existence in their luxurious house....
...Actually, I used to worry if it would not be accepted by the family of Vishnu mas, but after I saw the attitude of his mother who was good when we were still dating status first, but after I saw the attitude of his mother who was good when we were still dating status first, so that feeling and feeling of inferiority I threw it away. And accepted Vishnu's application....
...But now that rice has become porridge, inevitably I have to accept this reality. And trying to continue to survive on the side of the Vishnu family....
...Fortunately, my brother Vishnu did not live in this house as well, so that my suffering did not increase. Just increase the sense of patience in order to continue to be sane with all the things that torture this feeling....
...PERSISTS.........
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